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Double Happiness

2006-06-04T00:00:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time..
Moments of Happiness..
My prayers have been answered..
"Bersyukur kepada Allah.."

Happines on 2 June 2006
- It was my younger sis, Mizaro's Birthday..
"HaPpY BiRtHdAy!"
Enjoy ur self-bought black long shoes..

- My BLaNKie fetched me from camp..
We watched "The Nun"..
At the east side, Tampines Mall..
I felt bad for he always pampered me..
But i just love the way he is..

- Around 2200hrs plus..
My first ever nephew came to earth..
Muhd Faid Hariz B Muhd Fauzi..
*I hope I got the spelling right..*
Hes superly handsomely cute and plumpy..
Dont believe.. Check this out..

Happines on 3 June 2006
- It was the moment of joy..
"LoVe is in the AiR"..
At my very own bus stop..
Ard 0030hrs..
He confessed..
I smiled and waited..
Man just don't get it..
I was still waiting..
"..Its sooo like secondary school.."
In the end..
He did..
I grinned..
From ear to ear..
Enuff said..

~BB HeaRTs BLaNKie Loads~

State of Confusions

2006-04-15T01:28:00.000+08:00

Friday, April 14, 2006

"Her Love for me,
is like the wind,
I can't see it,
But I always feel it.."

time passes so fast,
at times we didn't even realise,
dat the breathes we take,
eventually ends da day in an instant..

blood gushing,
my heart pumping,
my ears buzzing,
and my eyes were blinded,
but at the end of the day,
i sat to myself,
and i couldn't find a reason why...

you were everything to me,
and everything dat i'd ever dream of..
u may appear so sudden,
or even at the wrong time..
but at the end of the day,
i sat to myself..
and i hope dere was a reason why...

the times we shared,
were golden moments of my life,
it can be rewinded,
but it could never be replayed..
and at the end of the day,
i sat to myself,
and i knew that the moments were priceless..
and dere was always a reason why...

but as times moved on,
there were ups and downs,
we guided each other,
in this dark and massive storm..
when u fell,
i offered u my hand,
but when i fell,
u offered me yr arms..
and at the end of the day...
i sat to myself...
she is so special and extraodinaire,
and i knew there was a reason why...

i didn't know her dat much,
nor do i know everything about her,
but whenever she appears,
i felt as though i knew her for years..
people says dat i do not look like her,
but why does she look like me?

the wind became our symbol,
and the weather became our model,
it may rain and even be so cloudy,
but whenever she appears,
the sun emerge from the rain!it kills away all my pain...
people say i do not look like her,
but why does the weather mentions her name?

i remembered,at once..
i was helpless..and lost...
i couldn't go home..
i was peniless..and empty..
i thought it was the end of the world..
but when she appeared,
she helped me find my way home!
people say i do not look like her,
but why does she fight the world for me?

after all this questions,
my questions mixed with confusion..
confusion turns haywire..
and now i'm back inside the compass..
being a needle once more..
i thought dat i knew which direction where to go,
but where is she,my torch and my soul?

after this battle,
we lost each other..
distance began to seperate us..
and now we rarely talk to each other..
it's like we're living in pluto and mars,
while we're still living on earth!

after all the damage..
there is noone to blame..
except for myslef..
let it be my mistake..
i didn't make any move to save us..
how could i?
when dere isn't anyway to contact u?
but deep within i blame myslef..
distance may seperate us,
work and studies might push us away..

but in this special place of my heart,
u were always dere..
alive..
every minute,
and every moment..

there u will be..
the Heroine Of my Heart..
thank u..
and may god always guide u.."

-Ameer Hassaan

Lets hear on what I have got to say..

For the second time..
U posted for me..
With this..
I thank u..

U felt my love..
Like the wind..
But did I feel urs..
Even if I seek for the breeze..

Time passes so fast..
When we are together..
Somehow, u drifted..
Even if its for 2 weeks..

All my muscles tensed..
My feelings ached..
Knowing I will make a fatal mistake..
Just to know how badly u want me..

U are my only hope..
My only world and galaxy..
Tho I came at the wrong time..
U still accept me then..

I missed those times..
Where we met as different status..
The senority n juniority..
The singlehood n the one taken..

U neva fails to cheer me up..
Neither did I fail to ease ur problems..
We promised to brave thru storms n weather..
But look at us now..
Drifting apart from our very own ground..

I had no idea how I got dumb-strucked..
Just after knowing the 'culprit'..
Who wrote such stuffs in the appraisal..
Needless to say..
Chemistry flows thru the electricity to the eyes..

The wind is what we yearning for..
Cause that is what brings us closer to each other..
The message brought across..
"..Sealed with a kiss.."
It just kills the aches and pain of 'missingness'..

He sent me home..
Despite of being super late..
Offered him what he needed..
He returned an unexpected smooch..

I thought we knew where we were heading..
Boy, I was sooo wrong..
U cant even make up your mind..
To be with me or with her..
A good metaphor of an unsecured, confused needle..
In a good condition of a normal compass..

In this battle..
We have never lost each other..
It is just that we are not strong enough..
To hold each other strong back again..
And now slowly, drifting..
Away from our sights..

As a matter of fact..
After reflecting back..
I thanked Allah for it..
Its a test from him to us..
And we failed it..
Even though u tried to save it..
By contacting me..
And I tested u by not replying them..
It had failed the moment..
U stopped and felt lost..
Nevermind the pain..
I thanked its the past..

As for now..
Im glad I had expressed..
What i have wanted to say all this while..

I moved on..
And so should you..
Friends we shall be..

And I thanked for everything that had happened..
Cause thats where I learnt..
The beauty of an unrequited relationships..

Wake me up inside

2006-04-09T15:10:00.000+08:00

Cranky..
Jus lack of sleep..
I hope..

Anyways, jus felt like typing wat i felt rite now..
So wat am I feelin?!
Nothing.. Zero..
Hmmm..

I just cant wait to go back to HTA where I felt my life is well used..
I wanna feel the pain and comfort at the same time in HTA..
Im beginning to hate weekends where I keep lying down on my bed and look into space..
I just want to stay inside..
Its just much betta than to think of nothing but him..

How can I still think of him when he dont..
How can I dream of being wif him when he dont..
How can I eva wish to be by his side when he dont..
In the first place, who am I to him..

Dear Diario,
I used to write to u..
Now, Im just simply plain lazy and tired..
But then, I missed writing to u..
Pardon for my laziness..
Hope u feel me like the way u used to..
Haish..

I betta get going..
Hot iron is awaiting for me..
Uniforms are waiting to be ironed-smart..
Papers and books are waiting to be full of markings..
Bag is waiting to be full..
And here I am..
Wasting my time..
Okie.. Fine..

Before I go..
A very big shout out to all my peeps..
I miss u guys..

"HaPpY BiRtHdAyS to AlL mY FeLloW PeePs"
- Omar (2 March)
- Sarah (8 March)
- Hana (16 March)
- Firdaus (23 March)
- Zaihar (2 April)
- Adnan (8 April)

P/s: Did I miss out anybody?! Pardon me if I did.. And ermm, sorry if I didnt msg some of u to wish ya.. Busy wif in-camp trainings.. May all ur wishes come true.. Hugs n Kisses!!

Cant get over it

2006-04-09T02:05:00.000+08:00

Heyz..

Its been a long time..
Just to say..
Im dont feel good whenever i returned back home on friday..
I will be reminded, no matter what..

To someone,
I dunno how u feel and what ur thinking..
But I just cant get over that day..
Pls guide me..
I was not convinced..
I feel shitty and above all..
Should I move on or stay..
Im lost than ever..
I need someone to turn to..
A shoulder to cry on..
Someone to hug to..
Just anything that can ease off my mind..
Just someone..

But now, ur no longer there for me..
Neither will be in the future..
Sorry for my wrong deeds..
Thanx for everything..

Let me walked away from my Shane West and be the Leukemia Mandy Moore..

"Ku Seru" by Misha Omar
Ku membayangi jiwa hati mu
Tapi perpisahan menunggu
Ku ingin membelai mu
Namun kasih ku tiada restu

Diri begini kerna selalu
Di tinggalkan marah sengsara
Hingga hilang terlupa
Siapa aku sebenarnya
Sayang..

(Korus)
Oh dengarlah sayu tangisan ku
Mengapa degupanmu ku seru
Kerna kesepian nan berlalu
Kembalikan hidup yang ku rindu

Oh dengarlah sunyi tangisan ku
Kau tahu ku amat menyayangi mu
Pergilah kau bukan milik ku
Pulang pada yang mengasihiDiri mu..
Kesepian berlalu..
Maafkan daku..

Sampai di sini
Ku lepas kau pergi
Biar ku damai bersemadi
Luka mu ku mengerti
Kan ku hilangkan derita.. Ini

(Ulang korus)

Kau ku seru..

My thankius to all

2006-02-15T07:29:00.000+08:00

Okie, few hours from now, I will be at Prison HQ, then to Home Team Academy..
Goodbye to shaking leg..
Hello to the NEW World..

With these, I would like to express my greatest gratitude to those who wished me luck, spending time with me in one way or another and all.. Really thankiu guys.. U guys must take a very good care of yourself.. Hope to meet u all someday k.. Keep in touch ppl..

Taggers Replies:-
blog hopper:
Not really a pro dancer.. Just a freelance only.. All the best in dancing k..

Maz:
Hey, Im ok now and evrything is just niceeee.. Glad to spend time with u esp at the cineleisure.. hehe.. See ya ard..

hanani:
U take care aight..

a fellow clt:
Hey, thanx.. Got ur msg.. Ermm, do drop by and identify urself aight.. Thanx..

Sis_Dada:
I mish ya damn loads.. U take good care aight.. Hope to see ya ard..

Tha Clover:
I believe u got ur ans aight.. Take care Fizzy..

zaz:
Hey, u take good care aight.. Gonna mish ya too.. See ya soon k..

42:
Hey buddy, take care aight.. Cant wait for the jersey..

syamsinator:
Hey, mish ya too.. Take care aight..

LeRa:
Link u up soon k.. Take care..

effurr:
Its okie la gal.. U take care k sis..

chins:
Hey, Happy belated V day.. Hehe.. Gonna mish ya lame craps man.. Takle care dudette..

Pwincess:
Hey.. Take care gal.. Yep, prison la jawabnye.. Hehe..

Clouded Minds - Vapour eyes

2006-02-09T23:00:00.000+08:00

"As the fingers spent its time typing this words of mine..
The sorrowful tears bottling at the verge.."

Woke up early in the morning.. Rest for 15 mins here and there and finally decided to bath at 8.15am.. Was ready by 8.30am.. Woke up my sureties..

Signing up the Training Deeds today at 11am at Prison HQ.. Was eveready for it.. While waiting for my sureties to get ready, ate cereals while surfing the net.. Smily so early in da morning..

Drizzling by the time when we reached there.. Finished my lolli upon reaching.. Saw my senior Iskandar with his sureties.. Read documents, being briefed and sign docs..

My mind is whirling after the whole signing deed ended.. Like seriously.. But all that blown away by the wind when I rushed off to my self-declared last parade in BTS.. Or rather, my last time in NCC.. For real..

Wore the uniform for the last time.. Cadets shocked upon my presence?! Discipline down the drain but fun still need to go on.. Had fun with games and serious with the Part Ds.. Tell each and everyone about what is good and bad in their dressings.. Haish.. Teachers helping me out to boost my confidence for the Prison Career.. Rebuild the confidence in the Part B boys.. Acted as the CO for dismissal parade.. *Salutation*.. Went home with the cutests, so called bro and sis..

Back to reality.. I feel like breaking down any moment.. For real.. Once I embark on this new journey, I got to sacrifice everything.. No more of the mentions.. Dance, NCC, Hockey, TVs on weekdays, offers from outside companies to work as part timers and a whole lot of me will have to be erased for BLOODY 2 YEARS.. Else I got to pay back like 20k.. Why no more of the mentions.. Simply, I must not get injured outside of trainings esp when my ankles are much fragile rite now.. Tats not the saddest part.. Training extended to 5 months due to the moving Home Team to Old CCK rd in March.. Still, its not the saddest part.. I got to read, study and learn the law chapters which is freakin thick.. Not the saddest part yet..

I just cant put my mind to ease.. I freakin dunno what to be expected and what to expect from the Basic Officer Course.. Its like a whole new thing.. I guess Im being paranoid but Im really scared if I eva gonna screwed the whole thing.. A week of Orientation.. A week of Attachment.. Before the actual training start.. I dunno wat is wrong wif me.. Maybe I just need time to chill.. Im really scared.. No kid.. Aaaarrrgghhhh.. Feel like pouring then maybe I will feel better.. Just let me cry in silence..

Trying to smile.. :)

To those whose taking 'O' Level results tmr, all the best and may u get the grades tat u all have been wishing for.. Especially to my titans.. Goodie Luck!!

My sis msged the whole family that insya'allah a new born Adam will be gifted in june this year.. According to my kak, in the 3D image, he is normal.. Plush, he is a shy baby.. Aww.. How lovely.. I hope to meet my nephew soon.. Insya'allah.. Syukur pada mu ya Allah.. Sesungguhnya kau lah maha kuasa..

Oh, my dear sistas Sarah, Hana and Dessy askin me out for dinner tmr at Cityhall, Sakura.. And the Titans wanna meet up for dinner too at Cityhall.. Man.. Im really broke.. But tats not the prob.. I just too depressed to meet anyone for I dunno wats the heaviest thing in my mind tat could possibly bring my morale and dignity down today.. But I see how.. Maybe I meet my sistas..

Ok, enuff said.. My visions kept being blurred.. Cant bring down the tears.. Bottling up feelings with unspoken words..
I need someone to talk to..
I need a shoulder to cry on..
I need to be hugged now..

Drifted slowly, with head low, morales down, faded away..

My Foreva PrInCeSs HaRyAnA

2006-02-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

I cant get enough of her.. And now Im missing my dear Princess Haryana a lot..

Okie, so we went out today.. 2.30pm at Tampines Small Mac.. Headed to Sky Garden and reminiscing the memories.. Gosh.. From my prison application: from the signing up - 1st assesment: handing out docs - 2nd assesment: interview - 3rd assesment: job preview and fitness test and last assesment: Medical check up to couple of topics, summarised, the Princesses, Poly life, guys, my love life, her poly times, the TP dudes, cam whores and choco ice blended and one last thing:- my stomachache.. Haish..

Sho much fun.. We went to the fitness corner just to take loads of pics.. Then headed to Gazibo which happened to be another fitness corner and took pics again.. Tat is how bad our cam-whoring is.. Hehe.. And yah, my stomach had to spoil the day.. Haish.. Uurrrgghhh.. So we decided to head home and hour earlier.. Yeah, we acted like a les for a moment.. Hehe.. Jus u know tat put hand ard the other arm.. Nothing much la.. We both STRAIGHT okie.. Plus I got my syg okie.. Took pic along the way to Tamp int.. Haha.. Kewlness..

Enuff said.. Enjoy the pics..

My instant confessions

2006-02-07T23:54:00.000+08:00

My soul just died..
My heart just bleed..
Everything falls apart..
At this very instant..

Why?!
Because..

Cant talk..
Cant speak..
Whispering..
Sweet nothing..

Huh?!
Meaning..

Hugging..
Kissing..
Be it virtually..
Or the reality..

So what now?!
This was what happen..

Liking each other..
Love is in the air..
Yet the truth..
has never been told..

My sayang, my dear..
The one and only..
Has a gf..
And an angel..

Nothing to say..
Just want to know..
Who he wants..
The most in his life..

We live one time..
True love one time..
Marriage one time..
Death comes one time..

Decisions need to make..
In order to live at ease..
I hope to hear..
Ur truly choice..

My decision is final..
Tat is to be with u..
Brave thru storms and weathers..
Regardless of circumstances..

Now left with u..
u, u and the only u..
Nothing to say to u..
Please be true..

Truths - Confusion - Heartaches - Lies --> Which one is it?!

2006-02-07T20:49:00.000+08:00

Haish.. How do I begin this.. Haish..

All this while Ive been living in a love fantasy.. I always dream that this fantasy will come true.. Which it did.. But I cant express to anyone, not to the whole world.. I have to tell my closests cos they know that I have always share my deepest thoughts and probs with em.. But still nothing can solve my situation as it needs both hands to clap..

Been hiding my true feelings.. I thought I could rely on my blog, not the whole frame but at least, the minimum.. Im heavenly wrong.. Before I could actually put my mind to ease, there the gf had watched me like a hawk.. Sorry *H*, cant help it tat Im being watched in this very blog.. I mean yes its true, I keep myself updated bout them.. But not because I want to destroy them or what.. Just want to know where i really stand in this position and at least know how my future lies from there..

Well, soon enough, the gf, him and me met and talked.. For hours, still not solved.. Haish.. I just kept my true feelings.. Not worth being true to myself since I was the one who supposed to be at the losing end.. Haish.. If u really know what I mean.. Actually, I dont wanna make matter worse thus dont wanna meet the gf but when I read her posts, I got pissed off badly and so there was I meeting the eye of the beholder.. He told the gf that he dont love me and I was the one who keeps expressing my love to him.. Plus he could not avoid me and stuffs.. Seems like Im a desperado rite.. Haish.. How could anyone take it.. Can u handle such things..

I decided to say it all.. But when I met him and the gf, things changed.. Im losing.. Whatever.. I helped them but who help me.. Allah.. Tats my ans..

After sometimes, things got bad btw them.. I dunno whats their actual status.. Even *S* and I were the victims of this whole issues.. Haish.. When can I ever hear the real story.. When can I ever stop hurting someone's heart or be hurt myself.. What can I do when I have never tell lies.. Its entirely up to him now.. Hes the one who started this, only he can end this.. Well, I can end this too actually.. Just that I wont end this matter without hurting both parties, including myself.. Cos I speak da truth and da truth hurts.. So I jus wished he has neva lied to me all this while cos if he did, he will receive his retributions.. Our promises..

To my syg *A*,
Tho I trust u a lot but as a girl, we do trust our judgements.. Sometimes I feel that u are troubling urself with troubled gals like me.. Cos u see, u have the simple path to go thru in ur life but u chose to brave thru storms and weathers with me.. Even so, u are still with her.. I cant even tell who do u want in ur life.. And Im really scared, just like *H*.. Cos we both, tho have different positions in ur life, dont want to be treated like a queen at one moment and then a shit after some times.. I just hope u make up ur mind and hope that when the time comes, I will be here to respect ur decisions.. Like her, I dont want to share my property with anyone else.. But it seems that u always have back ups.. U have ur angel, u have ur gf and u have me.. The 3 of us are always here for u.. But honestly, I hope u can decide the ONE and I can tell u, no enemies made.. Just some hearts broken BUT be assured life still have to go on.. Till then, feel the wind if u miss me cos tats the wind tat gonna prove to u how much i syg u alot..

Nervous Breakdown + Missing my peeps

2006-02-06T16:01:00.000+08:00

Hey hey..

Ive been busy lately with my never-ending activities.. Well, what should I post about now.. Hmmm.. Oh yeah..

Nervous Breakdown:-
As most ppl know.. Prison Officer had make my nerves wrecked.. Basic Officer Course on da 15 Feb 06 really gives me butterflies in my stomach and never fails to think out of da box like "What is going to happen there?", "What should I do?", "What will become of me?" and all sorts of curiousity questions.. My sis Yati also felt the same way as me.. I felt like Im gonna break down anytime soon.. I dunno why.. But Im really scared.. This is different from NCC.. Different from everything else that I have gone through.. Really praying the best to Allah for my sister and I..

"Positively Optimistic".. That is what Im going to focus when I get there.. Am trying my best to cheer up while it last.. Will really like to thanx all my peeps for being there for me, consoling me, comforting me in one way or another.. I have my visions and dreams to fulfil.. Hope I can achieve em.. With this, I hope Yati and I make our way through together in our career.. Not forgetting Iskandar, Norish and the others who will be going in too..

Missing My Peeps:-
I really really hope to meet everyone before I actually carry out BOC.. Loads of peeps to mention.. So a big shout out to my friends in NCC, EAST Cliques, Titans, BTS, TPDE, Dance, Hockey, TP Princesses, TP dudes and anywhere else.. Make a date with me before 15 Feb k..
Gonna mish y'all loads..

"Gonna mish my TV dates, my mum's cooking, my outings with friends, my never-ending activities, NCC, Dance, Hockey, running with Aswandy, my friends, my gfs, my syg, my evrything.."
Haish.. Haish.. Haish..

~Urrrggghhhhhhh~

The GREATEST Match Ever

2006-02-02T23:02:00.000+08:00

1st february 2006..
Wednesday..
8pm..
Delta Sports Complex..

Singapore Cricket Club (SCC) - Us in yellow white jersey, black skirt and yellow socks..
vs
Ceylon Sports Club (CSC) - Opponent in orange jersey, black skirt and black socks..

The match began..
We have the ball..
In less than 5 minutes, HANA scored the first goal.. A-M-A-Z-I-N-G!! Kept shouting "Shes da MAN".. Haha..
After some hard time, the opponent scored their first goal.. Daymn..

Bad News:-
I was B-A-D-L-Y injured on the first half..
One of the opponent and me BANGED into each other, causing my right cheek to be in pain.. Managed to recover once I saw the ball..
BUT my right ankle TWISTED at the wrong time and I SLIDED on my left knee which was scratched on Nis Party caused by Khalis..
Before the halftime went through, thanx to my opponent that I was TRIPPED, FALL and SLIDED at the same, causing my left knee to be scratched again and my legs were HEAVENLY in PAIN.. All really thanxed to my opponent for putting the stick infront of me..
Could have tried to score and plus, a PENALTY SHOT for that cos it was in a D..

Halftime..
1 - 1

"Fidah, u are doing well.. Stay where you are.."
"Are u ok?! U want to rest or.."
Coach Kevin's concerned..

"Im ok.. Im going all out.."

"Play the last half like ur last 35 mins.."
Captain Mis had spoken with a cheery voice..

"S-C-C.."

The opponent started off the second half..
Not long, they scored..
2 - 1
Morale's down BUT heads up high..
A long corner shot from Yatze, deflected my stick in the D and bounced up to the goal net..
Daymnn that goalie had to save it..
Slammed my stick to the ground..
Its the perfect deflection goal..
URGHHHHHH..
Few mins time..
PENALTY SHOT FOR SCC..
"Fidah, can u take it?!" I think Coach Kevin had gone berserk when he said that..
"No.. Ain will be taking it.." Pheww.. Go Ain..
SCORED!! U go AIN..
2 - 2
Not long, Virma got boiled up by the opponents' coach.. Vulgarities.. Somehow, the male umpire ate the chillies.. Captain Mis got the yellow card for that..
Down with a player.. Daymnn..
Stronger than ever..
Not long, penalty shot for the opponent.. Daymnn..
Pray hard..
YESH, Supranee was da MAN.. She saved the ball..
Again, da MAN, Miss HANA scored again for the second time..
3 - 2
Opponents kept getting the shot corners.. Scary.. Pray hard..
Defenders were the MEN of the Match when comes to opponents' shot corners..
Saved loads of bloody shots..
It took bloody long to end the match when suddenly..
BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPP..

