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30 Nov 04 (Tuesday) --> For u Lrad..

To Lrad:
This is for u.. No grudges.. No regrets.. Thanx for everything..

*This is not a rhyme, not a song.. Just words.. From my heart.. To u..*

A year, a month and days have passed..
Things have soo gone well until..
U became uncontrollable..
I became nuts and crazee over it..

We talked things through..
Every now and then..
We will always be by each other..
Jus so when Im busy and spend no time..
U dying to bargain..
When i give way..
U stepped on it and break my trust..

Don u understand..
Im a girl..
I want my own freedom..
I cant go home darn late at nite..
Neither I have time to spend..
Been busy wif attachment, dance n home..

I knew u love me..
I knew u wanna be wif me..
Just me..
Im givin an "off-time" for us to think through..
Especially me..
U know how unloyal I can be..
But im trying not..

"Do u still want to be wif me?"
Thats it..
Its the end..
No point sitting still and think through..
U asked me, I tell u..
"Sorry, I jus wanna be single.."
This very day, 1.43am..

I wasn't prepare to end it..
But u provoked me enuff..
Sorry baby..
Jus not my cup of tea..

Recalling the days..
U broke my heart first..
I was sooo into u..
U jus slashed it rite to my face, my love for u..
Its fallin apart slowly n u know it..
Since that day, my priority changed..

If u realised..
It was exactly the same season..
"HARI RAYA"
From 2003 to 2004..
Fate decided that we separated..

Im sorry.. I just had no more love for u.. I jus wanna be single.. I dun wanna commit.. Its my fault.. U can say that.. I don blame U.. Nothing else to say.. Friends?

*All i want is an Easy Relationship.. Bestfriend's the word..*

Written on 19 Jan 05 (Wednesday), 1.14pm..

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29 Nov 04 (Monday) --> Fusion X Training..

Nothing much.. Just having an activity..

- Fusion X training at Punggol Park CC..
- Training for Hip Hop Fest..

*Did something which I long time neva did since sec 2?! *Puffin*.. Daymn, Im irrtated.. Do not disturb me as yet..*

Written on 1 Dec 04 (Monday), 12.14am..

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28 Nov 04 (Sunday) --> Scrambler Ride..

Yeah.. My first eva ride on a bike.. Scambler se.. Mampus.. Arrgghh.. Woohoo.. Wat an outin..

- Rainy day, havin to climb up the Scrambler is a real scare at first..
- Spidey pick me up for a ride.. Went to Marine Parade to change the SCV Digital Cable at the Roadshow..
- Went to one of the Bedok's carpark to learn more on how to ride a bike.. *Gerek*..
- Ate Mee Punggol at the Bedok Banquet.. *Slurpy delirious Delicious..*
- Went to TM to catch a movie "Bridget Jones Diary *Part 2*"..
- Went back home..

Written on 1 Dec 04 (Wednesday), 12.08am..

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27 Nov 04 (Saturday) --> BTS Raya..

Another R.A.Y.A.com day wif my closest, bestest secondary peeps.. Bedok Town Sec..

- Had a Hip Hop Advance class in the morning, taught by Mr Ryan Tan, for 3 hrs.. From 9am - 12pm.. *Cool & Power*.. I looiikkeee..
- Time to "JALAN RAYA" wif ma BTS peeps..
- They are Sarah, Hana, Nurul, Dessy, Majidah (ma cuzzin), Omar, Zul, Adnan, Asmani, Azhar, Lela & Umali (Hana's sista n brother)..
- We went to each other house till 10pm plus.. Daymmnn, I miss Sarah's house.. I joined them at Zul's house.. So missing them..
- Sarah & Zul accompanied me back home to pack my stuffs.. Im soo overnighting at Sarah's house.. Don wanna be "Home Alone"..
- Took taxi to Sarah's house and sleep.. Watched "Bend it like beckham" before sleepin..

Written on 30 Nov (Tuesday), 11:53pm..

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26 Nov 04 (Friday) --> Trip to Chinatown..

Wat a tirin and boring day.. Well at least Chinatown perked me up abit.. *Hehe*..

- Isham requested me to go for a SG Hip Hop Fest Meeting since the 3 heads were unable to make it..
- Representative for Fusion X..
- Met Lrad , went to Chinatown together..
- Once reached, proceed to Exit A..
- Met Kimmie, Feelzy, Zaibo, Aslinda n Sufri.. Reperesentin SDC , Uncanny Originz & B.A'D..
- Enter the Flip! building.. Nina (Mami form Anak Metropolitan) was in-charge..
- Meeting was long and sux cos wasted loads of time.. Sign the documents and get the 30 tix to sell..
- Followed Kimmie n Feelzy to NYP, supposedly for spaghetti dinner..
- Met the others like Thai, Joe, Wak and bla bla bla..
- Lrad and I decided to chill and watch the performance from B-Quartet.. Lrad lurvvess it..
- Went home after dat..

Written on 30 Nov 04 (Tuesday), 11:45pm..

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25 Nov 04 (Thursday) --> Malay Regiment Raya..

Yeah yeah, jalan raya time.. Woohhoo.. Wif my NCC CLTs Clique.. One of the bestest peeps.. "Malay Regiment, cepatttttt RAYA!" *Wehehe*..

- The peeps are:- Yati, Zek, Fate, Alfiyan, Happy, Tasha, Fairul, Hamizah, Izzat, Rashid, Irfan, Yasir, Organizer Farhan and me..
- Organizer Mr Farhan 46th hired a private bus, 40 seater when theres like a few of us?! Cool la u, dik..
- Went to each other's house.. Gerek ahh.. No rain or sun can stop us from travellin in the woohhoo bus..
- From afternoon till night time..
- At nite, the bus driver played a VCD "Keris Lama" (Old knife).. Its a ghost story.. Scar se I tell u.. Everybody sat behind while Izzat, Yasir, Fairul, Mizah, Farhan & I were brave enuff to sit so darn front to watch the movie.. Darn most of us were chickens.. *Haha*.. But its all good..
- Went home after all over.. Bus went off early.. Due to tiredness, Rashid, Izzat, Alfiyan and I took taxi home together..

Wat an experience we all had.. May the NCC CLTs MELAYU be strong in upcomin generations.. HIDUP MALAY REGIMENT!! *Singing "Lagu Kita"*..

