Its All About *Da

Moment of desperation

I dunno whats going thru my mind..
I felt happy, sad, angry, lost and all at the same time..

I felt love at one moment..
I felt insecured at the same time..

What have I done..
A destructor in a pair of heaven..

I tried to leave you..
But u said "U sanggup tinggalkan I?"..

I was not convinced..
Till u said "Pls dont leave me"..

Times and times again,
I thought I was the only one..

Till the blogs prove me wrong..
There is still her in u..

I cant blame her nor u..
For I guess Im the third party..

Was it even my fault..
When I did not do anything to make my heart burning..

We will neva be like this..
If I dint go for the course..

Right now, im praying..
Whether whatever im doing is right..

U make me loved..
At the same time, u lead her on..

Im ur so-called 'mistress'..
Shes ur truly 'wife'..

U said u love me..
At the same time, u told her dat too..

Who can I turn to..
Who can I cry on to..
Who can I face rite now..
In the moment of desperation..

~ My heart aches but I truly respect ~

~ Smooching each other at 3:45 PM!! ~

HiS LaDiEe BB...

Fidah . Fid . Da_FiD . Bonafida
7 July 1985
3rd Child
Bedok
PAP . BWPS . BTS . TP . HTA
SPS
Single but Taken!!
---------------------------- F . A . V . O . U . R . I . T . E . Z --------------------------- Noodles . Burgers . Ice-Cream . Chocs . POTATOES!!
All kinds of Milo & MinuteMaid Drinks
Blue . Yellow . Silver . Black . White
Movies = Teens . Comedy . Horror . Gore
Songs = Dancerable . Emotions
--------------------------------- H . O . B . B . I . E . S ---------------------------------- Dancing
Performing
Hanging out with Blankie/Gfs/Freakos/Peeps
Outdoor/Indoor/Extreme Sports
Singing
Acting
----------------------------------- L . O . V . I . N . G ------------------------------------ Family . Bro-in-Laws . Ayid
Blankie {B}
Cohort 2/05 . PSTS Trainers
NCC Cliques
Princesses
BTS Freakz
Dance Peeps
Titans 50th Syn 2
----------------------------------- H . A . T . I . N . G ----------------------------------- Alone
Bustards
Pests
Liars
Jelly
Giving up halfway
Nothing to do

"Get to know me first before judging me!!"

HeR MaNLy B...

Kim . Akimbo . Roslan . Bom Pipit
21 June 1985
The Eldest
Jurong East
PPIS . NPS . PSS . NP . Tekong Sch 2 . HTA
SPF(NS)
Single but Taken!!
---------------------------- F . A . V . O . U . R . I . T . E . Z --------------------------- Anything spicy
Nescafe Coffee in M'sia
Black . Purple . Light Brown . Lime Green
Movies = Actions . Cool comedy . Hot Guys + Hot Bods
Songs = Less techno . Hip Hop . Rock . Oldies . Catchy tune
--------------------------------- H . O . B . B . I . E . S ---------------------------------- Lots of rest
Working out
Hanging out with my girl & family
Doing whatever he like doing at that point of time
----------------------------------- L . O . V . I . N . G ------------------------------------ Family
Bantal Bushuk {BB}
----------------------------------- H . A . T . I . N . G ----------------------------------- Feeling fat
Pimples
Feeling grumpy
Too much arrogant
People who are better than him

"Do whatever comes in the way and make the best out of it!!"