HOORRAAAAAAAAYYYYYY.. AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH..

SCC vs CSC
3 - 2
WE WON!!

Debrief:-
Coach Kevin's words..
"We started off quite ok and we ended up very well.."
"Fidah, if u have scored that goal, it will be the GOAL OF THE SEASON.."
It was all nice, stick flat on the ground, deflection high but too bad the goalie managed to save it..

1st MAN of the Match --> Siti Nurul' Hana (Left Wing)
2nd MAN of the Match --> Supranee (Goalie)

My last U21 mtach of the year.. Sigh..
Prison Officer coming up soon..
Catch me in actions in SCC Cubs Women Division 1..

Dearest Hanani and Tha Clover

2006-01-30T12:27:00.000+08:00

hanani:-
u love hym don't you?? haix.. thanks fer snaching ma happiness.. seriously u n hym break ma heart.. thank you so much

Hey Hanani,
Guess u know about it aight.. I knew this was coming soon.. Well, I dont have to explain anything cos I only know u as his gf, not my friend.. But if u want to be friends, Im cool with it..
Back to topic, I know I hurt u real lots.. 3 Questions for ya..

1. Do u actually think I snatched him?! Neh.. If u know the whole story, U dunno who to blame..
2. U think I am never hurt in this path?! Its much more worst to be with someone knowing he is not yours..
3. If he is really ur happiness, why do u felt hurt and hurt him at the same time?!

All the best gal.. I have never tried to separate u both.. If u say I broke ur heart, think about it, I could have done worse.. And yes, if u asking me, I like and love him..

Tha CloveR!!:-
1*beep*2 U lah old lady...Stop snatching other people's guy...Getcha OWN LIFE 1*beep*2!!!
You r 21 he is only muthaf*cka 17...and he-u noe hu iam refering 2...
Stop Snitching, stop lying..haha

Hey Tha Clover,
I dint know 'Tha Clover' got no real name.. Sheesh.. Next time u wanna advise me, shoot ur own name aight..
Back to topic, everybody is young at heart despite of how old they are.. Thanx for the vulgarities.. I know as Hanani's friend, u obviously protect, care and side her no matter what.. Well, like I said before.. I dont owe any explanations to u.. :)
I dont snatched people's guy.. :)
I have my own sweetest life.. :)
Loads of ppl including 'he-u know who i am referring to' said that "Age does not matter".. So why should I care about what u have to compare.. :)
Whats snitching?! Whos lying?! Gosh, get ur facts right k gal.. :)

Reminiscing memories

2006-01-29T20:02:00.000+08:00

Hey hey.. I just felt a new fresh air to breathe.. Flashes of sunshine and glimpse of crackers around me.. Haha.. Sound like Im dreaming rite.. Well, I thought so too.. Guess, Im NOT.. Hehe..

15 Jan 06, almost to 1am, depicts the first breath..
Well, needless to say that I got swept off my feet and blown me away.. Right here, right there.. Shocked and recovered quite late.. Speechless..

Continously, I was breathing the same air the next day.. My my.. Can I just freeze the time span.. Hehe.. Okie, reality check..

After the Fairy Lala Land.. Had sho much fun in HOCKEY esp trainings and games, TP OPEN HOUSE with the performances and the Singapore Idol Finalists and not forgetting the all-time favourite Jam n Hop, DANCE back in TP Advance Class and trainings, ACTING in Remy's 'Unfinished Conversation' and finally NCC which rawks the recent East Camp Feast 1..

Hockey:- Well, trainings tough and so do we U21 gals.. Really trying my best to come for trainings and all.. Tho I do get teases from Coach but I believed I have given my all.. Kudos to SCC aka Pitch Bitches..

TP Open House:- Okie, the GLs knew who I was so no point acting like other 'O' Level students.. Well, at least I got to see encore Funka piece by Fat Mama Crew, Silats which Aida was in, Bicycle stunts and esp Spore Idol Finalists presenting Oli, Sly and Leandra.. Jam n Hop sux big time compared to previous years.. Well hey, got to meet my NCC cliques, Titans, Yana, Tp Dudes, Dancers and more.. Oh, not forgetting my K-nine Fying Dutchman.. :p

Dance:- Nothing much.. Just Danceworks really stressing out my mind.. Why? Andalei or TPDE?! Thats not the worst.. Prison Officer calling me on 15 Feb.. I still can pactise on weekend.. But will they even consider that as "Can Make It Or Not?!".. Sigh.. what should I do..

Acting:- I volunteered to help my buddy Remy in his project.. Who knows, I might discovered some talents in acting.. Hehe.. Okielah.. Sikit2 boleh lah.. :p Thanx Remy for the opportunities.. Mee goreng campur kentang k.. Huahuahua..

NCC:- East Camp Feast 1.. Was the S1 with my anakuz, Mas together with Didi and Azfar.. Super duper gerekz I tell u.. From nominal rolls, OIC Understudy Eeeduh on the walkie talkie, strengths lambat masuk, sgt Akim vs Mas "Who is more pekak", male changed to female, sickbabies to even my adik in the camp as participants and she dint even know.. Wakaka.. All and all, well done peeps.. Camp Feast 2?! Hmmm, count me out man.. Sigh..

Yeah yeah.. Back to Fairy Lala Land.. Breathe the same freash air again.. Was a real wonderful feeling.. Sniffed the same air again 2 days later and was heavenly in LOVE.. Aww.. But time was impatient to separate us.. In the end, I got to let go for that moment.. But hey, breathe it again but this time at night.. Fresh sweet-smelling or rather, sweaty feeling *Hehe* night.. Brave the nervousness together and succeeded.. Congrats.. Breathing and still breathing..

Rite now, my breath is somewhere enjoying the company of family so shall not disturb.. But wherever, whatever, however.. I will be here to breathe the freash air again soon.. Wooooooooohhhooooooo..

Taggers' replies

2006-01-29T19:43:00.000+08:00

pinky:-
Hey gal.. Will link u up real soon.. Do link me up too woman.. Hehe.. *Hugs*..

aMeR oN 7:-
Hey my kecik.. Hehe.. Ur been tagged and esp MISSED.. :p Do visit more often and take care wherever u are..

ally:-
Hey my adek.. Nice seeing u too.. Make sure k.. *Muacks*..

iffa:-
Hey hey.. Yeah.. After some inspiration.. Thankiu..

Yana:-
Hey my darlinkin.. GREATEST!! Finally.. I can be updated bout u.. Lurve ya super duper loads.. Cant wait to meet ya soon.. 3 Feb, our date k.. And u r most welcome to flood my Tagboard.. *Peluk tite tite*..

eeeduh:-
Alamak si OIC Understudy ni.. Like finally, u WALKIED on the TALKIE.. Hehe.. Yeah, rawk my socks big time.. Yeah sure, I slept like a pig after camp.. Hehe.. Oh, camp feast 2 is impossible la.. U will know soon y.. Love u lottss.. *Muacks*..

hafeeza:-
Hoi hoi.. Thanx for visiting.. Link me up aight.. :p

Moment of desperation

2006-01-27T15:45:00.000+08:00

I dunno whats going thru my mind..
I felt happy, sad, angry, lost and all at the same time..

I felt love at one moment..
I felt insecured at the same time..

What have I done..
A destructor in a pair of heaven..

I tried to leave you..
But u said "U sanggup tinggalkan I?"..

I was not convinced..
Till u said "Pls dont leave me"..

Times and times again,
I thought I was the only one..

Till the blogs prove me wrong..
There is still her in u..

I cant blame her nor u..
For I guess Im the third party..

Was it even my fault..
When I did not do anything to make my heart burning..

We will neva be like this..
If I dint go for the course..

Right now, im praying..
Whether whatever im doing is right..

U make me loved..
At the same time, u lead her on..

Im ur so-called 'mistress'..
Shes ur truly 'wife'..

U said u love me..
At the same time, u told her dat too..

Who can I turn to..
Who can I cry on to..
Who can I face rite now..
In the moment of desperation..

~ My heart aches but I truly respect ~

Lost in Fairyland

2006-01-17T23:44:00.000+08:00

Before i begin my very first speech about my feelings, heres my sincere replies to ma darlin Taggies..

Y@Tz:-
Yeah yeah.. TP Jam n Hop is back again this sat, 7pm.. I pun takde matric card.. Wif my friend.. I be from Zek's place, letak my hockey stuffs.. Chinese new yr is on 27 isit?! My Dad's Bday.. Lastly, pictures are up soon.. :p Really really ASAp.. Hehehe..

ally:-
Haha.. Eh darlin, when can i dance wif u hah.. Heheh.. :p

zaz:-
Hey sisko.. Yep yep, im going.. Like for real.. This time, i want tu to shake dat THANG wif me yeah.. Hehe..

eeeduh:-
Aiyooo sis.. U rabak ahh.. Kecian la dier.. Nanti dier complain pat aku eh.. I will darla darlin.. Post me too in ur blog.. Hehe..

Back to the real topic.. Jeng jeng jeng..
"I have neva try looking for 'L' eversince I broke up with Fiz.. Things changed when I was with Spidey but no matter how hard I try, I can only remain as best buddy.. Real sorry but I cant force what my heart do not want to feel.. Take it from someone who knows better -Ella Enchanted-.. After which came Zak into my life which cost half of my tears and anger getting into actions.. It was a real heartbreaking moment for me.. I really owe Spidey for the times he had been there for me when I was down..

One day, I decided to be alone and occupy myself with my passions.. Dance - NCC - Hockey.. My life is full of enriching experiences.. Love life --> BOO!!

I have a small crush on this guy.. But everything sounds impossible if u know what lies beneath.. Its very hard for me to relate this.. Only my certain closests know bout it.. Really thankful to u guys for hearin tho I know its ermm, i dunno wat it is.. But then yah, as expected, I was crushed again.. Tats it.. Came year 2006 and new resolutions were made.. The door closes automatically for anyone.. Was feeling Positvely Optimistic all the way till now..

Surprisingly, He came back.. After letting him go.. Hard to believe but I couldnt help it.. The door opens slowly yet still ajar.. Im not sure whether this is the right thing.. But my heart doesnt think.. It does on its own.. Getting stronger bit by bit.. And now, the adrenaline rushes like river.. But then.. *Haish* .. Only Allah knows what I am trying to say and thinking.. All I can say is, Im in 'L' with my Fairytale 'L'r.."

Taggy replies..

2006-01-15T21:50:00.000+08:00

Sis_bestie:-
U are definitely irreplaceable babe in my life.. Hehe.. But then, u are BADly wanted and missed by ur bestie.. So oi, biler boleh chill ahh.. :p And its okie to flood em.. I lurve em.. *Muacks n Hugs*..

Maz:-
Hoi anakuz.. Amacam.. Hehe.. Terpakso noh.. Nanti sat Mak kono banteh ngan kengkawan noh.. Wehehe.. Thankiu thankiu.. Sure, sure.. wait till i upload it to my multiply aight.. I mish anakuz too like horribly.. Hehe.. *Muacks*..

fad:-
Fadlee, is tat u?! Hey hi!! Thankiuuuu.. :p

pinky:-
Hey hey pinky.. Ni suhailah kan.. Hehe.. Ur cousin's link?! Siaper?? Awww, tat sho shweet of u.. I miss ya too..

eeeduh:-
Hey hey adikuz.. Kecian dier.. Jahat se u.. Tak kasi dier chance langsung.. Mesti dier giler bayang punya.. Wakaka.. Busy eh.. Busy utk reply dier lah ni.. Ish ish ish.. Pass u the pics when i get home k.. And ya.. 50th CLT course.. :p But ermmm, its only Titans.. :p Will post ur pic soon la..

ally:-
Hey hey ma pagal.. i mish ya too.. See ya when I see ya.. *Hugs*..

zaz:-
BOO!! Takut tak?! Hehe.. Hey hey sis.. Miss ya too.. Gimme a ring esp TP Open House.. I wanna boogie my ass off at Jam n Hop.. Weeeee.. *Huggies*..

Words for 2005

2006-01-10T11:08:00.000+08:00

Time passed slowly yet it seems faster.. What do I have to say about year 2005.. Hmmm.. Well, lemme see..

DANCE:-
I began dancing back for performances and competitions after quite some time.. The biggest moment was to be part of the NDP MTV 05 with Taufik Batisah and Rui En plus 10 other dancers namely, Meimei, Angela, Wilson, Lovynn, Dee, Amin, Esliza, Bee, Hamzah and Eugene.. A pity I lost the group pictures due to my burned PC.. Sneak previews from the scenes..

"Bestest moment from me to Singapore Bday 05"

Well, not forgetting my wonderful dancers from Temasek Poly Dance Ensemble (TPDE).. Had the greatest time knowing new dancers, getting stronger with 1.9.7.0 and being under Ryan Tan sure kick asses.. Bonds tighter during GEM Concert 05, Hip Hop Classes, Hip Hop Chalet and BBQs.. Competitions like World Floorball Championship (WFC), World Cyber Games (WCG), Dare to Dream Dance Challenge and esp supports from TPDE make 1.9.7.0 stronger.. Some sneak previews..

"TPDE rawks ma socks"

"The poster says it all"

NCC:-

I came back for the 104km Challenge Quest and represent EAST in Archery.. Supposedly to be in MOC but thank god, my request was answered.. Haha.. Yeah.. Twice in a row.. EAST --> Home of the Champion!! Many2 Congrats to DC Leong, Lt Wan, Sgt Mus, TOs, CLTs and Cadets from the EAST.. From then on, attended events and camps.. Opening of Flying Fox, Spec Course 2, Supernumerary Outing and the best of all --> 50th CLT Course.. The instructors rawk big time.. Gossip Mongers!! My lovely TiTaNs of Syndicate 2 (I remember my 34 darlinkins + Papa Jinfu + Uncle Zulfarhan!!) Last but least, I missed my CLTs CLIQUES badly.. Sneak previews..

"Home of the Champion!!"

"TiTaNs - 50th CLT Syndicate 2"

"Ma lovely BUNCH"

HOCKEY:-

Came back for good this time.. Back to SCC.. U21, here i come.. Tho I know Im not in favor by most (I guess) but still what matters is that I still have my great buddies and coaches like Danker and Kevin who believe in me.. Sneak preview..

"Pitch Bitches of SCC"

OTHERS:-

Definitely, its the unforgettable Princesses.. They were the ones who made my lives in TP more memorable.. Not forgetting the TP Dudes who have sometimes irritated me yet bring so much laughter in the 3 years.. Dancers from different crews do make loads of impact in my life.. I will never forget certain dancers from SDC, BAD, E03, DASH, En_Route and more.. And of course my darling Bestie.. Tho its been long we met but u know u still the best in my life.. Nor forgetting my Sec peeps.. Y'all truly missed.. Oh, lastly, wanna say thank u to Spidey, Amy and those who make an impact in my life.. May friendship prevails.. Some sneaky previews..

"Ma TP Mates; Princesses"

"Ma Dear Darlinkins"

"Sec Peeps + SCC PB"

P/S: Pictures of the dancers are unavailable.. Do get in touch with me if u have one.. Thankiu.. Bye 2005.. WELCOME 2006!!

Tag da Tag

2006-01-09T14:20:00.000+08:00

Y@tz:-
Hey sis! Thanx soo much.. Insya'allah, cek rajin2kan tangan badan cek on komputer sambil updatekan.. Wehehe.. And thank u sooo much for making the night happening.. Tho a bit errmm rosak.. Hehe.. Im uploading soon and no worries.. I pass u the pic.. Hehe..

eeeduh:-
Hey hey kecik.. Suka dier eh.. Anyway, si "Man" kirim salam pat "adikku".. Wakaka.. Kesian dier.. Sms "adikku" tapi tak dibalas.. WAHAHA..

Amai:-
Hey hey there.. Thankiu thankiu.. I love this movie too.. Tak jelak2.. Tapi takmu gushing2 pat sini nanti blog ni senang blush tau.. Wahaha.. Ape jer Fid..

mizsy:-
Hoi hoi kecik.. Lamer tak nampak.. Heard loads of stories.. Well, i have updated ur link.. :)

First post of the year..

2006-01-06T02:05:00.000+08:00

Hey Hey.. Long time no posts..

New year.. 2.0.0.6.. New resolutions.. New layout.. New friends made.. New life.. What else.. Hmmm..

Oh yah, I have decided to make my entries close to my personal feelings, rather than informing the world about my timetables.. Plus the outings and details..

Hope everything will be just right for me.. Insya'allah..

Last Day at Childcare yesterday.. Internet is always SUX as usual..

2005-10-13T14:03:00.000+08:00

Tried to blog yesterday but my home net is always a major TTTTOOOOOTTTT problem.. So yeah, bout yesterday..

My last day at Childcare.. Supposedly to be 17 Oct but I have an English EPT so cant make it.. Well, make the best out of it.. So, went to take care of K1 again.. Assisting the chinese teacher.. But hey, guess it was not my last day afterall.. The principal talked to me during their lunch time and booked me on the 18, 27 and 31 Oct.. After they had taken their afternoon nap, I was left alone with the kids.. WHAT?! Ok, that was unexpected.. What was i going to do with them?! So let them have their playtime.. Afterwhich, let them drink their bottles and start my very first activity.. Teach them the fastfood song with a little actions.. Now I know how to get their attentions.. The "11 clap".. *Wakaka*.. But then again, it lasted for a short while.. Used the big long ruler as an acting tool to help me.. Worked for a while though.. *Haha*.. Ok, enough of them.. Left Amai's partner and me for the last shift.. Teacher Yen is such a comedian.. She cracked me up most of the time.. *Woohoo*..

So, waited for the last kid to go home and off to home.. Bought a choco ice blended tea to break my fast.. Reached home, ate nasi briyani with cold ribena.. Watched "The Amazing Race" and yes, the Gaghan Family was not the last.. Well, last week, the Weaver Family was first and this week was this family with 3 gairls and a father.. *Forgot la*..

So, after that, bath, pray and as usual trying to use the internet but to no avail.. Read a horro book and zzzZZZZzzzz..

Third day at Childcare..

2005-10-11T23:45:00.000+08:00

Sahur as usual.. Did the neccessary..

Woke up at the desired time and off to the Childcare center.. This time, I was told to take care of K1 in the morning and changed to PlayGroup in the afternoon.. The PlayGroup teacher was sick.. I nodded and off to K1 class.. So happy to see them and they were like surprised to see me.. Guess they miss me huh.. *Stick out tongue*.. All along I assisted the chinese teacher and once they went to their afternoon nap, I went over to the PlayGroup.. Had my break there and slept till their wake-up time.. Was super tired actually after the chalet but the kids were too cute to make my eyes closed.. Ok, so I was playing along with the kiddos..

Amai and I were the last shift teachers and thanked to my "obsession with internet", we had to buka air kotak in the center.. *Hehe*.. Well, decided to break fast with Amai at a nearby hawker center.. Ate mee hoon goreng mama with milo ice.. *Yummy*.. I was super full by then..

Went home, did the neccessary and blogging time.. Chao chin chau..

Monday, 10 Oct 05 --> Funness - Sianness - Yeahness - Missness..

2005-10-11T23:31:00.000+08:00

CONTINUATION..

So, after the show ends, I went to have a good shower.. While the others played card.. Once Im done, we played Tai Tee, Snap and Bridge.. Dien, Toby, Justin, Elisa, Royston and me.. The best was the Bridge.. Because it required intellectual thinking and luring your partner out to win.. Only Dien, Justin, Elisa and me knew how to play after much difficulties in explaining to them.. *Bluerghaha*.. But then again, the trios were super indulge into Bridge that they wanted to play it over and over again.. Its a recommended game.. *Wink*..

Watched DVD "Just Married" till 4am plus.. I was asleep by 3.30am.. Woken up by Dien at 4.15am.. Quickly brushed my teeth, wash face and got my maggie ready.. Thank u sooo much to Meiqi and Elisa for the funness in the kitchen.. They actually cooked for me mashed hashbrowns.. *Wehehe*.. With smokes, unopened windows, splashing of oil and armouring oneself with the pot lid were super funness.. *Weeee*.. In the end, it was almost 10 mis to 5am and I had not eaten yet.. Quickly ate my maggie, peanut butter bread and bits of mash egg hasbrown and a glass of hot milo.. Washed up, brushed teeth and waited for Subuh.. While waiting, watched DVD "School of Seduction" with lovely, sweet companion, Meiqi.. She was a really great companion when she should have just sleep in the air-con room rather than cook and sleep with me at the living room, on the cold hard floor.. Isnt she the greatest!! Thankiu again Meiqi.. Soon, I went to pray..

The show was barely started and dear Meiqi was snoring out loud.. She was super tired.. I watched halfway and slept.. Woke up by the movement from Justin who suddenly stared at me and I was looking sleepily at him, then got up and search for a space in the air-con room but no space.. Back to where Meiqi was.. Woke up again when Joan left the house and managed to say bye bye to her.. Woke up again when Royston was about to leave and said goodbye.. Woke up again when suddenly Xiao Pei was right infron of me, gesturing something.. Woke up one more time, together with Meiqi and slept in the air-con room..

Woken up by calls and msgs from Amai.. Misunderstanding btw Amai, me and the principal.. I was not supposed to work but was supposed to work.. That kind of thing la.. In the end, I told Amai I could not make it even if I rushed down.. Im super stoning.. Then Meiqi, I, Carryn, Elisa and Xiao Pei gossiped in the room.. I watched DVD "School of Seduction" again with a bed and 2 pillows.. Justin, Elisa and Rong Xuan left.. Halfway, Dien, Mag, Dan, Toby, Xiao Pei and Carryn went swimming.. Justin and Elisa joined to swim.. Took pictures of them for a while at the pool..

Back in the chalet, we shifted the TV to the air-con room for better comfy.. With pizzas and MacD food which I endured not to be tempted, Joan, Meiqi, Carryn and I happily snugged ourselves on the bed and watched DVD "Box 3".. The swimmers joined us shortly.. Screamed here, disgusted there and all.. Went to pray, shower and got ready to break fast.. Prepare my kept pizzas and a cold milo, watched "The Dragon Heroes".. Thanked to Toby and Dien for preparing sumptous dinner.. Ate fried rice, hashbrowns, nuggets and ice-cream.. The people were Dien, Toby, Mag, Dan, Meiqi, Justin and me.. Chit chatting, 1970 discussions on the upcoming competiton and practices..