Written on 30 Nov 04 (Tuesday), 11:40pm..

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24 Nov 04 (Wednesday) --> Yea.. Me real shooting..

Hmm.. Wat a beautiful rainy day.. That day..

* Had a shooting competition at Nee Soon Camp from 6.15am till 2pm..
- Woke up so darn early at 5.30am to bathe..
- Report at East office at 6.15am..
- Pack all the ammo stuffs, helmets, bla, bla, bla to the tonner and vroom to Nee Soon Camp..
- Setup the ammo point.. Waited and yada, yada, yada..
- All the cadets, officers and the invited guest, NPCC came..
- Few CLTs taught the NPCC how to shoot the M16 before the actual competition starts.. Fate, Sha & I waste no time to C.A.B.U.T.com.. *Wahahaha*.. UNFORTUNATELY.com, I was caught to be the dummy for the shooter.. *Sheesh*..
- Then 3 teams compete.. Male East CLTs (Wei Ren n the gang) vs Female East CLTs (Me, Sha, OCS & Fate) vs NPCC (3 guys and a gal).. 1st round: Female CLTs (Chamber 1) vs NPCC (Chamber 2).. Result: 16 targets vs 8 targets.. Female CLTs won.. *Wonderin y 16 targets rite?! Cos its was supposed to be falling plate, then dunno y, after the plate got shot, it came up again.. Shoot again ahh.. *Sheesh*.. 2nd round: Male CLTs (Chamber 1) vs Female CLTs (Chamber 2).. Result: 11 Targets + 1 IA (left 3 shots more) vs 10 targets, no shots left.. Male CLTs won.. *Sheesh*.. Chamber 2 sucks bug time.. Can't even go down after so many shots.. *Argghh*.. Last round: NPCC (Chamber 1) vs Male CLTs (Chamber2) .. Results: 9 Targets vs 11 Targets.. Male CLTs won..
FINAL RESULT: 1st --> Male East CLTs, 2nd --> Female CLTs, 3rd --> NPCC.. Well done guys..
- Prize presentation.. Well done EAST!!!
- Pack up back to HQ AMQ.. Got treat from Sir Anis.. Thanx sir..

* THE INCREDIBLES + Fishy Feeling..
- Fate, Sha and I decided go town, watch movie..
- Met Alfiyan, Izzat, Happy, Tasha, Fairul and Yasir at Bugis.. Watched The Incredibles.. Power ahh.. Hilarious show.. Love Jack Jack to bits.. Dash is cute.. *Wahaha*..
- Lrad fetch me home..
- Decided to express all out to Lrad.. Meantime, we in 'off' term but still attached to one another.. Don ask wat, y, how come and etc, etc, etc..

Written on 30 Nov 04 (Tuesday), 11:37pm..

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23 Nov 04 (Tuesday) --> Me?! Shooting?! Woooot..

As usual..
- Woke up at sis house (Woodland).. Watch MTV, Amazing Race 6 (repeat) and surf the net..
- Went home, packed bag..
- Booked in AMQ Camp for shooting competition the next day.. At 10pm..
- Wonderin how am I going to survive the night.. Kan Cheong to the max se.. Like how to shoot, wats the procedures, like wats the timing and all.. Let fate decides if I cocked up..
- Chillin wif Sha & Fate had cooled me down from all the stupid shits dat I was soo worried about..

Written on 30 Nov 04 (Tuesday), 11:33pm..

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22 Nov 04 (Monday) --> FX @ Hougang..

Highlights of my Monday no-blues..
- Fusion X Training, 7pm (come at 8pm), trained at Lin's sis badminton court, hougang.. Loads of fun..
- Take taxi back wif isham to woodlands..
- Received msg from OCS, "Wanted 2 female clts for shooting comp on wed, 24 Nov, morning till lunchtime.. Book in the night before".. I agree after so many questions asked.. Finally, the EAST FEMALE CLTs Team --> OCS, Shahida, Fate & me.. So scared le.. Long time no shoot..
- Stayed at woodland, my sis house.. My 2nd sis was already dere.. We watched "Monster Inc".. Soo cute se boo.. Kitty huh.. *Wahaha*..

Written on 30 Nov 04 (Tuesday), 11:27pm..

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21 Nov 04 (Sunday) --> Fusion X Training..

Nothing much.. Just havin Fusion X training @ 6pm, Punggol Park CC..
- Choreos very NNNOOOOIIIICCCEEE..
- Very Dramatic..
- Jus for SG Hip Hop Fest 04..

Written on 30 Nov 04 (Tuesday), 11.22pm..

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Plaza Singapura's HOTTEST Events.. D.A.N.C.E Competition..

Went to PS wif Uncle Toby to support our friend, Dan in the Samsung Competition.. But hey, deres Chingay too.. So da day goes on wif..

* Met Uncle Toby and his friend at 1.45pm at PS..
* Watched Chingay shows at 2.30pm..
- The clowns started the show first.. Sec sch peeps.. Added wif a bangra beats flava.. Okielah.. Boring ah..
- A dance grp.. Again sec peeps.. It was sooo da *yawning*.. Nuthin great again.. So da minah and mat lah basically..
- Sec sch peeps.. VIP.. Cheerleadin squad.. Tot it was jus *sigh*.. But hey, they impressed me LOADS.. Great job.. Think they can become the next MAgnum ah.. *Hehehe*.. They did stunts like "Bring It On Again".. Bright futuree aiight peeps..
- Salsa Dance.. Boon Cheong's friends.. OKielah.. not bad ah.. But, jus too bad.. I can't appreciate Salsa for long..
- Mongolia Dance.. Nice but technical prob wif the music.. Ermm.. okielah..
- The Drum-Beaters.. Fierceeeee.. So young.. Impressive
- Lion Dance.. Loads of malay boys.. Okielah.. Quite a bore..
- Dragon Dance.. Betta than the lion's..
- Mongolia Dance again.. To reimburse the techincal fault of the music..

