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YTuesday, November 30, 2004
To Lrad:
This is for u.. No grudges.. No regrets.. Thanx for everything..
*This is not a rhyme, not a song.. Just words.. From my heart.. To u..*
A year, a month and days have passed..
Things have soo gone well until..
U became uncontrollable..
I became nuts and crazee over it..
We talked things through..
Every now and then..
We will always be by each other..
Jus so when Im busy and spend no time..
U dying to bargain..
When i give way..
U stepped on it and break my trust..
Don u understand..
Im a girl..
I want my own freedom..
I cant go home darn late at nite..
Neither I have time to spend..
Been busy wif attachment, dance n home..
I knew u love me..
I knew u wanna be wif me..
Just me..
Im givin an "off-time" for us to think through..
Especially me..
U know how unloyal I can be..
But im trying not..
"Do u still want to be wif me?"
Thats it..
Its the end..
No point sitting still and think through..
U asked me, I tell u..
"Sorry, I jus wanna be single.."
This very day, 1.43am..
I wasn't prepare to end it..
But u provoked me enuff..
Sorry baby..
Jus not my cup of tea..
Recalling the days..
U broke my heart first..
I was sooo into u..
U jus slashed it rite to my face, my love for u..
Its fallin apart slowly n u know it..
Since that day, my priority changed..
If u realised..
It was exactly the same season..
"HARI RAYA"
From 2003 to 2004..
Fate decided that we separated..
Im sorry.. I just had no more love for u.. I jus wanna be single.. I dun wanna commit.. Its my fault.. U can say that.. I don blame U.. Nothing else to say.. Friends?
*All i want is an Easy Relationship.. Bestfriend's the word..*
Written on 19 Jan 05 (Wednesday), 1.14pm..
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