Packed belongings and off to home whereas the others to bowling alley.. Walked all the way out.. Missed the shuttle.. Took 21 and off to home.. Managed to watch parts of "Incredible Tales" and "ANTM".. I should have not missed my favourite "Suitor" but I know how the story went.. Brit was eliminated and left with 3 of them.. The episode with loads of "Black" in it..

"Thankiu guys for the wonderfully organised chalet cum BBQ.. I enjoyed it to the max.. Hope we could do it again sometime soon.."

Sunday, 9 Oct 05 --> Dance Chalet cum BBQ.. Weeeeee..

2005-10-11T22:59:00.000+08:00

This entry begins when I was out of my sis house and heading to Pasir Ris Interchange.. I thanked Michelle who was willing to wait for me though she knew we will missed the shuttle bus and had to wait for me quite a long time.. Thankiu sweetie.. So Aswandy accompanied me throughout my journey in the train.. Reached at 6pm, which was 15 mins late to catch the shuttle bus..

Met Michelle, top up the farecard, drew money to pay for the chalet fund and headed to the taxi stand, hoping there was another shuttle coming along.. Called up Meiqi for help and so happened Mag and Dan was on their way.. So we waited for them, bought the ice and took taxi to Garden Terrace J.. Its a spacious 2 room with BBQ and it was right at the entrance of the Aloha Garden Terrace.. Cool right..

Meiqi, Joan, Xiao Pei, Lorrencia, Carol, Kai Ping, Johanna, Shawn, Carryn, Justin and one more girl (Shit, I forgot her name..) were there.. Break my fast with bee hoon and syrup.. Royston and Guowei joined us later.. After which, pictures were taken and games were played.. And so we played "007" and the forfeit was drawings of lipstick on the face.. And so, eventually, everyone had the beautifully creative drawings on their face with red lipstick though Lorrencia was the sole winner.. *Wakaka*..

And so, BBQ time.. Well done to Justin and Dan for the BBQing.. Nicely done!! Though the corns and potatoes were chaotahs.. *Wahaha*.. Rong Xuan joined us.. Play slipper game and kissing card games with whole lot of fun forfeits.. With Carol the first to start "suck the jelly" at Carryn's cheek, Johanna milkshaking to Xiao Pei and Lorrencia "suck the jelly" at Kai Ping's belly button.. *Wooohooo*.. By then Carol, Johanna, Lorrencia and some got to go.. I had to be dismissed form playing for a while to do some prayings.. Joined back in a while.. Then all of us separated into 4 teams.. My team was made up of Guowei, Michelle, Xiao Pei and me.. *Haha*.. Ok, so my team lost and we had to do freestyle dancing.. So we did a kuku dance.. *Wakaka*.. In the end, we had to vibrate our butts for 10 secs.. And so we VIBRATE!!

Afterall, some went home and the others plus me went to watched "I have a date with the vampire 3".. Sad one.. Most ppl died.. Dien, Elisa and Toby joined while Dan and Mag went home.. The remaining people left were Dien, Toby, Rong Xuan, Meiqi, Joan, Justin, Carryn, Elisa, Royston, Xiao Pei and me..

TO BE CONTINUED..

Blogging and off to chalet

2005-10-09T15:26:00.000+08:00

And so, finally published all the past posts.. Im soo doing my net routine using my sis' laptop.. I did d/l some songs for my Aswandy.. Like finally, I can listened to my "difficult-to-find-this-old-songs"..

Okie, I got to go off now as I need to get ready for the chalet cum BBQ that my dance mates had organised.. Ooohhhh, I so not gonna miss it.. Will update bout it when I had returned and not lazy to update ok.. Chao chin chai..

"Think I had found U.. But are U just another same ol guy that I had fallen before?! Whatever it is, let me enjoyed the sensation of "found-the-one" though I hardly, barely know.. Sigh.."

Dance - East Buka puasa

2005-10-08T23:46:00.000+08:00

Sahur as usual.. Woke up at 9am and get ready to go for the last Hip Hop Dance class..

Reached TP and saw the friendly security.. He still remembered me.. Cool.. So I walked past the hockey turf and saw Danker.. Yep, he saw me and waved.. I waved back.. He knew I was going for my dance class.. *Haha*.. Ok, so I reached and almost all were there.. Cool..

Not long, it was the Advance turn.. Dien did not come at all.. As usual, overslept.. So we had fun dancing, doing the old school moves, freeze frame with facial expression, exercise and all.. *Woohoo*..

After the dance class, we all stayed behind for a while and chit chatted.. Then Mag, Dan, Xiao Pei, Royston, Toby, Carryn, Anjula and me went off from Dance Studio together and proceed to Ang Keong.. Supposedly to have 1970 meeting but Dien is not here.. So, I went home instead..

Reached home, bath, pray and slept till 4.30pm.. Woke up and quickly pray, packed my bag and off to meet my NCC clique at Tamp Small Mac.. Was supposed to meet up with them earlier to watch Fate in the dragonboat race.. But I dint as I thought I might not be able to make it..

On the way, met Izzat and Shappa in the bus.. Got to know Zek was in the bus too.. All were late.. *Haha*.. Expected.. Once reached, met up with Maszurah, Alfiyan, Zek, Din and Fadhlee.. Meet up with Yati, Hanafi, Farhan, Fandi and his friend at Kampung Chai Chee.. We all break fast with loads of sumptous dinner.. Thanked to Yati and Zek for organising it.. We ate a lot and had loads of fun.. taking pictures, playing game, stories here and there.. Fun Fun FUN!!

I got to know that Fate's race was at Bedok Reservoir and I thought it was at Marina Bay.. If I had known earlier, i would have gone.. *Guilty*.. And CONGRATS to Fate's team (NP) for getting in second.. Tomorrow is her finals.. All the best Fate!!

And so, Izzat, Shappah and I met up with Zek, Din, Fadhlee, Maszurah, Alfiyan at small MacD.. Then we headed to Kampung Chai Chee for break fast.. Met up with Yati, Hanafi, Fandi and his friend there.. And so my dear sis had ordered food, lauk pauk kind.. To think I never ate lauk pauk at outside with my own family.. *Sheesh*.. So, we ate like one happy family.. Theres fishball carrot soup, sweet sour fish, lemon chicken, meats, veggies and more.. Accompanied with bandung.. *Yum yum yum*.. I thanked my dear Yati and Zek for organising the dinner.. Thankiusssssss..

We chit chatted, reminiscing the pasts, kedai kopi stories, play games and whole loads of jokes.. Lasted till 10pm.. By then, only Yati, Zek, Hanafi, Din, Farhan, Alfiyan, Fate and me were left.. Had such a goodie fun time that it had to end early.. And so we separated and I proceeded to my sis house at Woodlands..

Once reached, bath, pray and all.. Watched "Deuce Bigalow" and zzzZZZZzzz..

2nd Day Childcare, TV dates..

2005-10-07T23:38:00.000+08:00

Usual sahur.. Woke up at 7.20am and got ready for my second day at Childcare..

Reached just in time at 9am, went to the office and fill up the blanks in the application form.. Saw my grades for assesment.. Its all good except for my confidence.. *Haha*.. Guess I was nervous huh..

This time I took care of the PlayGroup.. They are super cuteeee.. I just love them.. More obedient then the previous class.. Super hyper energetic.. *Weeeee*.. Shall not revealed much.. Lunch time, I went outside and slept at the table at under the block.. Was super sleepy and tired.. Another half an hour more, I went to see Amai.. Accompanied her till end of the PG's sleeping time.. Tea time, activities here and there and its 6pm.. Went back home to break fast..

Watched "The Dragon Heroes".. Poor Shui LingLong and Libin.. Well, Yao Lie, known as white dragon, is very much an evil dragon, trying to rule the world and marry Shui LingLong.. Went to pray and continued watching "Fear Factor - Bestfriends".. The blonde girls were good.. Though no one won the 50 thousand but the blondes won the 2 sports cars.. *WOW*.. Watched "Puteri Impian" casted Amy Masturah and Ciko followed by "Survivior".. So the tribes changed members.. This time, Nakum (mostly from Yaxha) lost the challenge and Brooke (previously from Nakum) was voted out..

After all, went to do my daily routine at the PC and zzzZZZZzzz..

Finally today.. My kiddo dancers.. Cheers..

2005-10-06T23:57:00.000+08:00

Like finally I had finished recapping..

Sahur like yesterday.. So today, I watch TV in the morning and went off to Olympus at CityHall to collect my mum's camera.. It took quite a while.. Once done, off to Bedok to collect the Yellow Pages but there is none.. *Darn*.. My dad must be pissed off with me.. Sorry dad.. Okie, so I proceed to my joyous destination.. The DANCING KIDS!!

I went to the Fengshan CC after soo long never see the kiddos.. There they were, looking at me and was like "Eh, teacher Fidah!!".. So they rawk the stage again.. As usual.. They sooo made my day.. Just need more cleaning.. Eh, guess what?! The malay kiddos, most of them are fasting!! Cool right.. *Wehehe*.. Caught up with the teachers and heard a lot of craps.. *Funny*..

Went home to break fast.. Mee hoon goreng.. *Woohoo*.. Watched "The Dragon Heroes", pray, read some books, "Villa Wellness" for the first time and on the computer.. I think Lee Huey from Villa Wellness will be the champion.. She had improved a lot though I only watched it for the first time.. OKie, my net is killing me.. Bye!!

Wednesday, 5 Oct 05 --> 1st day puasa - 1st time childcare - YANA Bday..

2005-10-06T23:56:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was an enriching experience.. Let me recapped it..

First day of fasting month and so I woke up at 4.30am for sahur.. Was waiting for this moment.. So I can maintained my weight.. *Hehe*.. Did the neccessary, pray and back to slumber..

Woke up at 9am when I have to reach my workplace - NTUC Childcare at Hougang by 10am.. I have to thanked Aminah for giving me this opportunity.. Thank girl.. And so, I took taxi.. Looking at the surroundings so I knew how to travel to and fro.. I estimated the jourey to be a 45min long..

Once reached, I met up with the principal, filling up the application form and had a short interview.. Was given a K1 class.. Assisting a chinese teacher.. My oh my.. I was so "dunno-what-to-do" with them.. But they were "oh-sooo-cuteee".. At least I know what to do and what was in store for them.. *Hmmm*.. Got me thinking for a moment.. "Is this what I really want?!".. So, learnt a lot but shall not revealed the details of the kids..

Amai and I were the only teachers at the late shift.. So, I break fast on the way back home with a bread and lemonade.. Studied the route back home.. Managed to watch bit of "The Dragon Heroes", pray and all.. And just so happened, my stomach aching for the ladies.. *Bluergh*.. And so, I missed 15 mins of "The Amazing Race".. Suddenly the Gaghan Family was from 2nd to 7th position.. Felt like I missed quite a lot.. The eliminated team was the Roger Family..

Went to use the PC and did my daily routine.. Waited for the final mins before another day and quickly msged my dearly bestfriend, Haryana, a "Happy 20th Birthday"!! May ur wishes come true, sweetheart..

Tuesday, 4 Oct 05 --> Mr Baby Z's POP.. Wohohoho..

2005-10-06T23:48:00.000+08:00

Lalalalililililololololululu..

- Woke up doing nothing..
- Watched TV and surf the net.. Blogged about those past days and all..
- Around 4pm plus, I quickly got ready and off to Zek's POP at Police Academy..
- Took taxi down cos I thought I would be late since I went out of house at 5pm when I was supposed to be at Novena MRT at 5.30pm.. Ok, so I was way earlier than the rest..
- The taxi driver dropped me inside the PA and I was like "Where are my friends?! Oh no.. Oh no.." Just dont like to be alone..
- Finally came Din, Yati, Fate, Izzat, Shappa, Fadhlee, Maszurah, Farhan, Baby and Remy..
- Saw Zek in the middle extreme left squad when facing the parade, just behind the right marker..
- Din and I decided to go to a good spot to take pictures of Zek.. Soon Zek's parents joined us.. Yasir came and joined us too..
- Then the corporals performed some static display and soon its makan time..
- Ate noodle and bread with 2 rounds of syrup..
- Chitchatting and all.. Went off to Novena Square to have proper dinner..
- Met up with Hanafi and Happy..
- We ate at Long John..
- My head had been spinning since I was at the PA.. Went to toilet with yati and threw up whatever I ate at the PA.. Yati was worried but I could not controlled it.. Soon I was fine..
- So everybody knew I threw up.. Thanx for the concern peeps..
- So I ate Crunchy Shrimps and Fries and drank limeade bottle..
- Zek started off with his interview story, followed by the unknown girl *Wink wink*..
- Went home by mrt with Happy, Yasir, Fadhlee, Fate and Maszurah..
- On the way back, Zek was concerned bout my health.. Told him bout my injured back and the dizzy spells lately.. Thanked for the concern bro.. I will be just fine..

Monday, 3 Oct 05 --> Homey gal..

2005-10-06T23:42:00.000+08:00

Boring.. Boring.. No more fun.. Cant wait for the night to come..

- Nothing much to do at home..
- Supposed to work at Mediaring but the shipment was delayed..
- Stay at home, by the PC..
- Thought of going to TP library but my internet was slightly recovering (I guess so)..
- Use the PC till evening..
- Watched "The Dragon Heroes", "Anugerah 2005 Finals" the recapped, "Incredible's Tales" and "America Next Top Model".. So Mingzhu got to enquire Yao Lie.. But her love is unrequited.. As for Incredible's Tales, it was about heirloom.. Passing down the keris to generation, like it or not.. Poor Keenyah in ANTM for bringing along Brittany when she won the interview.. Could have been Naima but she was 45 mins late.. In the end, christina was eliminated..
- Went to use the PC again and off to bed..

Sunday, 2 Oct 05 --> End of Pot Luck, Beginning of Fly Kite Card..

2005-10-06T23:21:00.000+08:00

Continue.. Continue.. The gerekness is yet to come..

- And so start of the ghost stories by Baby, Al and all..
- Soon my head was spinning with dizziness already so i was the first to sleep..
- Woke up quite often cos of the noisiness my luvly friends made..
- One time, I recalled waking up with Din suddenly rested beside me and farted.. Super smelly.. *Wakaka*.. As usual, Farhan, Hanafi made loads of noise bout it.. I realised Baby, Fauzie and Zek were in deep sleep.. And so, I continued my slumber..

- Woke up super early at 6am plus..
- Slept back for a while..
- Continued to wake up and start doing my Fid_twist game with the yellow mat and black paint.. Some of the guys were at the sand, doing their stunts..
- Once done wash up at MacD..
- Warmed up at the sand and some of the guys were swimming already..
- Had breakfast together with the clique.. Fauzie still sleeping..
- Chitchatting n group photo..
- Start of the Fid_Twist game.. Funny I tell u.. They were all twisting on the mat.. *Weeee*..
- Record their positions and began the forfeits..
- Hanafi had all the 3 forfeits.. Yati, Shappah, Hanafi and 2 more I think got to do "Bapok Act".. Hanafi again, Din, Fauzie, Zek, etc had to do "Umbrella Dance".. Lastly, Hanafi again, Yasir, Din, Izzat and others had to impersonate the radio..
- Out of the blue, I was carried and thrown to the sea.. *Daymnn*..
- Not long, we were all swimming and stunning at the beach..
- Happy, Zek, Yati got to go..
- One moment, I fall badly and injured my back while doing the front handspring.. Lucky it was on the sand..
- So we stopped swimming..
- Helped Yati packed up the tents.. Not long, strong winds invaded and the sand wooosshhh sharply towards us.. Quickly packed everything and went to MacD..
- Once reached, most of us went to clean and wash up.. Was the last one to done.. *Blahaha*..
- Ate Double Cheese Burger meal.. Chit chatting and all.. Thanked everyone for making it a blast Pot Luck..

- Since Hamizah and Fairul reached at ECP, we decided to fly kite.. Fairul, Hamizah, Shappah, Izzat, Alfiyan, Yasir and me went to the nearest spot.. Fate joined us later..
- So we played tai tee, fly kite and the card game, bridge..
- In the evening, went off for dinner at marine parade foodcourt..
- Ate Fishball Noodle Soup and Ice Horlick..
- Went home after that..
- Bath and wash clothes..
- Slept for a few hours..
- Woke up just in time for "I have a date with a vampire 3" but watch abit.. Slept in the middle of the show..

Saturday, 1 Oct 05 --> Dance Star n opening of Overnight Pot Luck..

2005-10-04T13:44:00.000+08:00

The continuation began..

- We listened to the song together using my own radio..
- I gave all the tips I could to my team for I hope they learned something out of the choreography..
- We choreo and danced together infront of the library till 5 plus in the morning..
- No sleep at all and I was still super hyper.. Can u imagine?!
- Went to bath and I tell u, the bathing scene was super hilarious.. I was like super bad luck.. I shall not revealed it.. Only Carol, Xiusian, Xiao Pei, Rong Xuan and Michelle knew.. *Shhhhhh*.. *Hehe*..
- Went to the Club Room and met up with Mag, Dien, Amanda, Lorrencia, Joan and all.. Gossiping moments..
- Breakfast at mensa with 3 loaves of bread with spreads of nutella and peanut butter and 2 rounds of hot milo..
- Went to Art Space to change my pants..
- Afterwhich, proceed to Sports Hall for Street jazz and Salsa Workshops.. Great experience yet tiring..
- Went off to toilet for good relieved.. *Bluerghaha*..
- Ate 2 bread with nutella spreads for lunch and drank couple of limeade tins..
- Finished up choreos and clean up..
- Thanked Carol for helping out.. She cant make it to dance for the team as she had to leave earlier..
- Cleaned up again and again..
- Went to Audi 2 for Dance Star..
- The 3rd group to perform.. ASS-SHAKERS!!
- Results:
2nd - Dan's Group
1st - Dien's Group (Won Swensen)
- Assuming we won third.. *Wakakaka*.. Everybody thought we will win.. Well hey, at least everyone thought we are the champion that means we RAWK THE STAGE!!
- Closing of Dance Camp..
- Off to Ang Keong for Ice kachang.. Lorrencia, Joan, Royston and me.. Loads of gossiping..
- Off to East Coast to meet up my NCC Clique.. Was late eventually..
- Met up with Fairul n Hamizah.. Once Zek and Yati came, we proceed to the designated place for tenting..
- Izzat, Sharifah, Fadhlee, Fauzi, Alfiyan, Fate, Sharifah East, Din, Baby and Farhan came.. Later Hanafi and Happy came..
- Tenting, makaning and gossiping..
- GOOD NEWS:
1) By Yati:-
Shes been shortlisted for SPF.. Will go through the assesment and interview soon.. All the best to my sis.. U have my prayer..
2) By Zek:-
He got the best fitness award and second best as trainee.. And so, his squad is the best squad.. And he will have an interview this coming monday.. Hopefully he got what he want - OCT.. But for now, he had to undergo SSO (I think thats the word..).. I pray for u too bro.. All the best..

Friday, 30 Sept 05 --> 24 Danceathon Camp BEGAN..

2005-10-04T13:34:00.000+08:00

Camping camping.. Love my dancers big time..

- Woke up, bag packing, got ready and buzz off to RELC Building to make the EPT payment..
- Took bus to Orchard, taxi from Lucky Plaza..The location is super ulu I tell u..
- Made payment at level 3 and off..
- Took bus from RELC to Far East then took 65..
- Reached home at about 1pm when the camp was aleady beginning..
- Packed everything and off to TP for dance camp..
- Was an hour late but they just started the activities.. *Pheww*..
- Was in Group 3.. Marissa, Janice, Shawn, Charmaine, Gen, Ken, Sarah, Peihian, Louis, May and I think there were 2 or 3 more..
- The Adventure Games: Falling mat (Super hate it), Balancing, Flying Fox, Transffering, Trolley.. I tried Flying Fox as my last game..
- Washed face and changed top..
- Dinner at Mensa, Mee Goreng with plain water..
- Alumni Lounge, watched "You Got Served" and "Center Stage"..
- Ordered cheese prata and murtabak for supper..
- Dance group assigned.. Group 3 again.. With Xiao Pei, Michelle, Yussof, Daniel, Carol, Yuhsian, Genie, Peihian, Zaini and 3 more..
- Xiao Pei Birthday Celebration.. Bully her.. *Haha*.. Either solo or kiss everyone at the cheeks.. In the end, she solo with the help of Toby and Dan..
- Jam n Hop..
- Back to Art Space for radio and all..
- Luckily no one got the slow song.. *Wakaka*.. Dien got "Black Eye Peas".. Dan got "Missy Elliot".. I forgotten about Mag's song.. My group has the "Vibrate"..
- The choreo began..

Thursday, 29 Sept 05 --> Gf's met up and Dance Audition..

2005-10-04T13:21:00.000+08:00

Lalalalalalalalaalala..

- Went to TP library level 3 in the afternoon..
- Hana was late..
- Surfing for 3 hours..
- Dessy came along..
- Went to makan at this mama shop.. Ate mee hoon goreng and drank strawberry choco bubble tea.. *Yum yum*..
- We sat under the block, reminiscing the past n whats been missing..
- Went off to dance studio for Ryan's dance audition..
- Almost all people were there..
- Was in group 8 together with Mag, Dien, Joan, Meiqi and someone i forgot..
- 31 selected.. Those I know are Dan, Toby, Chris, Zaini, Shameen, Mag, Dien, Xiao Pei, Meiqi, Joan, Royston, Anjula, Carryn, Amanda, Lorrencia, Carol, Michelle, Jessica and the other half of those whom I dunno.. Oh, Im included too..
- Went home and watched Anugerah 2005 Final at home.. Well, here is the results..
4th - Khairil
3rd - Fauzie Laily (I vote for u okie, buddy)
2nd - Syed Azmir
1st - Khairul Anwar (U did marvellously great)
- Call all the Overnight Pot Luck peeps to make sure everything went well..
- Prepare a list of things to bring for 24 danceathon and Overnight Pot Luck..
- ZzzzzZZZZzzzz

Wednesday, 28 Sept 05 --> Homey to Hockey Goer..

2005-10-04T13:06:00.000+08:00

Shortening the entry..

- Woke up very early ta 9am just to watch "The Amazing Race, Family Edition"..
- Beginning to love the Gaghan Family especially the small gal..
- The first eliminating team is the Black Family..
- Staying at home, watching TV till evening..
- Went off to Bukit Timah CCAB with Sarah for a match against the Hollandse Club..
- We reached half an hour early and warmed up..
- We won 3-2..
- My scoring moments were either off angles or hit the pole.. *Gee*..
- Went home with Nurul, Sarah, Hana and Chewy after changing and the "usual-buy food-at-SPC" trip..

Tuesday, 27 Sept 05 --> Boredom Stress..

2005-10-04T12:53:00.000+08:00

So I decided to just shorten my entry.. Recalling..