* Samsung competition.. At 4pm.. Winners received sum of money.. I mean real big money.. 4k and 5 samsung "smooth meets slide" phones for 1st prize??!!.. No joke.. 3 judges are the Angmoh guy who have dance bg, the samsung phone chinese guy and the chinese lady who states as the starhub palnner.. Presentin the 5 finalists..
B.A'D, Pops, Jades Crew, Sliders & White Rhythm..
- B.A'D started off wif Shairul, Shima, Sharin, Elly n Fairuz.. Same piece again huh.. "Shake dat booty, turn me ard, back dat ass up, wine them down".. U go guys..
- Pops comprises of 2 gals n 2 guys.. The short gal and the malay guy are the best female and male dancers in Funkamania X, yr 2003.. But the guy screwed la.. I nothing to say..
- Jades Crew comprises of my friend, Dan and his other 4 peeps.. Think all under Pat's class.. Yeah, we shouted hell for em.. Esp the Senorita hoppers gals.. They're tight la.. Not bad..
- Sliders.. The scholars of Pat's class.. Nice moves.. I like theirs actually.. Very the synchronise and unique.. But too bad.. Judges's vote..
- Lastly White Rhythm.. Yutaki's grp.. So da gay yet POWERFUL la.. Cheered for them like crazee..

The results were out.. Congrats to the following peeps..
Consolation: Pops & Sliders
3rd Prize: Jades Crew
2nd Prize: B.A'D
1st prize: White Rhythm

* Went back to watch the Chingay.. Waiting for my friends to rock da stage.. Rite timin.. Presentin E.R.S.D.C.. En_route feat SmashD'Crepez.. Namely from En_Route --> Zaihar, Sue, Syam n ermm a gal.. SDC --> Hakim, Filzah, Feelza, Fiza, Karl n Allan.. Well done u guys.. So proud of u peeps..

* Ate at LJS.. Separated.. Met Lrad.. Watched "Shutter".. recommended show.. Lurves the endin.. *Wahahah*.. Evil.. Then, went home..

~ Smooching each other at 11:37 PM!! ~

17 - 19 Nov (Wed - Fri) P.O.S.T.sss --> TV & SG Idol..

Basically wat do I do, I oso can't really recalled..

Oh yeah, I jus slacked ard.. Surfin the net for 3 days, doing nothing.. Bloghopped here n dere.. Taggin here n dere.. Thanx a lot Farhan.. U make me look paiseh after the MatRIP's nonsensical's tags.. *SHEESSSHH*.. Nice work dere.. *GRRRR*..

Oh, on 17 Nov (Wed), I watched "Charmed".. Head rollin aight gals.. Then "Amazing Race 6".. Powerrr.. Okie, The bestfriend (guys) is out.. but they cool.. *Haha*..

On 18 Nov (Thurs), nothin much la.. stay at home only.. Watched "Spore Idol"'s performance.. Sly got to work harder man.. Taufik, da coolest.. Next best talent will be Oli.. Aiyoh, but cannot predict lah whos out.. Depend on Spore man..

On 19 Nov (Fri), watched S'pore Idol and TAUFIK + SLY is IN THE FINAL.. Poor Oli.. Like wat Ken said, the audiences will go for those whom they can relate on.. True enuff.. Douglas losed the bet.. *Kwang 3x*.. Watched "Geark Khas The Movie".. Jus lurvee Erra.. :p Then watched "Survivor Vanuatu".. OKie, Sarge, ur out.. Like I say, GAL POWER.. Left the king Clad to moved on wif the princess.. ;p

~ Smooching each other at 11:33 PM!! ~

My K.A.M.P.U.N.G Scenes, 14 - 16 Nov (Sun - Tues)

On the first day of Hari Raya, 14 Nov (Sun), where all the muslim guys went to mosque to pray.. Before they come back to eat, the gals have to prepare breakfast and get ready to have this "seek for forgiveness" session before the guys, especially before the father eats..

Rite after my family had done it, my 1st sis came wif her hubby.. Weehheee.. Sepasang Kurung Biru se.. Jus like my song title.. :p Den yea, they seeked my parents' forgiveness, the siblings seeked forgiveness from 1st sis.. Early morning, my younger sis played VCD "Cinta Luar Biasa".. A comedy malay show.. Then, my 1st sis n hubby off to my grandparents house while the rest plus me, BALIK KAMPUNG..

First stop is at Johor Bahru, Taman Baiduri where my house is.. Its a 3-storeyed banglo.. My 2nd visit n it was like wooaaahh.. Me the only 1 who had neva slept dere b4.. *tulah, tak balik kampung after years*.. Me soo gonna do sum house-warming party here.. Took pillows n mattress and zoomed off to next destination..

Stopped at Machap, Melacca to rest n have a lunch.. Pathetic ahh.. Let my daddy rest first after hours of driving..

Went to my grandparent's house.. Its soo the different.. It became the mosquitos' world.. Not jokin.. Theres contaminated water everywhere an found out deres mosquito's breedin.. *Sheessh*.. My granddaddy is senile, so can't b blamed.. My dad tried to help here n dere.. My grandmummy is wif 1 of my uncles.. Den, my granddaddy followed us to our next stop..

Headed to my next house, Melacca, Bukit Nangka.. It was only walls and toilets.. Haha.. Like soo the abandoned.. Nothing else inside.. So, the A. Hamid family cleaned aaway the webs and shits and my daddy cleansed the house wif prayers.. Cos we gonna sleep here for the night.. After a success cleaning, headed to my aunt's house, Cik Lah..

Woooaaaahhh, all the beranak-pinak were dere.. Okie, all the children have grown big.. Kak Long, Abg Man, Abg Wan, Abg Amy, Udin, Erfan.. Haha.. now me close to Erfan who is only form 6.. Same age as my younger sis..

Went back to Bukit Nangka and slept thru de day..

15 Nov (Mon).. Darn the mosquitos who have nothing to do but to suck my blood all nite.. ONLY ME.. Not my family.. *IDIOT*.. OKie, I saved my family from a lil loss of blood.. *Sheessh*..

Went to Pak Long's house at sum quite faraway place.. Then went to Seremban, I think.. To meet my grandmummy.. She is sick, not senile yet.. We tried to cheer her up.. I had loads of fun when I met Adib.. So cute n soo clever.. A bit retarded but hes all good to me.. I love him, jus like the others..

