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YTuesday, January 17, 2006
Before i begin my very first speech about my feelings, heres my sincere replies to ma darlin Taggies..
Y@Tz:-
Yeah yeah.. TP Jam n Hop is back again this sat, 7pm.. I pun takde matric card.. Wif my friend.. I be from Zek's place, letak my hockey stuffs.. Chinese new yr is on 27 isit?! My Dad's Bday.. Lastly, pictures are up soon.. :p Really really ASAp.. Hehehe..
ally:-
Haha.. Eh darlin, when can i dance wif u hah.. Heheh.. :p
zaz:-
Hey sisko.. Yep yep, im going.. Like for real.. This time, i want tu to shake dat THANG wif me yeah.. Hehe..
eeeduh:-
Aiyooo sis.. U rabak ahh.. Kecian la dier.. Nanti dier complain pat aku eh.. I will darla darlin.. Post me too in ur blog.. Hehe..
Back to the real topic.. Jeng jeng jeng..
"I have neva try looking for 'L' eversince I broke up with Fiz.. Things changed when I was with Spidey but no matter how hard I try, I can only remain as best buddy.. Real sorry but I cant force what my heart do not want to feel.. Take it from someone who knows better -Ella Enchanted-.. After which came Zak into my life which cost half of my tears and anger getting into actions.. It was a real heartbreaking moment for me.. I really owe Spidey for the times he had been there for me when I was down..
One day, I decided to be alone and occupy myself with my passions.. Dance - NCC - Hockey.. My life is full of enriching experiences.. Love life --> BOO!!
I have a small crush on this guy.. But everything sounds impossible if u know what lies beneath.. Its very hard for me to relate this.. Only my certain closests know bout it.. Really thankful to u guys for hearin tho I know its ermm, i dunno wat it is.. But then yah, as expected, I was crushed again.. Tats it.. Came year 2006 and new resolutions were made.. The door closes automatically for anyone.. Was feeling Positvely Optimistic all the way till now..
Surprisingly, He came back.. After letting him go.. Hard to believe but I couldnt help it.. The door opens slowly yet still ajar.. Im not sure whether this is the right thing.. But my heart doesnt think.. It does on its own.. Getting stronger bit by bit.. And now, the adrenaline rushes like river.. But then.. *Haish* .. Only Allah knows what I am trying to say and thinking.. All I can say is, Im in 'L' with my Fairytale 'L'r.."
~ Smooching each other at