- Woke up and go to TP for internet access..
- Net surfing at library level 3 for more than 3 hrs using my friend's account..Thanked Dessy..
- Halfway through, met Nuraysah and was caught by surprised..
- Done with net surfing at around 5pm plus, went to eat with her n her future boo at Tampines Long John Silver..
- Had a fun funny conversation.. Learnt a new word which I shall not revealed..
- Went home, watched the last few mins of "The Dragon Heroes"..
- Pray and all..
- Stressed when parents nagging about when to work, what to work, blahahaha.. *Sheesh*..
- Thanked to Abg Lee for unstressing me.. Went jogging with Abg Lee, Kak Nizah and Mizaro at the fitness park.. Did lil bit of exercise and pk..
- Reached home and watched "Full Circle" and bath..
- Last but not least, did some computer scanning..

26 Sept 05 - Windy rainy monday..

2005-09-27T17:43:00.000+08:00

Recapping my coldest monday..

I remembered waking up at 12pm sharp.. Watched DVD "Great Challenge Yamakasi 2" and "Gila-Gila Pengantin Popular".. Got ready and all, went off to East Coast Park, all by myself to recce for the "Overnight Pot Luck" that I had organised.. Hope everything will turn out well..

While I was eyeing for better spots, the wind suddenly became stronger.. Saw a white elegant eagle (I think) soaring through the sky.. What a sight.. Not long, I dashed to a nearby shelter for the rain was super heavy.. Received a message about Ryan having an audition for competing team.. This thursday, 6pm @ Dance Studio.. I like lost hope, lack of interest.. Just because of a word - "Alumni".. Well, back to topic, I finally found a quite dry spot for me to plan my stuffs.. So I sent sms to the Malay Regiment clique about the confirmation..

Went home but missed "The Dragon Heroes".. Scanned the computer with all sorts of anti-spywares.. Lucky monday night.. I was entertained by "Incredible Tales" about this coffee and pau and "America Next Top Model".. Sorry Michelle.. Go Naima..

Naz smsed me.. Just came back from Thailand.. Dint inform me.. Never bring along his hp.. *Whatever lah*.. So talked to him till I zzzZZZZZzzz..

25 Sept 05 - Relaxation chilly sunday..

2005-09-27T17:31:00.000+08:00

Okie, Im pissed.. I blogged for about an hour and its gone!! Thank a lot.. Nevermind, I reblog again bout sunday's entry..

My home net is totally GONE-CASE!! So, I should just cut off the net right.. Daymn, because of this, I cannot blog everyday.. *Sheesh*..

Let me recapped bout last Sunday.. I woke up quite early and watched TV while net surfing.. Watched the series DVD of Enot.. Played Playstation afterwards namely, "Scrabble" to "Wrestling" and even enjoying watching Mizaro playing "Prince of Persia"..

Oh, did I mention about what I ate?! Hmmm.. Get ready for ferocious appetite.. A bread with nutella spread plus choco ice-cream with hershey syrup for breakfast.. Nasi kicap sambal udang as my lunch.. Not forgetting for my dessert, I had a piece of cheesecake with added cheese on top and a glass of mix choco and raspberry ice-cream with hershey syrup plus pieces of cheese all over.. *Yummylicious mmmmmm*..

Ok, I kept my stylish hair untouched.. After bath, Kak Linda helped to restyle my hair.. Thank you.. Suddenly I felt like a heroine fighter saving the earth.. *Bluerghahaha*..

So met up with Kak Nizah and her boo at Woodlands.. My sis won 4 tix to Cinema Starlite at the padang.. "Skeleton Key" at 8.30pm but have to report by 7.30pm.. So Kak Nizah, her boo, Mizaro and me headed to Cityhall and to the outdoor cinema.. Bought 2 popcorns and very expensive Evan mineral water.. I was superhungry that my sis sponsored me a BK French Chicken meal.. *Lurvely*.. While watching, the clouds turn reddish and not long, its "raining man".. Lots of people ran for cover.. The 4 of us used the groundsheet to cover our heads.. My jeans was super drenched.. Dint manage to really have a good enjoyment watching the show.. I tell u boy.. The movie was a "super-unexpected-stupid-but-clever".. MOST RECOMMENDED!! It will be released in 13 Oct.. Enjoyed the show despite of the rain and the chilly weather that got me freezing and go "Brrrrr"..

Once ended, packed our belongings and headed for a taxi but all were on call.. So Kak Nizah cleverly suggested that we board the train to Eunos and took a taxi from there.. *Sembaranglah*.. So we did and in time to catch the "I Have A Date With The Vampire 3".. I changed, fixed my hair, bath and off to slumberland.. ZzzzzzzzZZZZ..

Im feeling FRESHHHHH..

2005-09-25T11:16:00.000+08:00

Morning morning everybody..

Guess what?! My friday's post is almost perfect except the shopping at Orchard is a waste time.. So replaced "The Dragon Heroes" with shopping at Tampines This Fashion.. Bought load of stuffs there.. Now I know what to wear for the PIMP..

Yesterday was a BOMB, I tell u.. Let me talked about it..
So I woke up early, watched TV, "Powerpuff Girls" and "Pokemon".. Scanned my computer and ready ready to do my hair.. So I went to a salon and do this Zoe Tay's President Star Charity's hairstyle with my edition.. Reached home and changed.. Waited for Sarah's cue..
Met up my Princesses, Sarah, Hana and Nurul at Eunos MRT.. The blackies top with jeans.. Tak janji eh colour dier.. Met up with Raiha and Sarah M at Cityhall.. So here we go off to SCC for PIMP..

P-I-M-P (Party In My Place)..
The hockey gals were earlier than the rest by 2 hours.. *Wahaha*.. Pictures taken.. Eat the chips and drink while waiting for the party to start.. So, it started at 6.30pm.. *Aiyoh*.. So the POD (People On Duty) suddely start to paste tag at all of the juniors' backs.. So here is the review for Hockey..
Touch Myself - Nurul and Raiha..
Gorgeous - Virma, Pravin and this gal I forgot her name..
Desperados - Sarah..
Horny - Hana, Kaanthan and Haikal..
Hot Stuffs - Syam..
Alco - Sarah M and Rahima..
Scatterbrains - Mis..
Sexy! - Marcus and me..
So, we had to find our own group and once u got 6 or 7 ppl, called the emcee Zee.. *Voila!*.. Sexy! won the first round.. So, I got to know Wang Hin, Nicholas, Xiang Hian (Is that the name?!) and Candy from Lawn Bowl, Nadeem from Crickets and of course Marcus and I were the only from Hockey.. So we ate dinner at the same table.. Quietly.. I ate noodles with beef, potatoes and ICE-CREAM!! *Ooooweeee*.. Okie, a sudden conversation came from him and was weird initially but just talk like normal.. Was super weird but oh darn, just bear with it.. But hey, it was great cause at least we talked.. Anyway, Marcus was elected as the team leader, chosen by us all.. So we played the trivia games and guess what.. Sexy! won again.. Another round of Margarita but hey, I dont benefit from em ok.. But who cares, we won!! So, this funny pest kept disturbing me, promoting my dance, pester about my sock at my hand and etc.. I felt weird again when he told this gal, infront of me, as to why he kept disturbing me and the old times.. *Rolls eyes*.. So, back to lounge and dragon boat race with Rose's team won first, lucky draws with Sarah winning Sony portable TV, Syam winning this "I forgot what" and Nat and Chris won the Ipod Nano.. *Daymmnn*.. The Pimpleton rawked the stage with their metal rock songs which was sooo undanceable.. *Haha*.. Still laughing at part where I was being pulled by this angmoh ol guy and like what, had to dance to slow rock?! WHAT?! How should I? Then he grabbed me and slow dance with me.. *Eeeeyyuuuuhhh*.. I quickly buzzed off from there.. After all, the PARTAY STARTED!! So we danced all night long with the Hip Hop songs.. I was raining sweats.. The hockey babes were super enjoying ourselves.. I danced with everybody but mostly wth Kaanthan.. Hes dope lah.. Great mover.. *Haha*.. Daymn the partay night was short so I had to rush with Raiha and Sarah M.. So I tumpang taxi with them and dropped off at Cityhall, took the last train back to Woodlands.. I just wished the partay was longer.. *Daymmnn*..

Will post again later for today's entry.. STAY TUNE..

"Dear hockey babes, many many lurps to u all for making it happening.. Sarah, Hana, Raiha, ur the greatest companions.. Nurul and Mis, ur the crazee chicks.. Zee is the hot emcee babe.. Virma and Sarah M, ur the goyang kepala man.. Kaanthan, ur the dope, man.. Coach, Ben n the seniors were the coolest stuffs.. To him, thanx for making the best moments for the team.. The rest of the hocky laydees, u all are the bomb ok.. Lets do it again. PARTAY!!"

Today's plans, Boredom, Mood to FLIRT and DANCE.. Bluerghaha..

2005-09-23T13:39:00.000+08:00

Since I know that I cant log in to net later on because it is going to take hours of scanning before I could surf the net, I rather predict my plans today.. *Blahaha*..

Well, I woke up as usual, eat, scan my PC, surf net routine and blogging..

TODAY'S PLANS:-
Later after I pray, I thought off zooming off to Orchard for a "rare" shopping session.. Can u believe I go shopping?! Must be insane, right.. Well, I see how.. If I have the mood, I go to RELC building to pay for my EPT test which I doubt I will be doing today so see how lah.. But whatever it is, I will be back before 7pm.. Like I said in one of the previous entries, I am BOOKED by the TV!! So gonna watch "The Dragon Heroes", "Fear Factor Couples"", "Survivor" and "Ju-on The Prequel".. Yep, that's all..

BOREDOM:-
Lately, I am feeling so boring.. Nothing to do.. Not because of I do not want to work, I want to but must have my fullest interest in it like what Farhan 42 had said in his recent entry.. "P-A-S-S-I-O-N".. Currently, not yet to be found.. I want to go out but where?! I wanna jog again but kinda lazy.. I wanna play netball, badminton, blading but with who?! Who is willing to accompany me to do all these things?! All are busy with their own things now that we have grown up as working adults.. Ok, I admit I should buzz myself with jobs research.. I did ok.. And Im doing it.. But who say I cant have fun at the same time.. *Sigh*..

MOOD TO FLIRT:-
What are you thinking?! Hmmm.. It maybe true.. I just hate to be in a relationship after all these things happened.. Especially after the excruciating moments being with "Z", chasing after me, giving me hope and leave me once I fall for it.. I know I am stupid this time.. But hey, I have the right to flirt since I am single right?! So, any takers?! *Wakaka*.. Well, I dont really know how to flirt anyway so why bother to do so.. Miss my old days back then.. *Sigh*..

DANCE:-
Ok, so I miss dancing with my Fusion X peeps.. I admit it.. But most of them are leaving.. I sooo feel like having another group besides 1970.. But I dont want to like have a dance group mainly to dance.. I want the bonding.. We dance, crap, eat, sing, chilling, hanging, watch competitions all together.. All i ask for we do everything together.. Back to square 1.. This time all malay peeps.. Any joiners?! Tag me ok..
*Sigh*..

Yesterday was a bogus.. Ooooowweeeee..

2005-09-23T13:04:00.000+08:00

I cant even log in to net yesterday.. So after 2 hours of full scanning with 3 antivirus softwares, finally managed to log in but with a system shutdown problem.. Solution for Win XP: Go to command prompt (Go start, accessories, Command Prompt) and type Shutdown/a and finally it is SOLVED!

So yesterday, I woke up, eat, watch tv, pray and off to Fengshan CC in the afternoon for another rehearsal with the kiddos.. Super finished.. Just need little perfection in steps, volume, expressions and dopeness.. And I bullied most of them.. :p But hey, I taught them some skills like locking and body wave.. They are sooo cute.. They are a bunch of fast learners.. New generation of hip hoppers.. *Woohoo*..

After the lesson, went off for hockey match at Bukit Timah, CCAB.. Met up with Hana in the bus.. Okie, we are little late.. But my dear princess aka Sarah, supposedly to be early, was late.. Hmmm, I wonder.. Anyways, waited for her and off to match.. Coach was kinda in a bad mood I guess.. The cute part was he asked us the trios about exams finished in poly.. I suddely interrupted him and said "We are working".. Ermm, he thought we are still in one.. *Hehe*.. So yah, I played in the second half.. Though we did not win but I felt a bit of satisfaction in my fitness.. Played again vs with our own ladies in red bibs.. *Wahaha*.. Very tired.. We almost scored 1 goal when I did a first time 180 degrees turning push to the goal but bit off angle.. Hoping Hana could deflect it to goal but couldn't manged to.. I like to say a good passing from Mis, Nat and a help from Hana..

After all, briefing by Coach.. Need major self improvements.. PIMP discussion on dressing.. *Greatness*.. Cant wait.. Went to SPC with Hana, Sarah and Chewy for some snacks and went home..

Ate up all the fried mee hoon while watching "Pasrah" VCD, "Fear Factor" and "Desperate Housewives".. Imagine what time I slept.. zzzZZZZzzz

"I finally get to see you yesterday and I finally recalled you.. You are such a bitch B to talk behind me when you dont even know me.. You dont even wanna look at me in my eyes.. Be a brave bitch B to talk to me face to face, BITCH!! And to this bitch A, stop being nice to me if you are not for real.. Why? Suddenly had this "oh shit, she is back here again, daymn" huh.. You wanna be nice to me, tell me face to face whatever you wanna bitch about me rather than behind me, got that BITCH!! *Haha*.. Im just reflecting.. I should have told them this face to face but for what if they do not do so.. But then again, its good to have two 2-faced ppl in my life.. What a satisfaction.."

Homey SUX.. Internet SUX.. Wat else.. SUX!!!

2005-09-21T23:39:00.000+08:00

Woke up, complete my "APO?" magazine, eat, trying to get to the net but fail.. So yah, bath and all and off to Olympus Studio.. Send mum's camera for repair.. Dad keep checking on me for like 3 times "Dah pergi ke belum? Bila nak pergi? Kul berapa?".. Jus trust me ok.. "N-A-N-T-I!!!"..

I was practically putting an arrogant face, not smiling and yah, listening to my Aswandy like in my own world.. After the trip to Olympus Studio, I went back by MRT.. On the way to Bedok, this 2 boys from ACS (I should have known), infact 3 but he left quite early, were playing chinese chess.. Everybody at the first cabin were practically looking, staring and commenting about how the game should be played and etc.. Even I was impressed.. *Wakaka*.. Certainly not a game for me..

Went to Bedok CC for internet access.. Met my ol goody buddy, adik, Zulhilmi and his 2 crappy buddies, Arip and Azhar.. So coolness to have met with them.. So yah, for the first time I see the Bedok CC's cyberlan.. *Styleness*.. $1.50 per hour.. Not bad.. So, got my time from 3.20pm in this secluded and small room.. So I did my internet routine and almost forget my priority.. Like finally, I can chat at MSN.. Chatted with my sistas Nurul, Sarah and Yana.. Plus Zul and Arip.. Catch up news with Zul.. *Kinky*.. Finally managed to register the EPT test.. Now, have to study hard and smart for ENGLISH.. Ok, I have to improve on my writing, pronounciation, speech, vocab and grammar.. So let me start in here.. Din't manage to find any suitable job though..

Once the time was up, which I did not even managed to shutdown on my own, I packed my bag and leave.. This minah beside me was staring at me up and down.. managed to see that.. But hey, look who is she looking at.. Im older than u think ok..So, no child staring game..

Went off to meet my kindergarten kids.. Ok, I was a little late.. They had started their practice.. I finally edited the last piece.. The kids were marvellous.. Except need to get that kid to be confident of learning.. I feel bad.. Oh well.. It pays to be around with them.. They have always make my day.. Love to see them being such a cute, enthusiastic, energetic and the "Teacher Fidah, HI!!!".. Especially when at the end of the lesson, "Bye teacher Fidah!!!" and will never end there until I am out of their sight.. *Cuteness*..

Went to MacDonald before reaching home.. Pray and all, watch dragon show, "Mr Bean" and "Charmed".. And here I am blogging after an hour plus virus scanned..

"Cant wait for PIMP with my pitch bitches.. Cant wait for the dance camp.. Cant wait for the OCT gathering, organised by ME!!! *WOOHOONESS*.."

Work work WORK.. Sucky day..

2005-09-20T23:00:00.000+08:00

Hate being at home.. It doesnt pay to be at home for long.. I have to get out in order to find the tranquility and serenity.. But then, I have no plan.. What can I do..

Woke up quite early, read magazine, sleep back, watch "Bring It On Again" and eat.. Wats new?! After which, I switch on the computer and scan all viruses for an hour.. Then the internet can be use.. Stooopid rite.. WASTE MY TIME, damnit.. So, use it till like afternoon, watch "Teater Komedi", rest here and there.. I think I must be lucky to watch the teater komedi.. It is superly funny.. I laughed like a madwoman.. Its sooo cute.. Karaoke contest, 5 contestants.. Jus kelakar la..

Then called this 3 companies which help to seek jobs for ppl like me.. I still prefer the first call I made.. The second call was super rude.. Im not gonna even consider urs.. UR OUT!! The third call was operated.. No time to spare.. Besides its CBD.. Think twice..

Watch the dragon show, "Heartlanders", "Shooting Star" and "Full Circle".. Shooting star is great today.. Olinda's part is the best.. Especially when shes daydreaming.. Doughing with the bread guy and japanese scene of 2 guys fighting over her.. Kelakarness.. Cant wait to catch next week.. The way shes gonna kiss Jack Toot is gonna make my day.. Funny.. Imagine Olinda pulled his hair from the back and kiss him at the lip.. Like waddacuteness.. *Kahahaha*.. But hey. Cecila is damn hot.. *Wakaka*.. Im straight okie..

So, after all, I wonder here and there.. Decided to use the comp and update..

"Lucky tomorrow I am going out else, my mood is sooo gonna be spoilt.. I WANT TO BE PAP OR AT LEAST CHILDCARE TEACHER CAN???"

Monday blues again (19 Sept 05)..

2005-09-20T22:36:00.000+08:00

My INTERNET EXPLORER has gone WILD eversince new VIRUS comes about.. So, I can like update it if I have the opportunity.. Like SHIT, rite..

Monday blues.. Why.. Woke up, like nothing to do.. So, I watch "Twins Effect" for lunch and repairing my computer.. Still, I could not log in.. *Sheesh*.. Becoming a homie gal throughout the day.. But I CANT STAND the NOISE.. The naggings.. Work work WORK!!! Like, can u all wait till I find one.. I HATE OFFICE WORK.. I PREFER TO DO TEACHING.. I HATE INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY.. Should have taken dip in Early Childhood in NP or dip in Sports and Wellness in NYP.. *Daymnn*..

Anyways, I received this system shutdown and I have forgotten the command.. So, I turn off and on the comp till evening.. Thanx to my technician for the command.. I actually "crying" for his help thru sms.. *Bluerghh*..

So, watch the dragon show.. Incredible Tales.. I dun understand the killing of the prostitutes.. Theres no ghosts wat.. But the nanny story was a goosebump.. My hair actually stood at its root..

OKie, was waiting for ANTM but ooopid Emmy Awards postponed the ANTM.. Boring rite.. So, I went zzzzZZZZZzzz..

"I just wanna do the things that I like.. So stop pushing me to the edge before I become insane and start to do things that I have never thought of doing.. Just stop yanking, ok.. Love u both.."

Weekends, yesterday and today --> Powerness and Boringness..

2005-09-18T23:42:00.000+08:00

Lets start with yesterday first..

Early morning, all family members went off to malaysia.. Abg Amy nikah.. Congrats my cousin.. Sorry couldnt be there.. Jus had some plans but mostly, Im not really keen to go overseas.. Besides I know it will be cramped in the car with 4 siblings fat asses.. *Bluerghaha*..

So I slept back and woke up just in time to watch "PowerPuff Girls".. After which, I surfed the net and shitto to virus.. I couldnt even open my explorer.. I gave up after like hours trying.. Get ready and all to Suntec Dance Finals at Fountain of Wealth.. Supposed to meet Xiao pei at 5.30pm but yeah, I was late.. 6pm then reached.. But hey, it had not started.. *Blahaha*..

Met up with Aida, Xiao pei, Meiqi, Charlene, Royston and Yusof.. Saw my darla sis Nurul and her dam dam, Ina with her long hair that I almost couldnt recognised and Hana but without her izhar bro and her mona sis.. Cool rite.. Well, Aida accompanied me to go BK and I met my own 42nd intake, Ivan at the ATM.. Hes with a contact lens now ok.. *Haha*.. On my way to BK, I saw my ex female dancer idol with Mr RW.. My gosh.. Somehow, I felt like she made her way through by licking boots.. No wonder!! But yah, I used to admire her body movements and her cool expressions but now, after I knew and eva dance with her, I felt like shes nothing but strutting her way for attention.. Dont deny that shes good.. Like wateva.. Like I said, my EX dancer idol..

So back to my seat at the fountain.. It took them so long to start the thang.. Sheikh Haikel as the host.. Cool guy la he.. There were 6 or 7 judges, some namely Patrick, Hatta or Ghani, Zaki n others.. So okie, the solo juniors followed by solo open and group category.. Then Randolf Winston's performance with some local dancers dat includes Lovynn and Hamzah.. I heard that they all had to undergo paid audition for it.. And Randolf just choreographed the movement like in the afternoon.. Cool shit.. But I still prefer the class sessions..

Okie, enuff of crappin and heres the results..

Solo Juniors:-
Best Costume --> Shazran
2nd --> Syereen
1st --> Shazran

Solo Open:-
Bets Costume --> Fantastic One (Elly)
3rd --> Kimmie aka Hakim
2nd --> Syafiq
1st --> Groove aka Zaihar

Open Group:-
Best Costume --> Transwave
3rd --> Unknown Remix (Hakim, Zaihar, Zuhri, Amin, Taj and Jup)
2nd --> Steezers
1st --> Transwave

Congrats to all of the winners.. To those who dint make it, try harder.. Well, in fact, all of u are winners just by making it to the Finals.. So afterall, the champions of the categories performed.. Saw Dan, Zaini, Sharin, Dien and her hubbies, Alex, Eugene and James.. Decided to wait for my friends who have competed so I can congrats and consoled them.. Met Carol from Wuzzup.. She remembered me.. *Yeah*.. Unfortunately, dint see Maybelle and Ryan.. Met up with Shima and Es.. Not forgetting Bik Cinone, Mama Pailang, Bik Ally, Karl, Allen, Ina, Mel, Syam and Jo.. Congratted Kimmie, Baba Zai, Papa Pailang, Thaiz and Amin.. Dint saw Jup.. Dint manage to see Elly also.. Anyways, CONGRATS!!

Talks, hugs, pictures and laughters.. *Sigh*.. Really miss Amin n Thaiz.. They were the bombs when I danced with them.. Anyways, I walked out of Suntec with the SDC and separated at the bus stop.. Loads of thanxed to Spidey for fetchin me home.. It was like midnight already and I had to lie to....