Then went to surau at Tampin, Negeri Sembilan, to pray.. Then went off to Pak Lang's house.. Wooaaahh, the children are like around my age.. Me cose to Kak Rusita tho.. Shes engaged.. The rest me shy to tak la.. All guys.. My age summore le..

Then went to Pak Lang's elder child's house.. Nearby.. The mee beehoon was delicious.. *Yummy*..

Then went off to Cik Lah's house to sweep the nite thru..

16 Nov (Tues).. Went off to my another house at Rumbia.. Its meant for rent but no malays nak.. Chinese want but it is a malay lot u see.. Well, checked out a house an zoomed off to another place..

Went back to my 1st destination, Johor Bahru.. Put back ll the pillows n mattress.. Rest.. I watched VCD "Scary Movie 3".. *Haha*.. Refreshd my memory of watching it at the cinema, TM wif my CLT NCC Clique.. How I laughed so loud.. How the rest jus love each other's companion.. Farhan, Zek, Yati, Hanafi, Taufik, Hida, Din n any other?! Luv u guys..

Headed to Giant for sum shopping.. I shopped for food ONLY.. *How I hate shopping*.. Yeah, got to buy Cookie Crisps.. *Yum, yum*..

Then, went off to my homeland, Singapore.. Stopped at woodland, where 2nd sis singgah jap at her future in-law house to give Season cake.. Then stopped at my 1st sis house at woodland too to take baju kurung for my younger sis.. Then, HOME SWEET HOME..

~ Smooching each other at 11:31 PM!! ~

SeLaMaT HaRi RaYa.. MaaF ZaHiR DaN BaTiN.. *BALIK KAMPUNG.. WOHOHO.. BALIK KAMPUNG..*

Feeza: Hey dere.. Yeah, Destiny's "Lose ma breathe" was awesome.. But Raya man.. Have to change to Raya song aiight.. :p Yep, me mish u too.. See ya soon okie.. *Hugs*.. U take care.. Anyway, Slamat Raya n maaf zahir & batin..
Y@Tz: *Haha*.. Tengoklah owner dier kan.. KAlau dah cute, mesti screen shots dier pun cute.. *Wehehe*.. If only da vid for "Shake ur Body" dah out, den I post in ma blog k.. Anyway, Slamat Raya n maaf zahir & batin..
Snazzie: Yep, sssooo da true.. OKie, me link u up too.. Happy raye.. Maaf zahir & Batin..
Sis_Dada: *Chuckles*.. Yeah, I soo know dat u want me.. U soo can't resist me aiight.. Me balik kampung today bout 12pm.. So mish u loads.. Dream of me aiight.. *Hugs dearly*.. ~Muackz~..
Dee Tittiez: Hey, glad u still remember me.. Slamat raye to u too.. Hows ur munchkin.. *Haha*.. Okie, minta maap n take care kie..
Dayna: Holla sweet.. :)
gnilrad: Dearr.. U soo da bad, u know.. I hate u le.. U jahat.. But I still lurvee u le.. Slamat Raye dear.. Me balik kampung tau.. U take care.. Mish me kie.. ~Muackz~.. *Hugs tite2*..
Nisah: OKielah, lets same2 berpelukan.. Jgn ambik hati kalau seandainye kite bermarahan di camps ker.. *Dah menjadi kerja kiter utk step marah*.. *Wehehe*..

Okay, I just did sum updates here n dere n hope u all will enjoy ur stay here.. Today is basically STAY-AT-HOME day.. Lazin ard.. Bla, bla, bla..

To all my muslim bestfriends, family, dancers, NCC, Hockey, class mates, sch mates, work mates, acquantance, friends & enemies *Hope I don have 1?!*.. Wishin u all a Selamat Hari Raya and Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.. Ingin Fidah menyusun sepuluh jari utk memohon maaf kepada semua umat Islam yang tercinta.. Semoga bergembira disamping keluarga..

*Sigh*.. Jus mish da ol' days whereby we give kad raya.. Now so modernised already.. SMS' da word to spread for forgiveness n wishes to all.. *Haha*..

OKie, me going to BALIK K.A.M.P.U.N.G in da early afternoon to celebrate Raya wif my dad's side of da family.. Yes arghhh.. Get to play MERCUN.. I kinda mish dem since its been a long time since I went dere.. Think since sec 4.. Yeah, me been stayin home alone weneva my family went M'sia.. I jus lurve my S'pore house.. I'll be back by 16 Nov 04, Tuesday.. So, any orders.. Lemang?! Buluh?! :p

Lurve to my Fusion X, NCC CLTs, Bedok Town Sec peepz, SCC Hockey Ladies, Temasek Poly Friends, Bedok West Pri friends, my past NCC friends, my Friendster friends, my neighbours, my dancing frenz, my cadets, my acquantance, my enemies, my wannabe friends & Best my family n my Lrad dear.. *Muackz n Hugs to y'all*..

Till den.. Take care.. Enjoy a midi by Khairil Johari --> Sepasang Kurung Biru..

~ Smooching each other at 1:11 AM!! ~

Pix of ma 1st P.A.R.K.O.U.R on 11 Nov 04 wif ma NCC Peepz.. *YEAH*..

Test.. test.. Mic 1,2,3.. - As stated by Farhan42

"Cadet Lieutenants, Standby.."

.. And Ready .."

".. Zek --> J.U.M.P .."

".. Izzat --> J.U.M.P .."

".. Shinobi BACK - FLIPPED Zek .."

".. Zek is landing.. Wif Shinobi's help .."

".. Night Jump, Standby.. *Is dere a gal?!* .."

".. And F.A.L.L.. *Eh, dat gal serious want to fall ah?!* .."

".. On Ur Mark.. *Oi gal, stop sittin ah!* .."

".. Get Set, Team Titans.. *Waahh, de gal sure tough eh?!* .."

".. Go.. *Eh, dat gal do David Blaine's Magic ke?!* .."

".. Land properly aiight.. *Waahh, look like guy leh!!* .."

".. Cum'on.. Enuff of restin.. *Sheessh* .."

".. Great job, Team Titans.. Parkour 4 Life *Okie gal, u're on!!* .."

~ THE END of ma VERY 1ST P.A.R.K.O.U.R.. ~

~ Smooching each other at 2:51 PM!! ~

Today's post --> Lean Back..

Today is a very layyyy backkkk..