Today's entry..

Spidey sent me to 7-Eleven and I bought maggie dodo.. *Yummy*.. Reached home and was in time to pick up the home phone.. *Phew*.. Bath, ate while watching "Taxi" again and fall asleep till 3.30am.. Quickly do the neccessary stuff and back to proper slumber..

Woke up, managed to watch "Shaolin Showdown" and "Pokemon".. Bath and all, watch "Twins Effect" and out of the house once clock struck 5pm.. Going for the Showoff 4 audition at Faithworks.. While waiting for Zek at Kallang MRT, I was being stared at.. U know by who.. Especially in the weekend at Kallang.. *Sheesh*.. And thanked to Zek for giving an "almost-die-of-heart-attack" BOO.. I was completely breathless ok.. So we went there and found the place.. But gosh, Christ was like everywhere.. Zek and I changed our mind to go in.. *Mannn*.. So, plan B was to ask the clique go makan at Compass Point.. But all couldnt make it.. So, we both decided to go home.. Sorry bro for making you come down all the way and wasted ur time and thankiu sooo much for accompanying me..

A speedy recovery wish to Shairul.. Heard his leg got a problem..

Reached home, eat eat eat.. Finally, I can blog with the virus erased before using the explorer.. *Phew*.. Cook rice, surf net, blogging while watching "I had a date with a vampire 3"..

Taggies replies..

2005-09-17T14:17:00.000+08:00

taj:
I will edit.. Its gonna be ermmm.. I know.. "Papa Pailang".. Wakaka.. Bluerghaha.. And yes, Im comin to support u.. All the best k.. Thanx for the concern, its betta now with new soft lens.. Wekeke.. Oh, did u see me? I was on the way to Bukit Timah for hockey.. Sorry tak nampak.. Haha.. Comin comin today.. Strut ur thang papa pailang.. Wooots..

eeeduh:
I will take care.. U too take care darl..

aLLy:
Mei pagal.. My ally.. How are u.. Muacks..

iffah:
I thought u found my blog already mah.. U ahh.. haha.. Cute la.. I link u up soon k darlin.. U too take care.. Keep in touch..

dayna:
Hey sweets.. Tag often kies.. See ya soon.. U too take care..

ThAiZ:
Oiiii, bilanglah.. Booohooohooo.. U too rawk on today k..

Y@Tz:
Hey sis.. Im ok now.. Nolah, no stye.. Jus pinkish red.. U too take care aiight.. With cicak.. Wakaka.. And my musim malas nak update lum lagi 100 percent so im still bloggin.. Was at KL when u searching for me.. Woohohoh.. Its UPDATED!! Hehe, kartun takder la.. Maner.. Itulah.. Camana Spidey n my dad boleh ter clash.. Me resah, u ketawakan eh.. Grrrr..

mizsy:
Terkezut kaper gal.. Wakaka.. Salah ke aku reactivate blog ni.. Kau ni pun.. Yelah, aku tag asap once i get my blog done k.. And I will link u too.. U too take care k..

Sis_DaDa:
I mish u too la sis.. But how to call u.. U skolah, exam lah dudette.. nanti aku call dalam 11 sec, kau tak blaja, maner boleh.. Sayang kau jugak..Muacks.. PIMP baby yeah..

:: sarah ::
Hoi sweet.. Ahahha.. tengok the mood lah kan.. Great to see ya at hockey..

Yana:
I miss u too chica.. *hugz*..

fiLzY:
Hei Bik Cinone.. Abisla.. makin rami oink oink kat Spore tak lama lagi.. Wohohohoh.. U take care too.. Mish ya too.. See ya later.. With Baba Zai.. Wakakaka..

NEWS:
Do come down and support the finalists of Suntec Dance Competition today at 6pm, Fountain of Wealth.. Im shure all will do great..
All the best to all my friends, Unknown Remix, Jade J, Fantastic One, The Groove, Syafiq, Kimmie and Wussup.. The others too all the best.. Will be screaming out for all my friends and the best too..

Yesterday Friday the 16 Sept 05 --> Jb lai..

2005-09-17T13:51:00.000+08:00

Like finally.. The last recapment (Is there such a word?!)..

Woke up quite early.. Go Johor Baru with my parents reluctantly.. By right, I had my own plans.. Morning go 2hrs session, afternoon watch movie with Spidey and evening to Faithworks Audition with Zek.. By left, no space for any of the mentioned..

Go JB to tailor my Hari Raya clothes.. Thats the objective.. Oh, Zek got sore eyes and thus i postponed the audition to sunday instead.. Speedy recovery bro.. Well, here was the actual itinery.. First stop was at camera shop to repair mum's camera but too ex.. Went to buy breakfast.. Then recce again for camera shops but most do not do repairs or too ex so decided to repair it at S'pore.. Then rested at my family house at Taman Baiduri.. I went to my favourite DVD TV and watched "Long time dead" and "Charlie's angels" while waiting for my dad to sembahyang jumaat before we moved to the original objective..

At 3pm, we went to Giant.. I bought hazelnut snail bread and twist cheese bread.. *Yum yum*..

Next stop was at Lakin where my mum had baju kurung mended and I had my baju raya tailored.. I designed my own style and passed it to the lady.. *Haha*.. U will know soon.. I looiiikkee.. The lady told me Im the only one with that design for now.. *Woohoo*.. Hope it will turn out better this time.. Hated last yr's.. Like playing rugby.. *Sheesh*..

After all, went to makan.. I ate mee bandung and milo ice.. Hot.. Too much milk.. Done, went off to buy mum's book "Saji".. My parents encouraged me to buy back home a burger in case I got hungry.. *Wakaka*.. So bought a daging burger and some peanuts.. The abang-abangs there very gatal.. Kenyit mata ajer kerja diorang.. *Haha*.. Kekek la..

Then off to home.. Msged Spidey couldnt make it.. I reached home at 7 plus.. Watched TV, pray n all.. Thought of blogging but darn VIRUS wasted my time.. So, decided to shut it and watched TV.. I dint know friday shows were daymmnn.. "Fear Factor", "Azura" - some Ogie Ahmad Daud's films, "Survivor-Guetemala" and "Phone".. Im so gonna attached to home for every Monday and Friday.. Im booked!

Okie peeps.. Stay tune for today k..

Thursday, 15 Sept 05 --> All rounders..

2005-09-17T13:13:00.000+08:00

Like again.. Here goes..

Woke up super early.. Thanked to Yasir for waking me up.. Get ready and all, meet up with them at Eunos last cabin.. They were super late.. Yasir msged me and I board the train to find out that they were not in the cabin.. Called them and found out they would call me once reached.. *Sheesh*.. I should have not board the train.. Theres this cute guy who sat beside me at Eunos station.. I managed to peep at him from the side view.. He resembled my cutie idol, Nicholas Saputra in "Ada Apa Dengan Cinta?".. The same hair, same face shape.. *Ooooohhhhh*.. Thanx ah members.. *Debush*..

Met them at Aljunied instead.. Happy, Yasir, Fandi, Ain, Ruslan and Ain's 3 other friends.. All the way to Jurong East pool.. Learn swimming again from Happy and Yasir.. Thanx guys.. Enjoy the slides and wave.. At 1.30pm, I went off, leaving the peeps.. Ate alone at KFC before proceeding home..

I slept like a pig in the train.. *Wekeke*.. Funny la.. Dont want to say.. Reached home, quickly packed my bag for hockey and off to Fengshan CC.. Met the kiddos and with Aysah.. *Yeah*.. She looked good.. Lurve to teach these kiddos.. The cutest beings.. Everything wrapped up..

After that, headed to CCAB, Bukit Timah for hockey.. Met Hana in the bus and talked throughout the journey.. *Woohoo*.. Long time no see.. Sampai penat mulut aku.. Great to see ya sis.. Talked about almost everything that we missed since the last meeting.. Hot stuffs.. Especially bout ppl talking behind my back.. Wonder why this ppl love me so much to even talk behind me when we dont even bother bout each other.. *Haha*.. Crazie, they made my day.. Hockey gal n her self-disciple.. Like usual.. Jealousy.. For no reason..

Sarah was late.. Hana and I were sweating out like a bulldozer out at the pitch.. *Woohoo*.. Zee surprised to see me.. Hug her.. Missed her soo much.. Mis was super cute when she saw me.. Luvly.. We played and darn my hockey is rusty but hey my touch is still there.. I scored a goal.. A slow-mo goal.. *Weeeee*.. I wished Nurul was here.. We could have big gathering.. Coach thanked for coming.. No prob, Im back for good.. Caroline, newcomer --> Welcomed sweetie.. Jo sarcasticly yet cheery asked me some predictable questions.. "Its seems like 3 years".. "Im just away for like months".. Yep, Im back for good.. But not for Premier.. Im fighting for Div 2.. I wanna train with Hana, Sarah, Nurul, Saro, Lily n all.. I want to have fun while playing, not cramped up and be stressed in playing.. For DIV 2..

Went home after all.. Talked to Sarah non-stop throughout the journey.. Missed her la.. Shes mad at the Mouth-Blabbering hockey gal and her disciple especially.. Hey, Im chill with it.. Shes sweet la, isnt she..

Nice meeting with all my pitch bitches especially Hana, Sarah, Zee, Mis, Sarah Martins, Chew Wee, Zarah, Nadia and pls Nurul sista, I see u on upcomin thursday k.. Not forgetting Kaanthan, he powerla.. Nice playing with him.. Muacks n hugs..

See u all at PIMP.. *Woohoo*.. CANT WAIT!!!

Wednesday, 14 Sept 05 --> Kiddos, Swensens.. LURVE EM..

2005-09-17T12:33:00.000+08:00

Recapping the moments like again..

Woke up quite early when Yasir msged me what time to meet n all.. So I told him to meet at 1pm at the curb.. Yasir was quite reluctant to go but he decided to go because of me.. I felt bad.. Like suddenly, I decided not to go.. Furthermore I got the kiddos to be trained up for their graduation.. In da end, after much discussion with Yasir, we both decided to back out.. So informed Remy and bye to Signals..

Watched DVDs instead.. "Yamakasi" and "Taxi".. Super cool shit.. Oh yah, initially I like Spider because of his sweetness approach to his gf.. After I watched much closely to the story, Musicman and Baseball were like awesome.. Oh god, should I eva admit that Im beginning to like Chau Belle Dihn already though hes a chinese?! *Haha*.. Dont get me wrong.. I love Musicman for his skills.. I think hes the best.. But Baseball like oh my god.. I did stared at him on the tv while mesmerizing.. *Wakaka*.. He got sharp cutie features la.. Couldnt resist.. As for Taxi, Queen Latifah rawk my sox man.. And her taxi, daymmnn.. Hey, I admired the 4 robber ladies.. They were awesomely power bitches.. I must say, they inspired me because of their intelligence, essence and skills.. Cool shit la they..

After all, get ready and met my kiddos.. Im alone again for my dear friend Aysah met with an accident.. Speedy recovery gal.. Like finally, the choreo's DONE.. And the kiddos were cute.. The supervisor thanked me with a big pat on my arms.. They were luvly bunch of peeps.. Great working with em.. Not forgetting my Missy was BANG.. She cool la..

Went home after that and watched TV.. Ard 8pm plus, while watching Charmed, get ready to go out and meet up with my adik Shinobi.. Hes treating me and Yasir for our birthday treats, dats what he claimed.. My dad decided to sent me to TM since Kak Linda also on the same way.. *Woohoo*.. Reached bout 9.10pm and Im the first to arrive, followed by adik and his friend.. Went to Swensens.. Yasir came along.. We ate the $26 promo, 4 ice cream with US Dip Fries.. Adik, his friend and I had banana splits while Yasir had frozen choco sundae, I think.. *Yummylicious*.. But we were still hungry.. *Wakaka*.. So we ordered the prawn and the rodeo wings.. I LURVE the PRAWNS.. *Slurpsssss*.. Everything under budget of $50.. My adik was like, "Korang nak beli ape2, beli lah, asalkan jgn exceed $50.. Aku yang bayar".. *Woohoo*..

After all, we went to interchange and they accompanied till my bus came.. Met their friend there.. My bus came and I waved goodbye when suddenly I saw their friend.. Oh gosh.. Dont want to say.. *Gerammmm*.. *Wakaka*..

Tuesday the 13 Sept 05 --> Workout..

2005-09-17T12:14:00.000+08:00

If I can still recall.. Lemme see..

Supposedly, there was this Signals Open House but Yasir told me its the following day.. Hmmm, I confirm with Remy but no reply.. Oh yah, I managed to ask Yasir along.. *Wekeke*.. In da end, out of desperation, I called ma'am Devi and found out it was the following day.. Lucky me I have not prepared else I would be M-A-D.. So yah, its on the 14th, reach HQ by 1.45pm, in No.4..

Well, since the stocks were completed the day before, I end up with more rest and nothing to do.. Lazing at home, internet surfing and tv..

Did have a plan by Fate n Yasir to go to Hougang gym at 4pm.. Not interested at all.. Unless, they have a gymnast kind of gym.. I dont really work out with machines.. So, enjoy peeps..

Go developed the digital prints and went off for 2 hrs workout.. As usual, from home to reservoir, warm up, run the whole 4.3km non-stop, statics, walk to traffic light and ran back home non-stop.. But the walking distance I took from home to reservoir was super long.. I decided to walk from one end of Bedok Town Park to the other end.. By the time I wanted to run, I was half dead.. But I made it through.. Thanx Aswandy again for the bestest companion..

Reached home and rest while watching the chinese dragon show.. Shui LingLong is cute la, better off with Li Bin rather than Yan Chen and White Dragon.. Bath, pray and internet surfing again.. Dats about it.. Boring rite?! I thought so..

Okie, signal men, here I come..

Monday blues, 12 Sept 05 --> Raining man..

2005-09-15T00:21:00.000+08:00

Monday monday monday.. Bad start of the week.. Here goes..

Spidey sent me to work.. Gave him 2 Danon chocos.. Thanx Spidey for the ride.. Working with Alvina and sometimes with Mr R.. Kak Da couldnt make to work cos her mum is sick.. Bought new lenses during lunch and ate tapau mee goreng mama..

Finally we finished everything 5 mins after 6pm.. Supposedly to meet up with Spidey as he sending me to SCC for my election night.. At 6pm sharp, it was raining thunderously.. Sorry Spidey for the troubles.. Proceed to bedok MRT.. Chaos situation.. FLOODED! Thanx god, I was wearing flip flop.. Reached city hall, the rain was even more fiercer.. Called Ben for help and finally met up with a newbie who was also attending the election night.. Took taxi to SCC..

Major renovation and changes to SCC.. Okie, cut short, I changed to my dress and eventually found the cleavage part a bit too low.. *Gosh*.. Forget it, took my belongings and proceed to the tentside.. There received my envelope and talked to the director.. *Sheesh*.. Ate few cheeseballs and orange juice.. Then off to change and met up with Spidey.. He sent me home.. Thanx again Spidey..

Reached home and all, watched my fav shows.. The Incredible Tales --> This chinese lil gal talking in indian.. Cool stuff.. Not really scary.. Just plain interesting.. Finally, ANTM.. I felt for Kahlen.. Shes enduring and tried her best.. Her wrath picture said it all.. I love the 7 deadly sins theme.. "SLOTH (Brittany), PRIDE (Michelle), GREEDY (Tatiana), LUST (Christina), GLUTTON (Kayleen), ENVY (Naima) and WRATH (Kahlen).. Pity Tatiana.. Shes out..

Rested on my bed while reading Ujang.. Thought of calling Spidey but in da end, I overslept..

Sunday the 11 Sept 05 --> Balik Singapore..

2005-09-14T23:25:00.000+08:00

Recapping sunday's post pulak.. Jeng jeng jeng..

Received a wake up call at 5.45am.. Mizaro sleeping soundly.. *Idiot*.. Then I slept back, like normal.. Mum woke me up through phone.. Wonder how she knows I will wake up when a phone call is make.. Anyways, I woke up, bath and pray and getting ready to go for breakfast.. Oh yah, been ages since I wore G-Max red t-shirt.. It was last yr on Fiz' Bday when I bought it..

At breakfast, I ate mee hoon goreng, 2 half scrambled eggs, 2 pieces of bread each whipped with margarine and cornspread and orange juice.. *Marvellously delicious*.. Took pictures here and there.. And yup, Im wearing back my lenses.. *Cari maut*.. My ear is not used to wearing specs for long..

Finished everything, went back to the room.. Mizaro and I melepas.. *Lega*.. After which, we took pictures and video of me doing handstand, cartwheel and she doing freeze.. Inspired by yesterday la..

After all, we went downstair and wait for our coach.. Was actually mad cos I can like watch "Xiaolin Showdown" before checking out.. Mum super kanchiong.. *Bluerghh*.. Took pictures here and there and off from the hotel..

First drop was at Chocolate Boutique.. *Woohoo*.. Bought 4 Danon chocos and get 1 free (2 almonds, 3 assortments).. I pay.. Lucky me, I psycho my mum to buy the "Excellent" chocos.. *Wakaka*.. Mum very rich mah.. Spend la sekali sekala.. I still prefer my white chocos but super ex.. *Boohoohoo*..

Second drop was at Masjid India where we get to shop for kain, clothes.. Oh my gosh, at first glance, I have fallen for this kain.. Ok, my mum went there and checked it out but it super ex.. Nvm, we go somewhere and not long, we came back again.. Go somewhere again, this time, my dad bought a slip-on sandal he desired.. Not long, we came back again, without my dad who searching for a rattan bag.. *Muahaha*.. Finally, we bought 1 black net with orange lining for me and its the super ex --> RM350, pink net and blue lining for Kak Linda that cost RM150 and RM40 for Mizaro, a black lining, all after bargain..

Then we meet up at 1pm with mum's friends and we ate at Sogo Foodcourt.. I bought a super ex nasi goreng ayam and a milo drink..

Back in the bus, there was this bday celebration and lucky draw.. I got no 11, my fav.. *Woohoo*.. But I dint win.. *Bluergghh*..

Third stop was at makan place where my mum bought for me burger daging cheese and nasi goreng cina.. I ate em in the bus.. *Yummylicious*..

Next was the custom.. *Haha*.. To think we cut queue and I can like be sarcastic at them when they pushed me.. We all thought there were 2 queues.. End up, its combined to one.. Another custom also the same.. *Aiyoh*..

The coach dropped some at Clementi and last to Bedok Interchange.. Bid our goodbyes to mum's friends and took taxi back home..

*Special thanx to our coach guide, Mr Ram for being such a wonderful jovial, joker and sarcastic one.. Enjoy la.. Not forgetting to my mum's friends, best la u all.. *Wekeke**..

Saturday the 10 of Sept 05 --> KL Menjerit..

2005-09-13T22:42:00.000+08:00

Recapping my last saturday's post..

Woke up very early in the morning, bath, pray and get ready to overseas.. So my parents, Mizaro and I went out of the house at 7am plus and headed to bedok interchange, princess and there I saw quite a no of makciks and pakciks waiting for the KL coach.. Okie, being a filial sister, I treat Mizaro to McDonald.. Havent taken breakfast and was very hungry ok.. Bought sausage mcmuffin for me and 2 hashbrowns for her..

Board the coach and off to Clementi to pick up some ppl before proceeding to custom.. 3 buses on the way to KL, so there was like more people.. Great.. My weekend is spent with no guys to ooze at.. *Muahaha*.. Kidding la.. So, Aswandy accompanied me throughout my journey.. Great baby I have right.. My Sierra died after reaching the other side..

Ok, the custom like taking half of my time whereas my parents like done with it, including Mizaro.. *Sheesh*.. So I changed lane and it was much faster.. And the custom guy was like "Cik Fidah, tolong tukar gambar anda.. Anda dah besar, lawa pulak tu.. Gambar passport dah berzaman.. Jgn lupa tukar k".. *Bluerghahaha*.. Aku kene sindir lah ni..

First stop was at some makan place for breakfast.. Ate burger daging, lil bit of mum's mee hoon and drank milo packet.. Oh yah, met my very own Bravo 42nd intake buddy, Hafiz East.. Sihat dier.. Suddenly remembered of the times we spent together with the other CLTs at NZ especially on the Valentines Day where we all slept at the grass and him as our mattress.. *Wakaka*..

Second stop was at makan place also for lunch.. Had a mee hoon soup and milo ice.. Bought small pieces of honeydew for dessert..

Third stop was at the clothes, furniture stuffs.. Boredom.. So my mama, Mizaro and I went to go at the makan place and eat ABC.. *Wakaka*..

Then next stop was at this resting place for us to go toilet and back to bus..

Next was at Petaling Jaya Chinatown.. Only Mizaro bought a shoe, high cut black all-star.. Old school lah she.. Oh yah, last min, she needed double A Energizer batteries and I found my White Chocolate.. *Woohoo*.. Nice.. My mum's friends were very craziee.. They sang and dance like super cuties la..

Last stop from the bus was at the Hotel International Kuala Lumpur.. Like finally.. Checked in, rushed to bath and headed for dinner.. Wore a nice dress like teacher.. *Wakaka*.. I ate nasi with kentangs, ayam and fishballs.. Not forgetting plain warm water and honeydew for dessert again.. *Yummy*..

Then went off jalan2.. Loads of makan place jus outside the hotel.. Took monorail from Chow Kit to Bukit Bintang.. Heard dat Bukit Bintang is like Petaling jaya Chinatown but a smaller version.. Well, on the way there, I took some pics of the KLCC Twin Tower and the other tower.. Niceeee.. Lurve it..

Once reached, saw loads of ska peeps.. Scary man.. Maybe cos I was like shocked.. Its just like Orchard in Spore.. Walked to a shopping center and one of my mum's friends bought a comfy shoe.. Walked the opposite and saw a crowd surrounding the place.. My mum's friend was like "Skateboarders, skateboarders".. *Haha*.. It was "Breakdancers".. Breaking at this small place and everybody crowd around to see their moves.. Cool stuffs.. How I wished I could join in the fun.. Wanted to record them but scared cos Im an outsiders and they might not like it.. *Sigh*.. Now I wished I could do some breaking..

Then on da way back to hotel, I bought daging burger, mee maggi and kickapoo.. My mum's friends decided to have supper and so we ate.. I ate mee hailam shared with Mizaro and mum.. I drank milo ice again..

Back to hotel, I ate my burger while watching TV and off to bed.. ZzzzzzZZZZ..

Do notice I ate a lot in one day.. YES, just one day.. Wonder why my stomach neva bulge and I have not melepas okie.. *Mampus*.. Great fetish for food?!

STAY TUNE FOR ANOTHER OLD POST..

Friday the 9 of Sept 05 --> Moment of funness..

2005-09-13T21:24:00.000+08:00

Lemme recapped my last friday..