I stayed at home, doing nothing lah basically.. Watched TV.. Afternoon is BOREDDDD!!! I watched "Trauma", sum sitcoms shows on Channel 5.. Was supposed to go out wif ma Lrad at night but I felt a sudden laze.. I oso dunno y.. I realized at nite, deres a good TV shows.. I watched..

"Double Happiness" --> Gerek arh.. But watched for only half an hour.. Can catch this on every weekdays, 7pm, Channel 8..

"Fear Factor" --> Fuyyyyooo, din get to watch much.. Stomach upset dahh.. Then got to be ready to meet my Lrad for VCDs trade.. *Muahaha*.. Can catch this on every *ermm* Fri, 7.30pm, Channel 5..

INTERMISSION.. Meet my Lrad sumwhere.. Sit 4 a while.. Exchange VCDs.. He borrowed my Demons part 1 and 2.. *Dat shows is GOOD*.. I have his "Cinta Luar Biasa" and "Double Vision".. *Betta be good dear*..

"Singapore Idol (Asia Pop Live RESULTS).. Final 4" --> Wahaha.. I lurvee da "Mustafa performance by dem".. Taufik & Oli.. *MAMPUS*.. But its good lah.. OKie, Daphne is out.. Betta luck next time gal.. Ur young n can do it.. Hope Taufik wins.. :) Can Catch the performances on every Thursday, 8pm and the results on every Friday, 8.30pm on channel 5..

"Champion" --> *Wooohhoo*.. Swimming se.. But I lurvve to watch Chinese shows soo much.. Dunno y.. It runs in my Chinese blood, I guess.. Can catch this on every weekdays, 9pm, Channel 8..

"Survivor, Vanuatu" --> Its been 2 episodes I missed n guess wat.. I saw no Rory n my fav JOHN K.. *Sob 2x*.. Last week, Rory was voted out so I guessed John K was last 2 weeks.. Mish John's bloody boyish cute face.. OKie.. I see de merged team known as Akinta *I think*.. I lurvveee Amy n Lien *Is dat her spellin*.. Anyways, bye to Sarge.. Da first member of Jury.. GIRL POWER!!! Can catch this on every Friday, 10pm, Channel 5..

INTERMISSION.. I blogged lorrr.. While talkin to Naz 4 a while.. Its been a while since I talked to him on da phone..

"Freddy Krueger.. The Final Nightmare" --> It started at 12am.. Like I said, the TV shows today are good.. Gerek arh.. Watched till the end.. And sleep.. *zzzzzZZZZzzzzZZZZZ*..

~ Smooching each other at 11:45 PM!! ~

11 Nov 04 (Thurs) --> Da best day wif NCC peepz.. *Wohhoo*..

11 Nov 04.. Da best Thurs I had for a long time.. Thanx to ma NCC CLTs Peepz..

"Dis thurs.. clts buka luar at simei banquet.. meet at1530 outside bk.. pass dis to all clts u noe.. thanx.." OKie arh.. Tengah nak siap after surfin the net, skali "Gila Bola" pulak start.. *Kwang, kwang, kwang*.. Okielah.. Lambat siaplah.. Den watch till the time is almost reachin 2.30pm.. Waaahhh, haven't bathe lor.. *Hehe*.. Den went out of my house at 3.05pm.. Waaahhh, late sungguh.. Then I msg Zek n Yati wat bus to take to simei.. Den once reach tamp inter, met Ma sis' (Nurul) ex, Muhd.. Terperanjat pun ader lah.. Sat infront of him in the bus but like, dunno wat to say se.. Den wen he dropped off, he tap my knee and said "Bye!".. I quickly smiled n said bye.. Then he said sumthin like "Kau dengar lagu kuat sangat!".. *Wahaha*.. Okie, I admit my ears rock to da loudest noize.. *Wehehe*..

B.E.S.T P.A.R.T O.F T.H.E S.T.O.R.Y!!!

Den meet the rest at Simei Eastpoint.. *Waaahh*.. Shud have known, JANJI MELAYU.. Zek n Shinobi still at Pasir Ris.. *Haiyo*.. Okie lor.. Bout 4pm, once met, we went to the carpark nearby.. *Wooaaahh*.. They jumped here n dere.. I have a lil freak se after I saw Zek jumped from far distance.. *Silap landin, patah tulang se*.. Den I made sum words sayin dat if Izzat can jump like Zek, I will jump down.. True enuff, I HAD TO DO IT!!! Thanx a lot Izzat.. Okie, first jump, quite scary but its all good.. I land good.. After dat, went to playground and do sum flippings and rollings.. *Haha*.. Of cos I do back rolls and front rolls (practising), thanx to Fiz.. No way am I going to do flipping.. *Waiting for ma Mestre Shinobi lorr*.. *Haha*..

Finished, we went to Banquet to buka.. Met Mak *A*.. Was super shocked.. *Waaahhh*.. Don wanna brief this part in detail lah.. Okie, after dat.. *Best.. Best..*
Then headed to outside BK to discuss bout NCC CLTs (EAST) RAYA OUTING!! *Gerek kan*.. Okie, its gonna be on 25 Nov (Thurs) and I think shud be 28 Nov (Sun).. *Waaahh*.. Ntah kalau masih dapat duit raya eh.. :P After dat, went straight to da carpark to PK.. Again.. *Wahaha*.. Tak serik2 eh.. This time I jumped 3/4 x.. Gerek.. Satu kali landing pat bontot.. *Licin se.. Berabuk se floor dier*.. Its all good.. Den headed to another carpark cos too many ppl noticed us already.. OKie, I tried jump above railing (usin "zero-point tactic" *Wehehe*..) and den jump off from quite high places.. *Gilerrr*.. Waaahh.. The second carpark (& da last destination) was sooo da PAIN in da ASS.. I landed real bad se.. Jumped 3x.. Second last landin was super pain se.. Landed not on my toes, not on my heel but in da middle.. My rite feet was suppeerr felt like "C.R.A.C.K.E.D".. Eva fracture b4 la.. *Sigh*.. But it last 4 a while.. Da last one was a bit super ahh.. Landed good.. But my left palm masuk small stones.. *Carpark tak guna*.. A lil bleedin ah.. But its all good.. I LURRRVVVEEE IT.. OKie lah.. So much for first time Parkour..