Woke up and get ready for work.. Spidey is giving me a ride to work.. Unfortunately, my parents were going out at the same timing I usually go out and so, i decided to wait another few mins more.. They were going overseas.. I informed Spidey of my prob.. And 10 mins later, Im off to meet Spidey and guess what.. I received an unknown call.. It happened to be MY DAD.. My dad was like "Where are you?" Im waiting for u at the bus stop, thought of sending u to work.." *Wakaka*.. I reached my workplace dad.. "So fast? What were u wearing? Aren't u taking bus at this bus stop? Are u wearing black pants?" *Bluerghahaha*.. Well dad, Im not where u thought I was.. Infact, no longer that bus stop and no, not black pants.. *Muahaha*..

Back to work with Kak Da and Alvina.. Work non-stop till 3pm.. Skipped lunch again.. Went off to the kindergarten at Bedok, near bedok stadium.. Teaching the kids hip hop for their graduation..

As usual, the 30 kids were super cute.. But my superstar boy was sick cos hes like forgot here, shy there and speechless, so ermm, tired looking "oh-dont-talk-to-me-cos-i-got-no-mood" kind.. *Haha*.. Okie, and so, the kids left with 2 more songs to complete the whole "more than 3 min song".. 2 hrs session, recapped the "Oh oh", "Its ok" and "I believe (beats)".. The kids were super duper good.. *Haha*.. Taught them "Cuppy cup cake" and there, within 2 min, they got it.. *WOW*.. Next lesson, complete the last 2 songs..

Spidey fetching me after the teaching.. Off we went to TM for a movie "Perfect Catch".. Greatness.. Bought 2 cup corns, meant for me alone.. *Muahaha*.. Spidey bought combo of sweet popcorn and vanilla coke (my choice).. And as usual, I ate some of the pop sorn and drank half of the coke.. *Wekeke*..

"Perfect Catch" is just great with Demi Moore.. Shes cute.. A good rated of 3 over 5.. And so after the show, trying so hard to find an optician.. Yes, its due to my right eye.. It was really in great pain.. At one moment, i thought Im gonna lose an eye due to my negligence in taking care of my eyes.. Thanx dad and Spidey for helping.. Jus not make my day when I went to see my spec shop but its closed and same goes to my doctor.. *Sheesh*..

Im wearing a roughly "7 year old" spectacles.. I guess the lenses I wore had overdue way long.. Gotta get a new lenses.. *Wakaka*..

STAY TUNE FOR NEXT POST..

Eye sore.. Hmmm..

2005-09-08T23:33:00.000+08:00

As my right eye is suffering from an infection and its badly sored, I just cut short my today's entry..

Supposedly to hitch a ride from Spidey but it was raining so I decided to cancel the appointment and so, Spidey can have more rest..
Reached work, Kak Da, Alvina and me did more than 15 cartons, exactly i dunno cos I left at 5pm to get ready for NDP 05 Tampines Celebration.. Skipped lunch.. Very cute, hilarious moments with the ladies today talking bout ghosts, etc..
Spidey fetched me back home.. Thankiu Spidey.. Eat a little, rest, bath and get ready..

In blue dress, black shawl, black handbag and black heels, waited for Aza at home till 7.35pm.. Met him at the carpark and headed to Bliss Garden Restaurant at Singapore Expo, Hall 3.. Was supposedly to be one of the VIPs to receive the token of appreciation but Aza email the RVSP late.. Makan2, take pictures, go home.. Thankiu Aza..

*My right eye is in pain.. Thanx to Kak Da, Alvina, Mr R, Spidey, Aza and Zek for the concerns.. I will do something about it k.. Thankiu all..*

Spidey's POP (Passing Out Parade)..

2005-09-07T23:30:00.000+08:00

As usual, reached work on time and of course, Kak Da nd Alvina were already in.. Kelvin got paper today so all the best to him.. Continued on the D-Link phones with Mr R.. Haha.. Kak Da told Mr R that I complained to my sayangs that he bullied me.. Mr R was like super upset (like real) and was extra nice to me today.. SHEESH!

Ard 10.42am, the phone call took a long time to work and besides there are quite a no of phones queueing to be tested.. So, I went down too the bakery and buy 2 cheese bread.. YUMMY! When I reached back to work, there are still some phones awaiting for its "Testoperation"..

Poor Alvina as she have to handle the phones alone with Mr R and her aunt since Kak Da and I left work at 1pm.. Its Spidey's and Kak Da's son's POP (Passing Out Parade).. So we took a cab, headed down to pasir ris interchange and met up with her husband, Spidey's mum and bro..
Took the Pulau Tekong bus - invitation inspection..
Reached the SAF Ferry Terminal - bag and body scanned, IC scanned..
To Pulau Tekong, greeted by the breezy wind..
To theaterette - watched a video with some celebs like Vincent, a commando, and Tay Ping Hui, some high ranking officer, some other activities done by the privates and lastly PCK series..
Lastly to Parade Square - so-called PDS (Precision Drill Squad) performed for the pre-parade segment, CSM, right markers of the companies, Bronco (Spidey and Kak Da's Farhan), Cougar, Falcon, Hawk and Jaguar, GOH, check parade, best coy winners, speech, march pass, re entry of graduants, put on caps by parents, meet up cum phototaking, performances by the graduants, final photos and depart from Tekong..

Will like to congratulate Spidey for his passing out from 2 months of BMTC.. Congrats to Farhan too tho I only know him as Kak Da's son..
Merit congratulations to my NCC intake, Cheang Ian - Bronco Coy Best and Chen Yen Shun - Hawk Coy Best..

Met Patrick Cina and some of my NCC friends too.. Haha.. Small world.. Spidey's getting darker and blacker.. Haha.. He looks good.. Had a great time basically..

Depart tekong, took ferry back to Changi Terminal, took Pulau Tekong bus to pasir ris interchange and headed home by bus 21 with Spidey n family..

Reached home, do the neccessary, watch the 7pm Channel 8 show, Charm and DVD "One Missed Call"..

*All the best to my dear Dzul tomorrow.. Hes admitting to Tekong.. Haha.. One by one se.. Take care of ur health and dont strain or exert urself.. Not worth it.. Take care, miss n muacks..*

Happiness GRIN.. CRANKEEE..

2005-09-06T23:39:00.000+08:00

I reached on time again to work.. Haha.. Kak Da and Alvina were there already.. Later came in Kelvin and Raymond.. So as usual, we did the remaining HST phones.. And like again, I got bullied with the "hidden censored" words by the 3 wisers, lead by Mr R.. SHEESH!

Lunch time, woohoo! I tell u why.. We went to the foodcourt behind and I ate mee siam and my very own ice kacang flava.. LURVELY!

Then back to work, we continued the last few cartons.. As usual, eat biscuits, prunes and whatever is placed on the table.. Soon enough, we have to do D-LINK phones.. YUCKS! But its my dear dzul's favourite la.. Like mampus kan bau dier.. Spoiled stailed milk! BAU SUSU BASI!

After work, Kak Da and I met up with my dear.. Haha.. He was like there outside the building, waiting.. Punctual okie.. So we took Bus, heading to Simpang Bedok for dinner.. Met up with my sayang Darran.. Hahah.. Lots of dear n sayang ahh.. My friends la.. Friendly love can.. I ate roti john special which I shared with Kak Da and an ice chocolate with ice cream on it.. YUMMY! Talk as much as we can.. Which my dad called me up to meet up for family dinner and I have to sadly depart from my seat, from Kak Da, Darran and especially my "soon-to-be-army-boy" dear..

My stomach gruelling to release when on the way to my family dinner cum "Kak Linda's birthday celebration".. Once reached, salam and headed to toilet.. Haha.. Biasa jugak business smooth sailing.. Wakaka.. Once done, ordered baby kailan with beef and ice mineral water.. LAZAT!

After eating, sent my 1st sis to Tampines and met up with Haslam to get the Tekong ticket.. My bestest buddy Adnan is passing out tomorrow.. Proud of u la boy.. So, Im coming with Kak Da since her son is in the same company as Adnan..

Reached home, bath, clean and here I am internet surfing, chatting with my princess Sarah bout PIMP Party @ MSN, friendster, email, blog-hopping, upload pictures, charged ipod and blogging..

*I thank u Naz for making my day in the early morning.. Tho I had misunderstood u but its all good after we opened up to each other.. Haha.. Friends for long, for eternity..*

Fauzie Laily RAWK today!!!

2005-09-05T23:44:00.000+08:00

Guess what?! After I blogged yesterday, Naz sms me, worrying about me.. Is he for real or what?! I dint bother to reply.. I dunno should I carry on talking to him or not.. *Sigh*..

This morning i was supposedly to be on time but somehow the others reached first.. Haha.. Work with another 2 new members, Kelvin and Alvinia.. Super quiet but after lunch all start to partay.. Thanx to Raymond.. I was bullied by him.. And now Kelvin also did the same thing.. SHEESH!

Aswandy is sick.. I dunno why suddenly it jammed.. I think its the battery.. So much for Ipod Mini but the battery is useless.. Poor Aswandy baby..

Surprisingly, on my way to Bedok MRT, I think I saw Taufik.. Haha.. True enough, we both slowed down our pace and freakin slowly turn to look at each other, right after we have passed each other.. KEKEK kan.. Thinkin whether did we actually see someone that we though whp he/she is? Blahahaha.. Hi bye.. Zoomed..

After work, I went to meet my Darlin Yana at Cityhall and we proceed to Toa Payoh to Mediacorp.. Supporting FAUZIE LAILY for ANUGERAH.. Sms ANU 06.. Hahah.. I spend 5 votes for him.. HE DID IT!!! He went to the next round.. Am sooo proud of Ojie..

Hey, guess what?! U all know about Le Parkour right?! Well, our Le Parkour Practitioner, NAZIR PKTB is a star in Channel News Asia, Berita Suria and Channel 5 News.. His mother is in it too.. No wonder he is super busy to meet up wif me for some trading.. Well, glad hes enjoying every moment of pk and especially when he get supports and blessings from his mother..

Ok, Im sick.. Sick of not getting to date with my "Incredible Tales".. I missed "Midnight Clinic" and "Camping".. D-A-Y-M-N!!! Lucky me, I managed to watch America's Next Top Model.. Pity Tiffany.. Shes easily demoralised and gave up.. Go NAIMA!!!

*To Yana Darlin: Remember my advice and think before you act.. Too much Miss Goodie will bring you to nowhere in this world.. Sometimes, u gotta stand up for ur right and earn it like you deserve it, ok.. Muacks..*

Relaxing moment..

2005-09-04T23:05:00.000+08:00

How did I manage my day today? Hmmm..

Well, after I blogged about yesterday in the morning, I continued to surf the net.. From 11am to 5pm.. Guess wat did I do? As usual, check email, friendster, ipod update, blog-hoppin and search for songs.. Not forgetting chattin wif some of my buddies in MSN..

Supposedly to meet up with Zul to watch his soccer match but I was at woodlands and he is at punggol and my side is raining stray cat and bulldog.. Sorry k.. Some other day I supposed..

Decided to go for this Acting Audition this comin friday with Zek.. Anyone wants to follow.. Its a non-profitable programme.. No harm trying right.. Tag or sms me k..

In the evening, went to Swensens at Woodlands wif my younger sis, 1st sis, bro in law n his family.. 7 of us.. I ate Hot U.S. Fries, Chocolate Milk Shake and Banana Split.. Woaaahh.. Stomach full.. Thanx sis for the yummy treat.. Anyway, Happy Advanced Birthday Dear Kak Linda.. May ur dreams come true sweetie..

Go window shopping for a while after eating and saw this Red Jacket, SUPERRRRR NICEEE okie.. Its in red, sleeveless and hood.. Venue: SportsLink @ Causeway Point.. Brand: PureLime.. Cost: $119.00.. No wonder when I asked the salesgirl about the top, she was hesistant to show me.. I thought of buying it lor.. It super EX.. She told me the top is imported from Germany and that makes it expensive.. Even the tank top, supposedly to be the cheapest top, cost about at least $70 plus.. Okie, I gave up.. I decided to make my own top wif that kind of style.. Mind you, I DONT GO SHOPPING.. I hate it.. So, it will be surprised if I like something and it cost a B-O-M-B!!!

Went home about 9pm and here I am blogging.. While watching "A Date With The Vampire 111", chatting wif my Bestie Nurul Sista and surfing the net..

*Thanx to all who have comfort me.. Thankiu sooo much.. Needed that..*

... ... ... Yesterday ... ... ...

2005-09-04T11:03:00.000+08:00

Morning everyone.. Jus woke up from slumber pain.. Lemme blog bout yesterday..

After prayer, went to jog at Bedok Reservoir Park.. Been a long time since I run.. I jogged more than 5km i guess.. Jogged from the playground to the static stations, did all the stations, rest by walking and continued run all the way home.. Lucky for me i had Aswandy to accompany me.. My new baby name.. Must be wondering who is Aswandy right? Haha.. Aswandy is my Blue Baby Mini IPOD!!! If only it is a guy.. Haha.. Great companion throughout my journey.. it took me almost 2 hr.. Once reached home, guess what.. I was locked outside for 10 mins.. My sisters slept like a log, my mum was in the toilet.. Greatness.. Super tired ok.. Kinda like doing the jog again.. Oh yah, not forgetting, my phone has a name too.. Its a girl.. Sierra, my toughest roughest Siemens handphone..

After bath, sleep and all, I watched TV.. Playing my hair with the straightener.. Haha.. I dunno how to man.. Packed my bag to sleep over at my sis' house.. Went off to Suntec for the final heat and the results..

Dint join my clique, Zek, Yati, Din, Farhan n Baby to watch "Longest Yard" at Suntec.. Sorry peeps..

Met my super Bestie, Nurul sista and her lovey dovey dam dam at Suntec Dance.. Hug her ok.. Then we gossip gossip, teasing people and chit chatting here and there.. Great to see ya darling..

Mingled and mixed with Mag, Dan, Xiao Pei, Toby, Dien, Alex, James, Alvin, Charlene and Royston.. Managed to say Hi to Thaiz, Amin, Kimmie and all but was too late to meet the Bibiks.. :p

This last Suntec heat was superb.. I realised way long my team had no chance to go final.. If we do, I will cry n definitely cut my hair.. If we dont, I kinda expected it.. In anyways, I just accept the fact..

The result for the Solo Juniors was cut down from 8 to 5 finalists:-
Shazran
Sophia
Viknesh
Lil Zirah
Syereen

The result for the Solo Open Category, 8 finalists are:-
Groove (Zaihar en_Route)
Jade J (James Jade)
Fantastic 1 (Elly BAD)
Syafiq (45th Street)
Kimmie (Hakim SDC)
Pop Octo (Daniel Hakim UCO)
ND Smudge
Randy (Trivalation)

The result for the Group Open Category, 8 group finalists are:-
M.A.T.K Incorporated (Shazran, Liyana, Trisya, Suzanna n others)
NRA Lush (Tina, Orange n others)
Da Street Souls (Jin n others)
Unknown Remix (Zaihar, Kimmie, Thaiz, Taj Lee, Jup n Amin)
Steezers
Nu X's
Wuzzup (Maybelle, Carol n others - Ryan's Team)
Transwave

Now u all know the results, DONT ASK ME AGAIN.. Irritated!

After that, I dint bother to take my goodies and meet up with Din n Zek.. Was too late to meet Yati, Farhan n Baby.. Sorry.. Was in pain at the stomach for I ate only breakfast throughout the day.. Well I ate at MacDonalds and went off by 10.30pm..

I was lost at my own world after the suntec thingy.. Im hopeless n sad.. Not because of suntec but everything dat happened in my life.. Lucky Zek is there to hear me out.. I almost shed tears in the train on my way to my sis' home.. My hopes are crushed, my stomach pain worsened..

I WANNA BE ALONE!
I WANNA BE ALL BY MYSELF!
I WANNA SHED TEARS!

Dats all for yesterday.. Stay tune for todays blog at nite.. Bye..

Raining, Hippo Eater, Diarrhoea.. Wat a day!

2005-09-02T23:16:00.000+08:00

Haha, guess what?! Rite after i blogged my yesterday's post, Naz msg me.. Hohoho.. Scolded him to da max.. Haha..

Okie, bout today.. Ermm.. Look at the title.. It says a lot right.. Well here goes.. I was on time for work, started to eat biscuits while doing the phones, like usual.. Today's weather is super cold.. Keeps raining throughout the day.. Well, after lunch is the time where I started to have diarrhoea.. I ate a lot ok.. Nasi goreng seafood.. My 'own-flava' ice kacang.. But thanx to the 3rd appetizer, banana, I barely survived at the toilet for half an hour or so.. Hahah.. Not forgetting that this company will always have a celebration for month birthdays, newcomers n others on every first friday of the month.. So tiramisu cake is my last dessert.. Haha.. Almost, I say again, almost reached to the diarrhoea stage.. But then again, I need to have a fully 'satisfying' date with my own homely cubicle.. Haha.. Sounds disgusting right.. Like I care huh.. :p

Supposedly to have a date with my ol' buddy Dzul together with Kak Da n Darran before Dzul becomes 'Greenman' but Dzul cant make it.. He has a personal problem.. "I hope u have a speedy recovery k dear.." I hope he gets to defer man.. He needs a lot of rest..

Well, after work, went to meet Naz to pass his gift.. So yah, as expected we barely looked at each other.. I passed him the stuff n went off.. Don't really know how to react after seeing him.. Kinda weird when im so close to him on the phone but yet cant seem to look at him face to face.. Im used to it, believe it or not.. Well, I hope this will be the last meeting.. The last one.. Don't feel like talking to him on the phone already.. Im hiding myself from him now.. Take care Naz..

Reached home, clean up myself, pray and watch tv.. I watched "Enot" again.. Haha.. Cute la the story.. Got me shedding tears for a while.. Watched "Trading Spouses" and "Extreme Makeover".. Oh yah, not forgetting, I ate Nasi kicap sambal sotong, ribena drink for dinner and had 2 beef burgers and a HL milk for supper.. Habis ahh.. Melepas Lagi pat toilet!!

BIG NEWS:-
1) Come and support your favourite climbers for the Competition at SP Rock Wall (I think) tomorrow, 3 Sept 05, at any time.. It starts early morning (I guess).. All the best!! All I know Izzat n Alfiyan are competing at late morning..
2) Do come down to Suntec Dance Competition tomorrow, 3 Sept 05, and witness the final heat and the FINALISTS R-E-S-U-L-T !!!
Venue: Outside Suntec Tower 5, Outside Giodarno
Time: 6pm
All the best for tomorrow.. Result will be out too.. OH MY GOSH!!!

*Im nervous about tomorrow.. Im not sure if Raiders can make it to the Suntec Finals.. If we do, I will definitely make sure we doubly work hard for the finals n whatsmore, I will definitely cut my hair.. I made a promise.. If we dint success, its ok cos I know we had tried our best.. No regrets dancing with my Raiders.. Thanx Dien, Toby, Alex, Cheryl, James and not forgetting those people who play an important part for Raiders, Mag, Dan, Mari and Eugene.. I love u guys!*

Rewelcoming 2005 1st Post

2005-09-01T23:37:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone!!! I know its been ages since I update this blog.. Well, the 1st 2005 post, 1st Sept.. Hahaha.. Couple of things to say..

Firstly, I wanna wish one of my bestest buddies in NCC, 42nd Intake, a S/CLT, none other than Baby's property, Md NurFarhan, a very "Happy 20th Birthday"! Welcome to da club bro.. May all ur wishes come true!!!

Secondly, I wanna take this opportunity to wish all Teachers esp my Bedok West Pri, Bedok Town Sec n anyone who had taught me in one way or another, a very "Happy Teachers Day"!

Today's programme:-
I went to work at MediaRing, as usual, working with Kak Da for the whole 8 hr completing 16 cartons n 4 boxes.. Gangho rite.. Only 2 ppl do but finished up 16 cartons.. Dats like 4 ppl's work ok..
The wind is super breezy.. I like.. After lunch, it just keep raining.. Surprisingly, Im not cold n I did not wear jacket.. But Im super hippo eater.. I ate a lot today at work..
After work, went to meet the craziest gfs, Sab n Yati at Tampines Mall.. Met Sab's friends dat happened to be my BTS seniors.. Hahah.. Funny.. Ate at KFC, shop for Yati's bottle n Sab's sling pouch but in the end, Sab's friend bought a necklace.. Hahah.. Then we separated at 9pm plus..
Reached home, my craze for toilet is accomplished.. Hahah.. My sis found the NIE PPT Test for interested PE Teacher at Newspaper - My Dream! Then bath, eat while watch "Enot".. Similar Cinderella malay version VCD..

*Naz, I hope u could at least call me using payphone.. Im sooo mad at u ok.. I need to pass u something, idiot..*

*Fai, I dont want to talk to u again.. Ur such a good example of an arrogant childish "romeo" guy..*

Oh yah, as u all can see, the blog's theme is like about playa.. Jus dont ask what, why, how, what, where, when.. All u can know is Im being played by a playa.. Dats all.. Toodles..

Lastly, I love all my peeps.. I miss y'all.. Can we meet up soon.. I sooo gonna do something bout dis.. Keep a lookout.. U might be a VIP in my bloggie.. Muacks..

28 Dec 04 (Tuesday) --> 1 more day to Orchard Park Performance..

2004-12-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

Fusion X rehearsin one more time after sch before the real thang.. Cant wait to see "The Groovers" - Isham's students.. As usual, at Istana Park, rehearsin like crazee.. Hope, it will be a blast again jus like the Sg Hip hop Fest 04.. The place's full of crowd at Orchard Park.. Shake dat thang..

Written on 10 June 05 (Friday), 9.13pm..

27 Dec 04 (Monday) --> Forgetful on Funka Briefin..

2004-12-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

I was schoolin.. Yep, I was.. How could I eva forget to inform the Funka Organiser dat non of FX members could make it to the briefin.. Realised it after Faridah called me at about 7pm plus.. *Waaarrgghh*.. Quickly called the organiser and apologised.. Lucky they understand and will inform me more about the details.. *Lucky me*.. Okie, back to wateva I was doing back then..

Written on 16 May 05 (Monday), 1.01am..

26 Dec 04 (Sun) --> Christmas Dance Pract + Memorable Pics..

2004-12-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

We were really practising hard, enjoying ourself rite after sch/work.. Meet up at Istana Park/Punggol CC/Lin's sis' area and had boogie practice all nite.. Orchard Christmas Show, wait for us aiight.. Fusion X comin to bim bam kaboom.. Heard dat Isham's students are also performin too.. Awesome isn't it..

Some pics to enjoy..

"The Crazee FX.. Faridah, Huda, Nora, Shameen"

"The Thaiz n the Zais.."

"Cutie Shameen, Sexay Fid n Coolio Faridah"

Lets do it y'all..