Den we rested, talked bout my BLOOPERS shows durin wif my beloved 42nd Intake.. *Great eh*.. I jus lurve all my NCC EAST Intake.. Namely --> Yati, Zek, Farhan, Din, Hanafi, Hafiz, OCS n many more.. *Muackz to y'all*.. Okielah, den went home.. And yah, its all good.. *Din sleep early for too excited over everythin*..

~ Smooching each other at 6:29 PM!! ~

9 - 10 Nov 04 (Tues & Wed) --> A trip to NUS..

On 9 Nov 04 (Tues).. Basically had Temasek Poly Dance Ensemble (TPDE)'s meetings on concert 04/05 and dance camp.. Nothing much lar.. From morning till afternoon.. Then went to meet the Funkamania organiser to hand in the form and payment..
YES!!! FUSION X is joining F.U.N.K.A.M.A.N.I.A XI !!!
I hope u all do support us as we really need u all to boost our morale.. Hope we can do it.. *Insya'allah*.. Lucky my Lrad accompanied me.. I tell u the journey from TP to NUS is like.. MA GAWDDD.. I almost vomit se.. I could not stand to be in land enclosed vehicle like car or bus for darn too long.. I get motion sickness easily.. But poor ma Lrad had to break fast a lil bit late cos of the traffic jams.. But hey dear, we know wat bus goes where n stuffs, rite.. Preparation for BONKERS 5.. *Woohhhooo*.. Then, nothing much, go home, watch Tv and slept late..

On 10 Nov 04 (Wed).. Where am I supposed to go?! Oh yah, was supposed to have a 'pk' lesson wif my Mestre Shinobi.. Darn, it rained.. Sorry East Coast.. Sum other time.. Dah semangat se.. Well hey, theres always other days.. So stay at home n be a good girl.. Watched Charmed lah, Champion, Jurassic Park 3.. *Power ahh*.. Luv it..

Oh yeah, I received a letter from TP.. Guess wat?! NAPFA Test is comin soon.. Darn it.. I begin to feel dat I no longer as fit as before.. Shit man.. How le.. Sigh.. Nevermind.. Think I gonna train myself up soon.. Wanna get GOLD like I used to have last time.. Okie.. Train up first gal..

~ Smooching each other at 6:04 PM!! ~

4 Nov - 8 Nov (Last Thurs - Mon).. Fri & Sat H.A.P.P.E.N.I.N.G ! ! !

Sarah: Yep, let da whole world knows where we're going to BAM that fri.. Haha.. kinda late tag reply isn't it.. :p .. Anyways, I had a BAM GREAT time wif y'all.. Its cool how we still connect to each other tho its been a long time since sec sch.. Luv ya peeps anyway..
Sis_Dada: Yeap, yeap, yeap.. Bestest best friends since SEC 1A in a sch known as BTS.. Aww man, theres no other peeps that can be comparable to us!! Wahaha.. Luv u and the rest too.. U guys R.O.C.K!!!
.::aiman::.: Haaaaalllloooo Maaannn.. :) I link u uo soon kie.. Link me too tau.. :P Selamat berpose..
Firdooze: See da organiser lah kan.. Siapelah make it soo da happening.. But was hoping the day could be longer.. *Sigh*..
Mizrina: Hollaa gal.. Hi to u too.. Mish u le.. *Winks*..
SiS_Nurul: Waaaahhh.. Ni dah mendatangkan "Flooding" ni.. Anyways, its true dat I missed u peeps badly.. Would love to see u guys again on the 27th.. COME ARH..
DAM&DADA: I lurrrvvveee u too lah K.O.N.T.O.L.. But I LUUURRRVVVEEE MY LRAD MMMOOORRREEE..

On 4th Nov (Thurs).. Was supposed to meet Maincomms esp Diana, the head of Organiser of Dance Camp @ TP's bus stop, 12.45pm.. As expected, they reached at 1pm.. But this "darling" of mine, Dien, came at 3 plus pm.. Reason: OVERSLEPT.. *Sheesh*.. Nvm, stay at Club Room wif Toby & Sid.. Yuting met later.. Then Toby and I cleared the cupboards while the others bought the camp stuffs.. Then, Dance Camp meeting @ Dance Studio.. Saw this Bollywood practise before the meeting and I was like, "ARGGHH!! I want to be in.." but its over.. Then, went home to buka..

On 5th Nov (Fri).. Out wif my BTS peepz.. Sarah, Hana, Nurul, Dessy, Fird, Zul, Dzul, Adnan, Omar, Asmanai and me.. Then Dam joined us too after buker.. Soooo darn cool rite.. I tell u.. We buka at Cahaya, Far East Plaza.. Then walked walked.. Last2, decided to go to Esply to chit chattin.. GEREK arh.. Then we planned ah.. 27th Nov, out raya together.. Hopefully works! Oh yah, on the way to esply, got news that Leandra Veronica Rasiah is out from Singapore Idol.. PATHETIC rite.. *Haiiyyyaaa*.. Taufik, my only hope lor.. Yeah, missed out on Survivor.. AGAIN.. *Sigh*..

On 6th Nov (Sat).. Had a Hip Hop Advance class in sch.. Wooaaahhh, tell u.. I love this Hip Hop lesson more than the previousess.. Gerek arh.. now I know more of Hip Hop.. ".....Hip Hop is actually "Grooving" only.. Popping, locking and breaking are different type of Hip Hop dance.. Deres like ol' Sch Hip Hop.. Now, in modern Hip Hop, theres a fusion in popping, locking, breaking and sole Hip Hop together.. Its great to know more about the facts and backgrounds.. Anyway, next up, I din go for the Padang Shield because its my Anniversary of 1 yr and a month.. Don wanna spoil it.. Furthermore, Sarah & Hana not goin.. Watched "Shark's Tale" at TM, buka at Bedok Res Foodspot.. Then, chillin @ reservoir.. Gerek ah..

On 7th Nov (Sun).. Spend the time at home till I got stressed up and decided to went out.. Its jus so happened dat Destiny allowed Naz & I to meet.. We chi chatted for a couple of mins..He looked the same.. Looked good in the uniform aight.. Well, glad to met him and talked to him upclose.. Neva had the honour to felt dat way.. Then sent him to bus stop oni.. Dats all..