Written on 16 May 05 (Monday), 12.54am..

25 Dec 04 (Saturday) --> Double movies sponsored by Spidey.. Thankiu..

2004-12-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

Went out wif Spidey to watch movie in the cinema at Tampines Mall.. At first we decided to watch "Blade Trinity" & "KungFu Hustle".. But then the timing for Blade Trinity is so near so we decided to cancel & watch..

"Meet The Fockers"

And

"KungFu Hustle"

instead.. Both movies were super great and darn hilarious.. *Greatest*.. We enjoyed the whole day together.. It was so much fun.. Hope our happy days would not last.. *Thanx Spidey*..

Written on 30 Jun 05 (Thursday), 3.53pm..

24 Dec 04 (Friday) --> StreetLife's Happenings..

2004-12-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

Check out da Hip Hop Extravaganza STREETLIFE FINAL at Far East Plaza Concourse A, Fountain Area, 3pm onwards n admission free.. http://www.streetlife.com.sg

Qualified teams for the finals:
B.A'D
The Illers
NRA Rebirth
NRA Juniors
Anonymous
SDC
Wreck It
and few others which I cant recalled..

So, the FX gang came to watched and support whom we know and whom we think its great.. Met up wif Hafiz n Fai by surprised while waiting for the FX.. Halfway, met Spidey and his mum at distant.. SURPRISED INDEED.. Cheered badly for B.A'D, SDC and NRA for they are my friends and they are good.. Oh, there are also performances by Radical Force (Breakdance), Emcees like Freaky Z n his friends X' Statix and Beat Boxin by Dharni and Julian..

Okie, Here are the results..
3rd - Wreck It
2nd - The Illers
1st - B.A'D

Wooaahhh, happening.. Great competition.. Tot that the Anonymous should be top 3.. Well, judges.. Anyway, caught up wif the SDC and hugs them, namely Kimmie, Feez, Filz, Allen, Fiza, Feelza.. Lurve them.. Try again y'all, great potential..

Went walk2 wif the FX and checkin out the Christmas place.. Big enuff.. Woohoo.. Chill ard n back home..

"Wanna congrats the B.A'Dians - Elly, Shahrin, Kate, Sop n Shairul for the winning.."

Written on 16 May 05 (Monday), 2.47am..

20 - 23 Dec 04 (Mon - Thurs) --> FYP Enjoyment.. Dance Trauma.. DIGI PICTURES ROX..

2004-12-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

Cant really recalled wats going on.. All I know was Major Project and havin dance practices at the same time for Christmas at Orchard Christmas there.. Fusion X using Hip Hop Fest piece.. Be there to catch us yeah..

And guess wat.. My first time takin digi pictures wif my own digi cam dat I won in WKRZ Comp.. Silver digi cam.. Here are some of the pictures.. Enjoy!!

"The Princesses"

"The Biggie Butts"

Written on 16 May 05 (Monday), 12.46am..

19 Dec 04 (Sunday) --> Reminiscing on DopeBeat Makers..

2004-12-19T23:59:00.002+08:00

To Toby and Mag Darlins,

Im very sure dat we are very happy about our winnings in WKRZ Dancember.. Despite of many problems we have encountered, we still managed to pull it thru.. Way to go guys.. Luv u both.. *Muacks*..

- Watched Vasentham Central, Bollywood Show..

Written on 15 May 05 (Sunday), 11.51pm..

18 Dec 04 (Saturday) --> DopeBeat Makers, CHAMP of WKRZ Dancember 2004..

2004-12-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

Look at the title.. It said all.. Oh my god.. Wat a winning.. Thanx Allah.. Luv ya 2 darlins of DopeBeat Makers, Toby n Mag..

- Went to Hip Hop Advance Class in the morning..
- Went out for drinks at nearby St Hilda's with Instructor Ryan, Joan, Anjula, Carryn, Amanda, Shuwen and Royston..
- Talked about loads of things from dance to religions..
- Head off to pack the 3 dry tops that I have splatted yellow paint on.. Dint have enuff sleep cos of dat.. Took yellow pants, hair accessories and wrist bands..
- Proceed to Millenia Walk Jitterbugs Studio for last rehearsals..

- Mag went home for a while.. Toby and I went off to Zouk first to report in the afternoon.. The NUS peeps were there rehearsin their opening piece.. Wanna know a SHOCKING news? The other Final 3 teams were from NUS.. Sux rite.. The 3 solo finalists are all NUS too, except for Michael, TP.. We both were like WATT??!! Its okie.. We gonna do our BEST..
- Mag came after a while..
- Stage marking with Instructor Patrick Loo givin advise tho hes one of the judges.. Luvly..
- Briefing.. Great prizes for the Champion..

- Went to Mag's house for make-up and stuffs.. Thanx to Mag's parents for such a great companions and help to us.. Mag's craziest friends came.. Thanx for their support.. Luv y'all.. They're hell of fun ppl..
- Mag's parents send us to Zouk.. The friends on their own to Zouk..
- My friends are not comin at the last min.. Sad se.. But its okie..

- 9.30pm, the show began..
- Host --> WKRZ crews..
- Most crowds were from NUS.. *Grrrrrr*..
- Round 1 --> Preliminary 1 min choreo.. Decided by audience scream-meter.. 3 soloists/teams proceeded..
- Round 2 --> Given an Indian/Malay moves by The NUS Malay/Indian Instructors.. Its Zapin and classical Indian moves.. We have to learn 2/8s of them and appliy to our choreo ON THE SPOT.. Decided by the Indian and Malay NUS Instructors.. 2 soloists/teams proceeded..
Round 3 --> Battle began btw 2 soloists/teams.. 20 seconds, 3 times for each soloist/team.. Decided by the 3 panel of judges.. Instructor Patrick, a guy and a lady..

Soloists began..
- Soloist started off first.. 4 of them.. Rozanna (NUS), Jimmy (NUS), This Yuki's friend (NUS) and Michael (TP)..
- Round 1: Each at one corner pillar stage.. Grooved to the music.. Audience in the center cheerin for their soloists.. 1 min.. Stopped.. Scream-meter determined the results.. Michael is sadly out of round 1..
- Round 2: Rozanna got Malay moves.. Jimmy got Indian moves.. Yuki's friend got Malay moves.. Rozanna and Jimmy got into the last round..
- Round 3: Rozanna sexay moves swayed the audience away.. Jimmy shake his butt off and strip his pants and top, leavin his boxer, blasting the judges and audiences..
- WINNER: Jimmy (NUS) --> voucher, trip and Mini IPOD..

Teams began..
- 4 teams.. Shockwave (NUS), Fierce Phoenix (NUS), Naughty Unique Sexy (NUS) and DopeBeat Makers (us from TP)..
- Round 1: The crowds saved their voices for the scream-meter.. Once all the groups done with their preliminary 1 min grooves , the audiences screamed at the top of their heads.. Thanx to Mag's friends for we have the highest scream-meter.. Tho we have less than 10 ppl but their screaming were like thousands of ppl.. *Woohoo*.. Shockwave leaved the stage..
- Round 2: Fierce Phoenix got Indian moves.. NUS got Malay moves.. We got Indian moves.. In the end, its btw NUS and us..
- Round 3: Its sooo clear.. NUS were grooving to their freestyle.. No choreo at all.. We blasted with our full-power grooves and choreo.. "Simply saying, I like the yellow" - the guy judge.. "I like the same colour as yours too" - the lady judge.. "Eat ur hearts out, SMU.. I have never teach in polytechnics.. Congrats Mag".. - Instructor Patrick..
- WINNER: DopeBeat Makers--> $300 voucher at Safe Store, 2 days, 1 nigh to KL and PowerShot A400 Digi Camera each.. U heard me.. Its EACH..

- Met Dan, Alvin n Charlene.. Greatness for their supports..
- Received a call from Amanda.. Thanx darlin..
- Msg Instructor Ryan.. He congrated us..

- Went home wif Rozanna and her friends..
- Reached home at 1am..

"Well done my darlins of DopeBeat Makers.. Proud of y'all.. Luv y'all.. Muacks.."

Written on 28 Mar 05 (Monday), 2.53pm..

14 Dec 04 (Tuesday) - 17 Dec 04 (Friday) --> Super tiring days..

2004-12-17T23:59:00.002+08:00

What I recalled about these days.. Hopefully its right..

WKRZ Dancember Competition Result..
- Yes.. DopeBeat Makers went to the Final.. Meet us on the 18 Dec 04, Zouk at 8pm..
- Rehearsing for the new choreo with lil bit of Malay and Indian moves for the second round..
- Getting ready with the battle pieces if managed to go to round 3..
- Thanx Millenia Walk Jitterbugs for the studio to rehearse our pieces..
- ATTENTION: Get ur invite at http://yap3600.tripod.com/image/1.jpg.. Each invite admits 2 for free but pls print before 9pm, 18 Dec 04..

TP Advance Dance Class for Hip Hop and Modern..
- Beginner base on first come first serve registration.. Register at PDP instead..
- Advance will be under selection..
- Hip Hop Beginner --> $25 (No subsidy)..
- Hip Hop Advance --> $15 (Subsidise $10)..
- Instructor: Mr Ryan Tan (Studio Wu)..
- Modern Beginner --> $12 (No subsidy)..
- Modern Advance --> $7 (Subsidise $5)..
- Alumni (Modern only)--> $30 for both class..
- Modern Instructress: Misss Wai Yee..

"Designed by: ME"

Written on 28 Mar 05 (Monday), 2.04pm..

13 Dec 04 (Monday) --> Sch Time

2004-12-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

As usual.. In school.. Normal timetable.. Can't remember anything else.. Argghh..

Written on 28 Mar 05 (Monday), 2.01pm..

12 Dec 04 (Sunday) --> Restin Day..

2004-12-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

I guess I was resting on this day.. Can't remember.. Maybe jus doing the publicity of TP Advance Dance Class for Hip Hop and Modern..

"Yeah Amin.. i was overjoyed too at the SG Hip Hop Fest.. Go Fusion X.. Thanx to all ma peeps, Sista Nurul, Yati, Farhan, Zek, Baby n others for comin to support.."

Written on 28 Mar 05 (Monday), 1.55pm..

11 Dec 04 (Saturay) --> The long Awaited events.. WKRZ DANCEMBER COMPETITION.. SG HIP HOP FEST 04..

2004-12-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

Okie.. The most FASCINATING day I eva had..
- Went to Hip Hop Advance Class from 9am - 11am..
- Rushed down to Istana Park, Dhoby Gaut at 11am..
- Rehearse Fusion X steps for SG Hip Hop Fest for last time..
- Did the hair.. Half braid.. Tini's specialty..z
- Toby n Mag fetched me from Istana Park by taxi..

WKRZ Dancember Competition Preliminary
- Raining cats n dogs.. Off to Asian CivilisationMuseum, quite drenched..
- Mag lost her just-bought black top in the cab..
- Black mesh top + yellow pants.. Make-up..
- Register, received goodie bag.. Great stuff..
- Rehearse till start..

- Soloists start.. Kudos to Michael..
- Only group --> US.. So shitty..
- Extend deadline till the end of the day..
- Patrick came up to us and congrats us, "Well done!"..
- DopeBeat Makerz had a tite hugged..
- Results yet to come.. Next tues..
- Went off to SG Hip Hop Fest 04..

SG HIP HOP FEST 04
- Reached Clarke Quay, Exit A with my WKRZ wear..
- Met bro Fandi at the entrance.. Werd up wif him before catchin up with Fusion X..
- Changed top to red for Fusion X..
- Selected to be in the Preview for TV, Channel News Asia.. Great! We are in TV.. Short fame..
- Briefin, ready with costumes, make-up, played games for relaxin.. Show start ard 6 plus in the afternoon..
- White top, brown pants, suspender, black hat, black gun, colourful coats for the baddies..
- Saw 45th Street, SDC, B.A'D, Triple Noize & great performers on stage, rawkin the crowd..
- Fusion X --> Slot ard 8pm.. Theme: M.A.F.I.A.. Splendid show with acts and dramas and sleek moves and bouncin and "Lose My Breadth"..
- Crowd loves the performance --> "Cool stuff", "Fierceness"..
- Met Sista Nurul.. Sexy with Rebonded hair.. Mish her bloody much..
- Taufik batisah's at 12am plus.. Regrets for BFC, Trivalation n others..
- Went home ard 11pm.. Took taxi to Pasir Ris Interchange with Thai, Huda n Zai..
- Lucky Spidey fetched me from Pasir Ris Interchange..

"Hugz to peepos like Nurul Sista, Filzy, Feeza, Filzah, Fizah, Allen & Hakim.. Mish y'all bloody muchie.."

Written on 23 Mar 05 (Wednesday), 2.14am..

10 Dec 04 (Friday) --> Dance.. Dance.. Dance..

2004-12-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

Woaaahhh... One more day to HIP HOP FEST and WKRZ COMPETITION.. *Mati mati, tentu mati*..

- Major project in school till 5pm..
- Fusion X rehearsal @ Istana Park in the afternoon..
- DopeBeat Makerz rehearsal @ Istana Park at night..

OKie peeps, latest news..
1. Do wish my DopeBeat Makerz all the best in the WKRZ prelim round.. Hope to get into the final.. Wats more.. Patrick is one of the judge.. *Die-die*..
2. And do watch out for Fusion X around 7 plus to 8pm at the SG HIP HOP FEST scene..

"HiphopFest, 11th Dec, HongLim Park, 12pm, Dance n graf comp, rappers, bboys, DJs. Get tix $15 from FiDaH QUICK. Beats-society.com Spread ard."

Written on 14 Feb 05 (Monday), 9.45am..

9 Dec 04 (Thursday) --> Another busy day.. 2 more days man.. Hip Hop fest.. Here I come..

2004-12-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

Having usual daily routine.. Here goes..

- Major Project @ sch till 5pm..
- Went to Flip! company @ Chinatown for Hip Hop Fest tickets trading at 5.30pm..
- DopeBeat Makerz rehearsal @ 6pm, Millenia Walk..
- Went to Fusion X rehearsal @ istana Park at 8pm..
- 2 more days counting to SG HIP HOP FEST..

Written on 7 Feb 05 (Monday), at 4.30pm..

8 Dec 04 (Wednesday) --> FREE Starbucks Drink from 5-7pm..

2004-12-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hey y'all... NEWS or RUMORS.. I dunno.. BUT.. TAUFIK BATISAH performin at SG HIP HOP FEST.. Check out beats society.com.. Great tho.. Doubt can meet him one la.. Focus on my performance dey..

- Major project at sch till 2pm..
- Met Fusion X peeps at Istana Park..
- FREE STARBUCKS DRINKS from 5-7pm.. Gotta queue.. Gotta get chocolate drink wif whip cream.. Woohooo.. Can queue somemore after finished.. Before 7pm.. HURRY!!
- Went to Millenia Walk for WKRZ Dancember Competition rehearsal.. Yep, we joined.. Our name: DopeBeat Makerz, comprises of Mag, Tob & Fid (me)..
- Went back to Istana Park for Hip Hop Fest rehearsal at about 8pm..

Written on 7 Feb 05 (Monday), 3.49pm..

7 Dec 04 (Tuesday) --> 4 more days to HIP HOP FEST..

2004-12-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

Second day of sch.. Only one lesson, lecture some more.. Don come ahh.. *Hehe*.. Nothing much, went to Fusion X rehearsal, 6.30pm @ City Hall..

4 MORE DAYS TO SG HIP HOP FEST.. *WOOOHOOO*..

Written on 7 Feb 05 (Monday), 3.40pm..

6 Dec 04 (Monday) --> TP reopens.. Daymmnnn, sch starts..

2004-12-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

Yeahh.. Sch reopens.. My final semester, final year.. At last.. Get to meet my darlinz Networker peeps.. Esp the Princessess.. But daymmnn, suddenly realised that I can no longer dance under Ryan.. *Can I stayback for another semester jus for dance.. U GONE NUTS, FIDAH!!*

- Met my Networker peeps, esp Sarah, Yana, Aisah & Arifah..
- Nothin much to be done in sch..
- Ate at Kampung Chai Chee, Tampines for dinner..
- Fusion X rehearsal, 6.30pm at Punggol Park CC for Hip Hop Fest..
- 5 more days to SG HIP HOP FEST..

Received a msg from Mag darlin at 9.07pm..
- WKRZ competition..
- Heat this sat at Asian Civilisation Museum..
- At 5pm..
- 1 min choreo..
- Max 3 dancers..
- Only 4 teams will proceed to finals at Zouk..
- Final 2 will battle for 2 min..

So we decided.. Mag, Toby & Me.. As DopeBest Makerz..

Written on 7 Feb 05 (Monday), at 2.41pm..

5 Dec 04 (Sunday) --> 6 more days to SG Hip Hop Fest..

2004-12-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

Had a Fusion X Training.. 6pm @ Punggol Park CC.. Counting 6 more days to Hip Hop Fest.. Choreo still have not finished.. *Wahaha*.. And we were still having fun.. *Woohoo*..

Written on 22 Jan 05 (Saturday), 9.17am..

4 Dec 04 (Saturday) --> Taufik MTV Video.. Sheesh~

2004-12-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

Can say Im hyperactive this day.. From morning till late nite.. Dayymmnn..

- Had TP Hip Hop Advance Class, 9am @ Dance Studio.. Wooooo.. I loiiikkee the choreos and the warming up I tell u.. Ryan stretch like nobody's business se.. Waarrrghhh...
- Then rush off to Orchard to meet Faridah, Nora n Huda.. For TAUFIK BATISAH MTV MUSIC VIDEO.. Its at Thumper.. Bit excited..
- They were so darn late... And to think the event postponed to a later time.. 2pm.. Then waited outside for 2 hours plus, then got in..
- Met Sasha, Aristi n some other gals.. All like so the happening se.. Soo much for the club wear..
- Taufik Batisah is tall.. He wore pink t-shirt and a brown coat.. He sang "I Dream" and all we have to do was jus to stand infront of him and swayed..
- I got so bored and found it sooo lame that we girls decided to leave the place.. I tot its an audititon for female dancers.. Daymmmnn.. Faridah gal, its not ur fault la.. U oso dunno lah.. I tak marah lah.. *Wahaha*..
- Then went to meet Zaini & Amin and went to eat..
- Watched the SG Hip Hop Fest preview @ Lido, 6pm.. BFC n some Emcee groups performed.. My mates and I were pissed at the fact that the organiser actually sux to the core.. Cos u know y.. The preview was supposed to be on 1 Dec @ Esply.. Daymn, NOBODY told us.. We came n waited and called.. Stooopidd se.. We jus stared at the performances la.. Like bodoh se.. Feel like givin a lecture to the organiser.. *Grrr*..
- Guess wat.. We felt like dancin.. So we went to Sun Plaza Park (Tampines) and dance la.. Own trining at 8pm till 11pm..
- Spidey fetched me home on a ride..

Written on 22 Jan 05 (Saturday), 8.59am..

3 Dec 04 (Friday) --> Fusion X Training..

2004-12-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

Nothing much.. Jus havin Fusion X Training at 6pm, City Hall.. Counting down for SG Hip Hop Fest.. 8 more days to go.. Woohoot..

Written on 22 Jan 05 (Saturday), 8.55am..

2 Dec 04 (Thursday) --> BTS Outing.. Ermm, like not leh..

2004-12-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

YES.. ITS ME AGAIN.. Hate it when I have to organise an event.. Cos they will bombard me wif the quest like "Whos going, yada, yada, yada".. But all bcos my love for u peeps, I do it.. *Grrrr*..

- Hana, Adnan & me met first @ 2.30pm..
- Took MRT from Bedok to Orchard.. Decided to play bowlin but aiyoh, bowling alley @ Orchard close down la..
- Walked walked, I bought a Ribena Freeze.. *Yummy bits*..
- Met Asmani along the way..
- Ate @ Sakura, City Hall..
- Met Firdaus after eating..
- Went to Pasir Ris Downtown to bowl.. Wohooo...
- Results:
1st --> Asmani
2nd --> Hana
3rd --> Me
4th --> Adnan
5th --> Firdaus
- Its all good lah u ppl.. Lets do it again sometime soon.. Woohoo..

Written on 22 Jan 05 (Saturday), 8.44am..

1 Dec 04 (Wednesday) --> Its S.H.O.W.D.O.W.N Time..

2004-12-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

Yessa.. The Singapore Idol will be finalised today.. Whos takin.. Whos not.. We'll find out.. GO TAUFIK!!

- Went for JC Footnotez (Fusion X) Hip Hop Beginner Class conducted by Isham @ Plaza By The Park, 2pm.. Gerek arh.. Quite a lot ahh..
- At 7pm, had Fusion X Training.. Its at City Hall.. Training for Hip Hop Fest, counting for 10 more days to go..
- Lastly, the FINAL S.H.O.W.D.O.W.N.com between FIQUE (Taufik Batisah) vs SLY (Sylvester).. Live @ Indoor Stadium, 8pm.. The results @10pm..
- Counting down for the results... The FIRST SINGAPORE IDOL is TAUFIK!! All Fusion X peeps shouting like heaven.. Especially dearest Amin.. He cried.. Sayang jugak kau kat Taufik eh.. But he lurves Oli more.. *Haha*..

Written on 22 Jan 05 (Saturday), at 8.07am..

30 Nov 04 (Tuesday) --> For u Lrad..

2004-11-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

To Lrad:
This is for u.. No grudges.. No regrets.. Thanx for everything..

*This is not a rhyme, not a song.. Just words.. From my heart.. To u..*

A year, a month and days have passed..
Things have soo gone well until..
U became uncontrollable..
I became nuts and crazee over it..

We talked things through..
Every now and then..
We will always be by each other..
Jus so when Im busy and spend no time..
U dying to bargain..
When i give way..
U stepped on it and break my trust..

Don u understand..
Im a girl..
I want my own freedom..
I cant go home darn late at nite..
Neither I have time to spend..
Been busy wif attachment, dance n home..

I knew u love me..
I knew u wanna be wif me..
Just me..
Im givin an "off-time" for us to think through..
Especially me..
U know how unloyal I can be..
But im trying not..

"Do u still want to be wif me?"
Thats it..
Its the end..
No point sitting still and think through..
U asked me, I tell u..
"Sorry, I jus wanna be single.."
This very day, 1.43am..

I wasn't prepare to end it..
But u provoked me enuff..
Sorry baby..
Jus not my cup of tea..

Recalling the days..
U broke my heart first..
I was sooo into u..
U jus slashed it rite to my face, my love for u..
Its fallin apart slowly n u know it..
Since that day, my priority changed..

If u realised..
It was exactly the same season..
"HARI RAYA"
From 2003 to 2004..
Fate decided that we separated..

Im sorry.. I just had no more love for u.. I jus wanna be single.. I dun wanna commit.. Its my fault.. U can say that.. I don blame U.. Nothing else to say.. Friends?