On 8th Nov (Mon).. Early in the morning, go back to my previous company to get the cheque.. Bounced se, the cheque.. Then, went to POSB to do some updates and stuffs.. Went out wif Sarah, HAna & As to .. CUT HAIR.. *Woooaaahhh*.. We went to City Hall, Kimage, under Graduates.. I spent 63 bucks on cutting as wellas treatment.. Power dok.. LAWA.. Thanx to this guy who treated my hair.. Very friendly and nice.. His name is Xavier.. Me da first and the last to be done.. Me looked diff se.. Anyway, after dat, went to Punggol Park CC for Fusion X training on Hip Hop Fest.. Haha, they said my hair is cool.. Lawa.. *Weeeiiitttweeeiitt*.. Then we all had a great dance session.. I tell u.. Everybody have fun.. Then my Lrad fetch me home.. Watched America's next top model.. I loiiikke the song, "Shake your Body".. Then, now blogging lor..

~ Smooching each other at 12:35 AM!! ~

Wat more can I say..

To my first love Mamat..

Through our tele-conversation just now.. We were sooo happy to talk to each other.. Like it has been a long time since I heard from u.. Yalar, after ur 2 mths of NS, then u want to search for me.. Then came upon his love story.. I was dumbfounded and felt useless, a sudden quiet and very remorseful..

"....I regret dat I luvd u till 2da...." He msged me the messages tat he sent to his old flame.. And this particular statement really changed my feeling , way deep.. Don ask me why.. I was totally side track.. I mean afterall, who am I to him, rite.. I knew for long where I stand in his heart.. It doesn't matter.. But I jus dunno why he have this certain impact on my life that I am unable to get rid of.. I know he faced a lot of shits.. But honestly, I feel shitty too by quietly waiting to be wif him since secondary.. Can u imagine?! I bet u don.. Yeap, true.. Hes my first love.. But how do u expect me to forget him when hes always look for me when hes havin problems and he always trying to reach me so we could get in touch.. When hes in 'home', he will tell his friends to reach for me.. Sweet rite.. Till now, we are still in contacts..

My eyes were wet wif tears.. Afterall, he called me, I tot he felt a weeny bit for me.. Alas, I am wrong.. I AM SOOO STUPID!! How could I still be sooo NAIVE??!! FIDAH, WAKE UP LAH.. HE JUS CAME TO U TO RELEASE HIS PROBLEMS ALL THIS WHILE!!! Tak habis habis si betina tu.. But Naz, how could u do this to me.. U mislead me and now u really showed me how worthless I am.. DAMN, I'M HURT.. Hurt bcos u came to me for ur sorrowness.. U are not sensitive enuff to know wats actually evolvin ard u.. Kau tak habis habis complain pasal sideier tapi kau sayang si dier jugak aper.. Ape gunanye kau contact aku, cakap perkara ni sume.. Aku ingat kau lah lelaki di golongan yang memahami perasaan aku.. Kau pergi 'home', siaper kau cari?! Aku jugak.. Kau ader masalah, siaper kau cari?! Aku jugak.. Kau mintak tolong, siaper kau cari?! Aku jugak.. Naz, pls la.. Afterall, I don think u understand wat u wan.. Pls la.. My advise.. Get a life and forget bout her.. U complain bout her and yet u wan to be wif her back.. Bullshit ah.. Jus stop it la.. Nvm la, forget it..

~ Smooching each other at 1:26 AM!! ~

For Bedok Town Sec Peepz of MINE..

Specially to:
Sarah, Hana, Nurul, Asmani, Adnan, Omar, Dzul, Zul, Fird, Din & Dessy..

Pls take note of the following.. Very the IMPORTANT..
Buka sesama rakan rapat di zaman skolah menegah..
~ Date: 5 Nov 04 (Friday)
~ Time: 5pm
~ Venue: Orchard MRT Control Station
~ Programme: Buka at Cahaya (Far East PLaza), then jalan2 at town..
***Pls do not'menghampakan" Organiser korang ni kie.. Penat tau aku plan.. *Waaahhh*.. See ya buddies.. Luv ya all.. *Muuuaaacckkkzzz*..

DATANG... JANGAN TAK DATANG.......

~ Smooching each other at 1:54 AM!! ~

Recapped on 1 Nov - 3 Nov..

Y@Tz: Sorry sis.. Can't make it to buka puase together.. Got dance camp and I am the official.. *Waaahhh*.. Sum other time kies..
Zaibo: Baik ah zai.. Acme Manifesto se.. Good for u to be exposed in all these in such a young age.. How I know?! Kawan baik aku, Thai bilang.. Okie aper.. Famouse se.. *Weeeweiiitt*..
Sis: I love u bulky woman.. and jgn nak bedek only me.. U love others too kan.. Abih kau love adik ipah aku tu ape?! :p
Covergirl: Holla sweet.. Thankiu.. U are?! Link up aight?!
Rain: Eh rain.. Glad to see u here.. Okie, I will add u.. Link me too aight.. See ya soon bro..
Filzy: Very good mah.. Then I oso want to be in the list, can?! *wehehe*.. U too take care sis.. Mish u and muackzie..
Sis: Tul aper.. Yeah, work sux (Lucky aku dah bis).. *Wink2*.. Eh, buka together wif the BTS peepz okie..

1 Nov (Mon).. Yes.. No work.. *Hehe*.. Me still at my sis house @ Woodland.. After sahur, go pray, watch VCDs.. Can u imagine me tengok VCDs pepagi buta.. Anyways, me watched "Demi" (kind of mepek ah..), "Fong Sai Yuk" (Best!!) and "Fong Sai Yuk 2" (Bestest!!).. Then, surf the net.. After which, I watched "Meraung".. Then took quite a long nap (tires ya know.. Sleep for 2 hrs oni..) and woke up just to get ready to go home to buka.. Mizahro and I went home, took a bus and met my close friend, Faizal (My Lrad's Bestfriend).. We talked and made some surprise later.. After break fast, pray and quickly went to the bus stop.. My Lrad and Fai were going to Geylang to survey Baju Raya.. Waited till half an hour, then they come (itupun, si Lrad terheggeh-heggeh).. *Grr*.. We went to Geylang.. Bought cup corn & burger Ramly.. Then went home, watch "America's Next Top Model".. Power ah the show.. Poor Katie, shes eliminated.. Aiyoh, tat Camille still in.. *Sigh*..