*All i want is an Easy Relationship.. Bestfriend's the word..*

Written on 19 Jan 05 (Wednesday), 1.14pm..

29 Nov 04 (Monday) --> Fusion X Training..

2004-11-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

Nothing much.. Just having an activity..

- Fusion X training at Punggol Park CC..
- Training for Hip Hop Fest..

*Did something which I long time neva did since sec 2?! *Puffin*.. Daymn, Im irrtated.. Do not disturb me as yet..*

Written on 1 Dec 04 (Monday), 12.14am..

28 Nov 04 (Sunday) --> Scrambler Ride..

2004-11-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

Yeah.. My first eva ride on a bike.. Scambler se.. Mampus.. Arrgghh.. Woohoo.. Wat an outin..

- Rainy day, havin to climb up the Scrambler is a real scare at first..
- Spidey pick me up for a ride.. Went to Marine Parade to change the SCV Digital Cable at the Roadshow..
- Went to one of the Bedok's carpark to learn more on how to ride a bike.. *Gerek*..
- Ate Mee Punggol at the Bedok Banquet.. *Slurpy delirious Delicious..*
- Went to TM to catch a movie "Bridget Jones Diary *Part 2*"..
- Went back home..

Written on 1 Dec 04 (Wednesday), 12.08am..

27 Nov 04 (Saturday) --> BTS Raya..

2004-11-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

Another R.A.Y.A.com day wif my closest, bestest secondary peeps.. Bedok Town Sec..

- Had a Hip Hop Advance class in the morning, taught by Mr Ryan Tan, for 3 hrs.. From 9am - 12pm.. *Cool & Power*.. I looiikkeee..
- Time to "JALAN RAYA" wif ma BTS peeps..
- They are Sarah, Hana, Nurul, Dessy, Majidah (ma cuzzin), Omar, Zul, Adnan, Asmani, Azhar, Lela & Umali (Hana's sista n brother)..
- We went to each other house till 10pm plus.. Daymmnn, I miss Sarah's house.. I joined them at Zul's house.. So missing them..
- Sarah & Zul accompanied me back home to pack my stuffs.. Im soo overnighting at Sarah's house.. Don wanna be "Home Alone"..
- Took taxi to Sarah's house and sleep.. Watched "Bend it like beckham" before sleepin..

Written on 30 Nov (Tuesday), 11:53pm..

26 Nov 04 (Friday) --> Trip to Chinatown..

2004-11-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

Wat a tirin and boring day.. Well at least Chinatown perked me up abit.. *Hehe*..

- Isham requested me to go for a SG Hip Hop Fest Meeting since the 3 heads were unable to make it..
- Representative for Fusion X..
- Met Lrad , went to Chinatown together..
- Once reached, proceed to Exit A..
- Met Kimmie, Feelzy, Zaibo, Aslinda n Sufri.. Reperesentin SDC , Uncanny Originz & B.A'D..
- Enter the Flip! building.. Nina (Mami form Anak Metropolitan) was in-charge..
- Meeting was long and sux cos wasted loads of time.. Sign the documents and get the 30 tix to sell..
- Followed Kimmie n Feelzy to NYP, supposedly for spaghetti dinner..
- Met the others like Thai, Joe, Wak and bla bla bla..
- Lrad and I decided to chill and watch the performance from B-Quartet.. Lrad lurvvess it..
- Went home after dat..

Written on 30 Nov 04 (Tuesday), 11:45pm..

25 Nov 04 (Thursday) --> Malay Regiment Raya..

2004-11-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

Yeah yeah, jalan raya time.. Woohhoo.. Wif my NCC CLTs Clique.. One of the bestest peeps.. "Malay Regiment, cepatttttt RAYA!" *Wehehe*..

- The peeps are:- Yati, Zek, Fate, Alfiyan, Happy, Tasha, Fairul, Hamizah, Izzat, Rashid, Irfan, Yasir, Organizer Farhan and me..
- Organizer Mr Farhan 46th hired a private bus, 40 seater when theres like a few of us?! Cool la u, dik..
- Went to each other's house.. Gerek ahh.. No rain or sun can stop us from travellin in the woohhoo bus..
- From afternoon till night time..
- At nite, the bus driver played a VCD "Keris Lama" (Old knife).. Its a ghost story.. Scar se I tell u.. Everybody sat behind while Izzat, Yasir, Fairul, Mizah, Farhan & I were brave enuff to sit so darn front to watch the movie.. Darn most of us were chickens.. *Haha*.. But its all good..
- Went home after all over.. Bus went off early.. Due to tiredness, Rashid, Izzat, Alfiyan and I took taxi home together..

Wat an experience we all had.. May the NCC CLTs MELAYU be strong in upcomin generations.. HIDUP MALAY REGIMENT!! *Singing "Lagu Kita"*..

Written on 30 Nov 04 (Tuesday), 11:40pm..

24 Nov 04 (Wednesday) --> Yea.. Me real shooting..

2004-11-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Wat a beautiful rainy day.. That day..

* Had a shooting competition at Nee Soon Camp from 6.15am till 2pm..
- Woke up so darn early at 5.30am to bathe..
- Report at East office at 6.15am..
- Pack all the ammo stuffs, helmets, bla, bla, bla to the tonner and vroom to Nee Soon Camp..
- Setup the ammo point.. Waited and yada, yada, yada..
- All the cadets, officers and the invited guest, NPCC came..
- Few CLTs taught the NPCC how to shoot the M16 before the actual competition starts.. Fate, Sha & I waste no time to C.A.B.U.T.com.. *Wahahaha*.. UNFORTUNATELY.com, I was caught to be the dummy for the shooter.. *Sheesh*..
- Then 3 teams compete.. Male East CLTs (Wei Ren n the gang) vs Female East CLTs (Me, Sha, OCS & Fate) vs NPCC (3 guys and a gal).. 1st round: Female CLTs (Chamber 1) vs NPCC (Chamber 2).. Result: 16 targets vs 8 targets.. Female CLTs won.. *Wonderin y 16 targets rite?! Cos its was supposed to be falling plate, then dunno y, after the plate got shot, it came up again.. Shoot again ahh.. *Sheesh*.. 2nd round: Male CLTs (Chamber 1) vs Female CLTs (Chamber 2).. Result: 11 Targets + 1 IA (left 3 shots more) vs 10 targets, no shots left.. Male CLTs won.. *Sheesh*.. Chamber 2 sucks bug time.. Can't even go down after so many shots.. *Argghh*.. Last round: NPCC (Chamber 1) vs Male CLTs (Chamber2) .. Results: 9 Targets vs 11 Targets.. Male CLTs won..
FINAL RESULT: 1st --> Male East CLTs, 2nd --> Female CLTs, 3rd --> NPCC.. Well done guys..
- Prize presentation.. Well done EAST!!!
- Pack up back to HQ AMQ.. Got treat from Sir Anis.. Thanx sir..

* THE INCREDIBLES + Fishy Feeling..
- Fate, Sha and I decided go town, watch movie..
- Met Alfiyan, Izzat, Happy, Tasha, Fairul and Yasir at Bugis.. Watched The Incredibles.. Power ahh.. Hilarious show.. Love Jack Jack to bits.. Dash is cute.. *Wahaha*..
- Lrad fetch me home..
- Decided to express all out to Lrad.. Meantime, we in 'off' term but still attached to one another.. Don ask wat, y, how come and etc, etc, etc..

Written on 30 Nov 04 (Tuesday), 11:37pm..

23 Nov 04 (Tuesday) --> Me?! Shooting?! Woooot..

2004-11-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

As usual..
- Woke up at sis house (Woodland).. Watch MTV, Amazing Race 6 (repeat) and surf the net..
- Went home, packed bag..
- Booked in AMQ Camp for shooting competition the next day.. At 10pm..
- Wonderin how am I going to survive the night.. Kan Cheong to the max se.. Like how to shoot, wats the procedures, like wats the timing and all.. Let fate decides if I cocked up..
- Chillin wif Sha & Fate had cooled me down from all the stupid shits dat I was soo worried about..

Written on 30 Nov 04 (Tuesday), 11:33pm..

22 Nov 04 (Monday) --> FX @ Hougang..

2004-11-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

Highlights of my Monday no-blues..
- Fusion X Training, 7pm (come at 8pm), trained at Lin's sis badminton court, hougang.. Loads of fun..
- Take taxi back wif isham to woodlands..
- Received msg from OCS, "Wanted 2 female clts for shooting comp on wed, 24 Nov, morning till lunchtime.. Book in the night before".. I agree after so many questions asked.. Finally, the EAST FEMALE CLTs Team --> OCS, Shahida, Fate & me.. So scared le.. Long time no shoot..
- Stayed at woodland, my sis house.. My 2nd sis was already dere.. We watched "Monster Inc".. Soo cute se boo.. Kitty huh.. *Wahaha*..

Written on 30 Nov 04 (Tuesday), 11:27pm..

21 Nov 04 (Sunday) --> Fusion X Training..

2004-11-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

Nothing much.. Just havin Fusion X training @ 6pm, Punggol Park CC..
- Choreos very NNNOOOOIIIICCCEEE..
- Very Dramatic..
- Jus for SG Hip Hop Fest 04..

Written on 30 Nov 04 (Tuesday), 11.22pm..

Plaza Singapura's HOTTEST Events.. D.A.N.C.E Competition..

2004-11-20T23:37:00.000+08:00

Went to PS wif Uncle Toby to support our friend, Dan in the Samsung Competition.. But hey, deres Chingay too.. So da day goes on wif..

* Met Uncle Toby and his friend at 1.45pm at PS..
* Watched Chingay shows at 2.30pm..
- The clowns started the show first.. Sec sch peeps.. Added wif a bangra beats flava.. Okielah.. Boring ah..
- A dance grp.. Again sec peeps.. It was sooo da *yawning*.. Nuthin great again.. So da minah and mat lah basically..
- Sec sch peeps.. VIP.. Cheerleadin squad.. Tot it was jus *sigh*.. But hey, they impressed me LOADS.. Great job.. Think they can become the next MAgnum ah.. *Hehehe*.. They did stunts like "Bring It On Again".. Bright futuree aiight peeps..
- Salsa Dance.. Boon Cheong's friends.. OKielah.. not bad ah.. But, jus too bad.. I can't appreciate Salsa for long..
- Mongolia Dance.. Nice but technical prob wif the music.. Ermm.. okielah..
- The Drum-Beaters.. Fierceeeee.. So young.. Impressive
- Lion Dance.. Loads of malay boys.. Okielah.. Quite a bore..
- Dragon Dance.. Betta than the lion's..
- Mongolia Dance again.. To reimburse the techincal fault of the music..

* Samsung competition.. At 4pm.. Winners received sum of money.. I mean real big money.. 4k and 5 samsung "smooth meets slide" phones for 1st prize??!!.. No joke.. 3 judges are the Angmoh guy who have dance bg, the samsung phone chinese guy and the chinese lady who states as the starhub palnner.. Presentin the 5 finalists..
B.A'D, Pops, Jades Crew, Sliders & White Rhythm..
- B.A'D started off wif Shairul, Shima, Sharin, Elly n Fairuz.. Same piece again huh.. "Shake dat booty, turn me ard, back dat ass up, wine them down".. U go guys..
- Pops comprises of 2 gals n 2 guys.. The short gal and the malay guy are the best female and male dancers in Funkamania X, yr 2003.. But the guy screwed la.. I nothing to say..
- Jades Crew comprises of my friend, Dan and his other 4 peeps.. Think all under Pat's class.. Yeah, we shouted hell for em.. Esp the Senorita hoppers gals.. They're tight la.. Not bad..
- Sliders.. The scholars of Pat's class.. Nice moves.. I like theirs actually.. Very the synchronise and unique.. But too bad.. Judges's vote..
- Lastly White Rhythm.. Yutaki's grp.. So da gay yet POWERFUL la.. Cheered for them like crazee..

The results were out.. Congrats to the following peeps..
Consolation: Pops & Sliders
3rd Prize: Jades Crew
2nd Prize: B.A'D
1st prize: White Rhythm

* Went back to watch the Chingay.. Waiting for my friends to rock da stage.. Rite timin.. Presentin E.R.S.D.C.. En_route feat SmashD'Crepez.. Namely from En_Route --> Zaihar, Sue, Syam n ermm a gal.. SDC --> Hakim, Filzah, Feelza, Fiza, Karl n Allan.. Well done u guys.. So proud of u peeps..

* Ate at LJS.. Separated.. Met Lrad.. Watched "Shutter".. recommended show.. Lurves the endin.. *Wahahah*.. Evil.. Then, went home..

17 - 19 Nov (Wed - Fri) P.O.S.T.sss --> TV & SG Idol..

2004-11-20T23:33:00.000+08:00

Basically wat do I do, I oso can't really recalled..

Oh yeah, I jus slacked ard.. Surfin the net for 3 days, doing nothing.. Bloghopped here n dere.. Taggin here n dere.. Thanx a lot Farhan.. U make me look paiseh after the MatRIP's nonsensical's tags.. *SHEESSSHH*.. Nice work dere.. *GRRRR*..

Oh, on 17 Nov (Wed), I watched "Charmed".. Head rollin aight gals.. Then "Amazing Race 6".. Powerrr.. Okie, The bestfriend (guys) is out.. but they cool.. *Haha*..

On 18 Nov (Thurs), nothin much la.. stay at home only.. Watched "Spore Idol"'s performance.. Sly got to work harder man.. Taufik, da coolest.. Next best talent will be Oli.. Aiyoh, but cannot predict lah whos out.. Depend on Spore man..

On 19 Nov (Fri), watched S'pore Idol and TAUFIK + SLY is IN THE FINAL.. Poor Oli.. Like wat Ken said, the audiences will go for those whom they can relate on.. True enuff.. Douglas losed the bet.. *Kwang 3x*.. Watched "Geark Khas The Movie".. Jus lurvee Erra.. :p Then watched "Survivor Vanuatu".. OKie, Sarge, ur out.. Like I say, GAL POWER.. Left the king Clad to moved on wif the princess.. ;p

My K.A.M.P.U.N.G Scenes, 14 - 16 Nov (Sun - Tues)

2004-11-20T23:31:00.000+08:00

On the first day of Hari Raya, 14 Nov (Sun), where all the muslim guys went to mosque to pray.. Before they come back to eat, the gals have to prepare breakfast and get ready to have this "seek for forgiveness" session before the guys, especially before the father eats..

Rite after my family had done it, my 1st sis came wif her hubby.. Weehheee.. Sepasang Kurung Biru se.. Jus like my song title.. :p Den yea, they seeked my parents' forgiveness, the siblings seeked forgiveness from 1st sis.. Early morning, my younger sis played VCD "Cinta Luar Biasa".. A comedy malay show.. Then, my 1st sis n hubby off to my grandparents house while the rest plus me, BALIK KAMPUNG..

First stop is at Johor Bahru, Taman Baiduri where my house is.. Its a 3-storeyed banglo.. My 2nd visit n it was like wooaaahh.. Me the only 1 who had neva slept dere b4.. *tulah, tak balik kampung after years*.. Me soo gonna do sum house-warming party here.. Took pillows n mattress and zoomed off to next destination..

Stopped at Machap, Melacca to rest n have a lunch.. Pathetic ahh.. Let my daddy rest first after hours of driving..

Went to my grandparent's house.. Its soo the different.. It became the mosquitos' world.. Not jokin.. Theres contaminated water everywhere an found out deres mosquito's breedin.. *Sheessh*.. My granddaddy is senile, so can't b blamed.. My dad tried to help here n dere.. My grandmummy is wif 1 of my uncles.. Den, my granddaddy followed us to our next stop..

Headed to my next house, Melacca, Bukit Nangka.. It was only walls and toilets.. Haha.. Like soo the abandoned.. Nothing else inside.. So, the A. Hamid family cleaned aaway the webs and shits and my daddy cleansed the house wif prayers.. Cos we gonna sleep here for the night.. After a success cleaning, headed to my aunt's house, Cik Lah..

Woooaaaahhh, all the beranak-pinak were dere.. Okie, all the children have grown big.. Kak Long, Abg Man, Abg Wan, Abg Amy, Udin, Erfan.. Haha.. now me close to Erfan who is only form 6.. Same age as my younger sis..

Went back to Bukit Nangka and slept thru de day..

15 Nov (Mon).. Darn the mosquitos who have nothing to do but to suck my blood all nite.. ONLY ME.. Not my family.. *IDIOT*.. OKie, I saved my family from a lil loss of blood.. *Sheessh*..

Went to Pak Long's house at sum quite faraway place.. Then went to Seremban, I think.. To meet my grandmummy.. She is sick, not senile yet.. We tried to cheer her up.. I had loads of fun when I met Adib.. So cute n soo clever.. A bit retarded but hes all good to me.. I love him, jus like the others..

Then went to surau at Tampin, Negeri Sembilan, to pray.. Then went off to Pak Lang's house.. Wooaaahh, the children are like around my age.. Me cose to Kak Rusita tho.. Shes engaged.. The rest me shy to tak la.. All guys.. My age summore le..

Then went to Pak Lang's elder child's house.. Nearby.. The mee beehoon was delicious.. *Yummy*..

Then went off to Cik Lah's house to sweep the nite thru..

16 Nov (Tues).. Went off to my another house at Rumbia.. Its meant for rent but no malays nak.. Chinese want but it is a malay lot u see.. Well, checked out a house an zoomed off to another place..

Went back to my 1st destination, Johor Bahru.. Put back ll the pillows n mattress.. Rest.. I watched VCD "Scary Movie 3".. *Haha*.. Refreshd my memory of watching it at the cinema, TM wif my CLT NCC Clique.. How I laughed so loud.. How the rest jus love each other's companion.. Farhan, Zek, Yati, Hanafi, Taufik, Hida, Din n any other?! Luv u guys..

Headed to Giant for sum shopping.. I shopped for food ONLY.. *How I hate shopping*.. Yeah, got to buy Cookie Crisps.. *Yum, yum*..

Then, went off to my homeland, Singapore.. Stopped at woodland, where 2nd sis singgah jap at her future in-law house to give Season cake.. Then stopped at my 1st sis house at woodland too to take baju kurung for my younger sis.. Then, HOME SWEET HOME..

SeLaMaT HaRi RaYa.. MaaF ZaHiR DaN BaTiN.. BALIK KAMPUNG.. WOHOHO.. BALIK KAMPUNG..

2004-11-14T01:11:00.000+08:00

Feeza: Hey dere.. Yeah, Destiny's "Lose ma breathe" was awesome.. But Raya man.. Have to change to Raya song aiight.. :p Yep, me mish u too.. See ya soon okie.. *Hugs*.. U take care.. Anyway, Slamat Raya n maaf zahir & batin..
Y@Tz: *Haha*.. Tengoklah owner dier kan.. KAlau dah cute, mesti screen shots dier pun cute.. *Wehehe*.. If only da vid for "Shake ur Body" dah out, den I post in ma blog k.. Anyway, Slamat Raya n maaf zahir & batin..
Snazzie: Yep, sssooo da true.. OKie, me link u up too.. Happy raye.. Maaf zahir & Batin..
Sis_Dada: *Chuckles*.. Yeah, I soo know dat u want me.. U soo can't resist me aiight.. Me balik kampung today bout 12pm.. So mish u loads.. Dream of me aiight.. *Hugs dearly*.. ~Muackz~..
Dee Tittiez: Hey, glad u still remember me.. Slamat raye to u too.. Hows ur munchkin.. *Haha*.. Okie, minta maap n take care kie..
Dayna: Holla sweet.. :)
gnilrad: Dearr.. U soo da bad, u know.. I hate u le.. U jahat.. But I still lurvee u le.. Slamat Raye dear.. Me balik kampung tau.. U take care.. Mish me kie.. ~Muackz~.. *Hugs tite2*..
Nisah: OKielah, lets same2 berpelukan.. Jgn ambik hati kalau seandainye kite bermarahan di camps ker.. *Dah menjadi kerja kiter utk step marah*.. *Wehehe*..

Okay, I just did sum updates here n dere n hope u all will enjoy ur stay here.. Today is basically STAY-AT-HOME day.. Lazin ard.. Bla, bla, bla..

To all my muslim bestfriends, family, dancers, NCC, Hockey, class mates, sch mates, work mates, acquantance, friends & enemies *Hope I don have 1?!*.. Wishin u all a Selamat Hari Raya and Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.. Ingin Fidah menyusun sepuluh jari utk memohon maaf kepada semua umat Islam yang tercinta.. Semoga bergembira disamping keluarga..

*Sigh*.. Jus mish da ol' days whereby we give kad raya.. Now so modernised already.. SMS' da word to spread for forgiveness n wishes to all.. *Haha*..

OKie, me going to BALIK K.A.M.P.U.N.G in da early afternoon to celebrate Raya wif my dad's side of da family.. Yes arghhh.. Get to play MERCUN.. I kinda mish dem since its been a long time since I went dere.. Think since sec 4.. Yeah, me been stayin home alone weneva my family went M'sia.. I jus lurve my S'pore house.. I'll be back by 16 Nov 04, Tuesday.. So, any orders.. Lemang?! Buluh?! :p

Lurve to my Fusion X, NCC CLTs, Bedok Town Sec peepz, SCC Hockey Ladies, Temasek Poly Friends, Bedok West Pri friends, my past NCC friends, my Friendster friends, my neighbours, my dancing frenz, my cadets, my acquantance, my enemies, my wannabe friends & Best my family n my Lrad dear.. *Muackz n Hugs to y'all*..

Till den.. Take care.. Enjoy a midi by Khairil Johari --> Sepasang Kurung Biru..

Pix of ma 1st P.A.R.K.O.U.R on 11 Nov 04 wif ma NCC Peepz.. YEAH..

2004-11-13T14:51:00.000+08:00

Test.. test.. Mic 1,2,3.. - As stated by Farhan42

"Cadet Lieutenants, Standby.."

.. And Ready .."

".. Zek --> J.U.M.P .."

".. Izzat --> J.U.M.P .."

".. Shinobi BACK - FLIPPED Zek .."

".. Zek is landing.. Wif Shinobi's help .."

".. Night Jump, Standby.. *Is dere a gal?!* .."

".. And F.A.L.L.. *Eh, dat gal serious want to fall ah?!* .."

".. On Ur Mark.. *Oi gal, stop sittin ah!* .."

".. Get Set, Team Titans.. *Waahh, de gal sure tough eh?!* .."

".. Go.. *Eh, dat gal do David Blaine's Magic ke?!* .."

".. Land properly aiight.. *Waahh, look like guy leh!!* .."

".. Cum'on.. Enuff of restin.. *Sheessh* .."

".. Great job, Team Titans.. Parkour 4 Life *Okie gal, u're on!!* .."

~ THE END of ma VERY 1ST P.A.R.K.O.U.R.. ~