2 Nov (Tues).. Slogged at home, wrecking my brain to published the TPDE Dance Camp.. Aha, TPDE is organizing a DANCE CAMP for the members on 8-9 Nov 04 from 1pm till 1pm (24 hrs camp).. I am the second in command for the camp.. I tell you.. Loads of things to do.. Gotta published, got to liaise, got to do budget, got to do tasks delegation and loads la.. Lucky all done by today.. *Weee*.. Yah, basically just a day of hogging in front of the PC..

3 Nov (Wed).. Okay, woke up late.. Was supposed to meet my Advisor Cat at 11am and I just woke up at 10.45am?! *Waaahhh*.. Met her in her office at 11.40am.. Discuss bout finance, performers n the camp.. OKaylah.. Very fast.. Then, I went to the Cyber Center to print some stuffs.. After done, went to the library to do some soul-searching on my passion --> DANCING!! Books on all type of genres i borrowed.. Wanna learn something new la.. Then, went home.. Continued my "Facing the PC for whole day".. till now.. *Mampus rite*.. Yup, tat is all for now..

I miss you very da much Lrad.. Love u loads.. 2 more days honey.. *Muackz*..

~ Smooching each other at 11:49 PM!! ~

Aiyohh.. Long ago postss.. Sooo ketinggalan zaman..

Aiyooohhh.. So long I never post.. Almost a week se.. Okie, I try to recall wat happen bout a week ago..

On 27 Oct (Wed).. Working till 6pm.. I think I went home to buka and watch TV.. Yeah, soo true cos I recall watching Charmed..

On 28 Oct (Thurs).. As usual, workin.. Was supposed to go for Hockey training at padang, 6pm but I kinda came out from office late due to unfinished work.. *Sigh*.. So, again, went home.. Watch "Singapore Idol".. Okaylah.. Not bad lah.. Taufik is gettin betta.. Oli sounds good.. Leandra as usual, the same ol' princess of soul.. Daphne okay..

On 29 Oct (Fri).. My last day of work.. *Wooooohhhhhhhooooooooo*.. But I'm gonna missed my clique tho.. Bunch of fun ppl but politic is still there.. Sorry.. Then, went for buka n meeting at Huda's house wif my dance crew, Fusion X.. Was late while waiting for this "queen".. *Hehehe*.. Then, break fast, discuss about Hip Hop Fest and celebrated Huda's b'day.. My Lrad fetch me home after that..

On 30 Oct (Sat).. Went to Bedok Reservoir Park wif Yati n Rain to watch Wakeboarding Competition.. Cool se.. But very hot se the weather.. Watched till Shasha Cristian done her stuffs.. She represented Singapore and guess wat.. She's only 11 years old.. Aww man, so young and yet so ambitious.. Good stuffs.. Then went home to changed my damp, wet t-shirt.. Went out to meet my Lrad at Causeway Point.. Acoompanied me to my sis house to put my bulky bag.. Then we went to eat at '888' hawker center.. Sedap gileerrr, I tell u.. Then, rushed to cinema.. We watched

"The Doll Master"

*Power dokk*.. Recommended big time.. Then rest at the nearby park and went over to my sis house.. Watched

"Into The Mirror"

halfway and went to sleep..

On 31 Oct (Sun).. I woke up and watched

"Face"

and

"One Missed Call"

Face not really power.. One missed call --> SCARRRRRYYYY.. Then, played playstation "Resident Evil".. Takkkuuutt.. Then treat my siblings some pizzas and meals.. At night, played playstation truck, car and motor racing.. Not bad la..

Eh, I tired la.. Later I update on today lah.. My hand no mood to continue already.. Peace..

~ Smooching each other at 2:39 PM!! ~

HiS LaDiEe BB...

Fidah . Fid . Da_FiD . Bonafida
7 July 1985
3rd Child
Bedok
PAP . BWPS . BTS . TP . HTA
SPS
Single but Taken!!
---------------------------- F . A . V . O . U . R . I . T . E . Z --------------------------- Noodles . Burgers . Ice-Cream . Chocs . POTATOES!!
All kinds of Milo & MinuteMaid Drinks
Blue . Yellow . Silver . Black . White
Movies = Teens . Comedy . Horror . Gore
Songs = Dancerable . Emotions
--------------------------------- H . O . B . B . I . E . S ---------------------------------- Dancing
Performing
Hanging out with Blankie/Gfs/Freakos/Peeps
Outdoor/Indoor/Extreme Sports
Singing
Acting
----------------------------------- L . O . V . I . N . G ------------------------------------ Family . Bro-in-Laws . Ayid
Blankie {B}
Cohort 2/05 . PSTS Trainers
NCC Cliques
Princesses
BTS Freakz
Dance Peeps
Titans 50th Syn 2
----------------------------------- H . A . T . I . N . G ----------------------------------- Alone
Bustards
Pests
Liars
Jelly
Giving up halfway
Nothing to do

"Get to know me first before judging me!!"

HeR MaNLy B...

Kim . Akimbo . Roslan . Bom Pipit
21 June 1985
The Eldest
Jurong East
PPIS . NPS . PSS . NP . Tekong Sch 2 . HTA
SPF(NS)
Single but Taken!!
---------------------------- F . A . V . O . U . R . I . T . E . Z --------------------------- Anything spicy
Nescafe Coffee in M'sia
Black . Purple . Light Brown . Lime Green
Movies = Actions . Cool comedy . Hot Guys + Hot Bods
Songs = Less techno . Hip Hop . Rock . Oldies . Catchy tune
--------------------------------- H . O . B . B . I . E . S ---------------------------------- Lots of rest
Working out
Hanging out with my girl & family
Doing whatever he like doing at that point of time
----------------------------------- L . O . V . I . N . G ------------------------------------ Family
Bantal Bushuk {BB}
----------------------------------- H . A . T . I . N . G ----------------------------------- Feeling fat
Pimples
Feeling grumpy
Too much arrogant
People who are better than him

"Do whatever comes in the way and make the best out of it!!"

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